i'll never tell you what happened, and you'll never know anything happened in the first place.
you know to much already.i'll never tell you what happened, and you'll never know anything happened in the first place.
if you need someone to talk to im here, and not volunteering anyone but im sure others would be willing to help tooyou ruined me and you think you are allowed to leave your past behind, and get a clean new start?
lover girl, you are very wrong.
i just want to be friends with you, but first, you need to acknowledge what you did, and acknowledge that it was not my fault.
tw self harm you sent me pictures of your self harm. you knew i was not okay, and you influenced me to do the things you did.
tw ed i starved myself because you told me to. you said it was the only way i could reach my weight goal.
you traumatized me from 12-14.
and now you want to get better? and now you say it was all my fault?
tw "attempted *******" remember when you would send me your little letters? and say "i love you kim. i love you tai. i wont be able to talk to you anymore im sorry"
you think youre the shit because you have an anti social personality disorder. and all these other disorders that magically appeared without you going to therapy.
you spent daddy's money on all of your dollies and your knick knacks. put them around your house, you thought they were so cute.
so cute that you didnt even have to show me.
you bragged and said "well i dont have a limit on how much i can spend, its not my money teehee."
"I saw what you wrote in your vents. About me being different when I return, about our friendship being based on our, my issues. You betrayed my trust again by tampering in my account and with the IPs. You're out of chances, Taimane"
because youre a liar.
youre not even getting help, youre at your house.
not in a mental hospital.
you have read every single message i have sent you.
youre not where you say youre from.
you dont have a sister.
the pictures you sent me were not you.
the self harm pictures werent you either.
they were from twitter.
i was 13. and you were 27.
i just wanted to talk about kpop.
for me: look back during therapy
i dont need anyone to talk to.if you need someone to talk to im here, and not volunteering anyone but im sure others would be willing to help too
ok but if something is wrong I recommend getting professional help. please don't hold it in as you are only making it worse i know this from personal experience so please don't think im just saying what everyone else is sayingi dont need anyone to talk to.
lolok but if something is wrong I recommend getting professional help. please don't hold it in as you are only making it worse i know this from personal experience so please don't think im just saying what everyone else is saying
you didnt respond, but you decided to shade me with our friend?No one said it so i had to.
And when you read it, and reply... do not even deny it.
Because everything i said in those 13 paragraphs... was true.
Are you still with V?I’m absolutely terrified and its all coming so fast. But I know if I don’t do it I may never get the chance to see you. I’m afraid that I may end up ending my life before another opportunity arises and I really want to see you. Maybe being in your arms might remind me that I have a purpose. Is that selfish? I don’t know. I just know at this point I’m staying alive for you. I don’t have the courage to do it for myself but I know my love for you is so stong and it would probably destroy you if I did die. Maybe thats why you panic text my brother when I start saying I’m gonna end it all. Think positive. It’s gonna be okay. Now I just have to tell my dad about her.