❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[leenose]

tw: mentions of ed (i think) and depression and sh

in 6th grade the drama and everything got to me and i ended up not eating for a week. at school when it was lunch time, i would fake eat. and then when i started eating again i realized i'm insecure abt eating in front of ppl. so then i never ate. i told my friends and they just kept saying "u deserve to eat" like ik but its not about that its deeper. then after that when the boy i 'dated' broke up with me i got so insecure again abt my body and looks so i started sh and got really upset. i talked to the counselor and she said "dw i wont tell ur parents" and that was a lie she made me call them in front of her. and when i got home? they yelled at me saying i don't need to do that to myself my life is perfect. and it was in fact not. they didn't know what was going on at school

 

[JaedaKim]

Ok, I',m new here but I saw this thread and wanted to talk about some stuff cuz I can't in real life.
TW for depression, trauma, ect...

So in the past few months my mental health has gone up and down like crazy. I actually made a plan in May (you know what I mean) but got caught. I'm in therapy now. I'm doing a bit better in recent weeks but during therapy, I'm being diagnosed with all sorts of things, such as major depressive disorder, social anxiety and complex PTSD. It's been pretty hard. My doctor wants me to take meds but I'm not sure about it. I have a history of being abused, I have 2 major deaths in my life, I have a life threatening illness, I have a history of SH, and so many other small things I can't even start on them.
Sorry if this is really random and too unorganized, but I need to vent because no one in my real life understands or cares

 

[luvt4i]

i think something bad is going to happen

 

[yunaing]

All this global warming stuff is making me feel so hopeless and afraid for our future.

Spoiler: Perhaps if I spoiler it one less person will panic like I am

Parts of Europe caught fire. Houses in London burned down, places in Norfolk (which for non-UK people Norfolk just fields and fields so emergency services are sparse) also caught fire. So did places in Portgual, Spain, France and I imagine other countries too.
In New York subways were being flooded from storms. This is just the beginning of what is going to become our life if our governments doesn’t step the fuck up and do something. People are going to die from extreme weather, people will have to leave their homes because of rising sea levels. We’re literally going to go extinct, starting with the poor and vulnerable since they’re the ones who can’t afford to protect themselves or are so weak they have no alternatives. And it’s just like… how am I suppose to look forward to the future when year after year summer is going to look like the apocalypse and storms are going to be so dangerous people have to stay inside…

 

[XOXZ]

Things are getting bad again…

 

[sanasideup]

All this global warming stuff is making me feel so hopeless and afraid for our future.

Spoiler: Perhaps if I spoiler it one less person will panic like I am

Parts of Europe caught fire. Houses in London burned down, places in Norfolk (which for non-UK people Norfolk just fields and fields so emergency services are sparse) also caught fire. So did places in Portgual, Spain, France and I imagine other countries too.
In New York subways were being flooded from storms. This is just the beginning of what is going to become our life if our governments doesn’t step the fuck up and do something. People are going to die from extreme weather, people will have to leave their homes because of rising sea levels. We’re literally going to go extinct, starting with the poor and vulnerable since they’re the ones who can’t afford to protect themselves or are so weak they have no alternatives. And it’s just like… how am I suppose to look forward to the future when year after year summer is going to look like the apocalypse and storms are going to be so dangerous people have to stay inside…

same. i try to be eco friendly by recycling and using razors w replaceable heads (and i'm looking into (//period talk) reusable pads). i try to do all these things, and while those things are great, the fact of the matter is that it doesn't rly matter how much i do as an individual if big companies don't change their ways. and that is a depressing thought

also, stay safe! i read the other day that the uk has reported their highest ever temperatures this week.
if you need tips to stay cool, lmk, i'm from one of the hottest regions in america lol /hj

 

[sanasideup]

Things are getting bad again…

w you?
if you ever need to talk, you know i'm always willing to listen. you're a beautiful human and i love you. and if you think that pen would help, i'm 1000% willing to buy it for you, rly and truly.

 

[yunaing]

also, stay safe! i read the other day that the uk has reported their highest ever temperatures this week.
if you need tips to stay cool, lmk, i'm from one of the hottest regions in america lol /hj

Thankfully only the Monday and Tuesday were predicted record temperatures, so it’s suppose to get cooler from now. But seeing the news about wildfires… terrifying. I’ve never seen wildfires reported in this country. Thankfully I don’t live in London or Norfolk so I don’t believe my area was effected, but the thought of how that could’ve been me? Where I live was relatively in the shade so I haven’t been overheating (which is good because I’m sensitive to heat *awkwardly looks at when I passed out in the shower and when I overheated due to being on my period and passed out in front of 2/3 of my year group*) but like when my mum got back from work on Tuesday she said her car was 37°c which… is not normal for our country

 

[sanasideup]

Thankfully only the Monday and Tuesday were predicted record temperatures, so it’s suppose to get cooler from now. But seeing the news about wildfires… terrifying. I’ve never seen wildfires reported in this country. Thankfully I don’t live in London or Norfolk so I don’t believe my area was effected, but the thought of how that could’ve been me? Where I live was relatively in the shade so I haven’t been overheating (which is good because I’m sensitive to heat *awkwardly looks at when I passed out in the shower and when I overheated due to being on my period and passed out in front of 2/3 of my year group*) but like when my mum got back from work on Tuesday she said her car was 37°c which… is not normal for our country

yeah, wildfires are scary. it's super hot here too, and we're in danger of being in a drought. it's currently 103 degrees (abt 40 c)

 

[yunaing]

yeah, wildfires are scary. it's super hot here too, and we're in danger of being in a drought. it's currently 103 degrees (abt 40 c)

Hope you stay safe

 

[luvt4i]

if i never said anything, about any of it.
you would have no clue im not okay

 

[gyuuop]

in the end i just feel so miserable

 

[luvt4i]

im not saying it because i dont care, i do trust me.
but i cannot listen to what you have to talk about and i give you actual fucking advice and i actually fucking try to help you
but when i vent to you, all you have to say is 'damn'.
i cant do that anymore bro, its making me worse, it is.
and i know i'll never get better but i dont want to be in this state of mind my whole life

 

[saaylhy]

starting a new life is scary tbh
yknow i did that so many times that i don't talk to my friends who i was with in elementary school or in the beggining of middle school... like i feel like everytime i change my entourage, i lose the friends i used to have before
i also have this horrible feeling that the people i met in my old entourage were all fake, and that they never thought good of me-
i remember when this feeling started. it was in 6th ot 7th grade, and i tried to reconnect with people who were my 'friends' in the end of elementary school, and they were doing lives. so the dumb person that i was typed "hii, it's winter" and they didn't believe me and started to talk badly about me "she was so weird" was the sentence that hit me like a truck
and since that,,, i feel that everytime i move ppl will do the same. that's why i hate change

 

[leenose]

now i can see why ppl favor others over me.

 

[Cantarella]

I'm so mentally exhausted right now

 

[leenose]

i've been in an unstable mind these past few days

 

[luvt4i]

now i can see why ppl favor others over me.

remember, even if i fight with you, or tell you i hate you in the moment.
You will always be one of my favorite people < 3

 

[leenose]

remember, even if i fight with you, or tell you i hate you in the moment.
You will always be one of my favorite people < 3

tyyy

 

[leenose]

happy in that moment until its gone