❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[villainlover]

i know u don't wanna hear this but no ur not wasting my time. In fact you expose me more to the problems that reality faces and it helps me grow. u too, it will help u grow. if u ever wanna rant u can do it here or can pm me. okay?

....

also i do care. u may think im pretending, but i care, go ahead. say i don't care. no matter how many times u say that ion care, i will care. always.

....why? im just burden u w/ my problems. after all they think im doing this for attention....

 

[najingter]

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....why? im just burden u w/ my problems. after all they think im doing this for attention....

since when? no, ion think u do this for attention, u do this bc u have no one to rant to and heres the only place where u can rant freely! i have my share of problems and i rant here too, so i completely understand u. and no, u don't burden me w/ all ur problems, in fact knowing other people have problems, especially similar problems, helps me to understand that i am not alone, and also helps me to understand other ppl more.

 

[villainlover]

since when? no, ion think u do this for attention, u do this bc u have no one to rant to and heres the only place where u can rant freely! i have my share of problems and i rant here too, so i completely understand u. and no, u don't burden me w/ all ur problems, in fact knowing other people have problems, especially similar problems, helps me to understand that i am not alone, and also helps me to understand other ppl more.

ig....

 

[pika_chuu]

I think my depression is coming back, and it isn't even anything irl. I feel so ignored by people on here and it hurts a lot. It's like, I'm just pushed to the side. I think I understand you now, Kas. @bambiii

 

[Gwacekpop2]

I think my depression is coming back, and it isn't even anything irl. I feel so ignored by people on here and it hurts a lot. It's like, I'm just pushed to the side. I think I understand you now, Kas. @bambiii

My advice is to maybe take a break if you need to or just give more time to yourself. I don't want the forums to give people negative energy because of others ignoring or pushing them aside. I've been there too, it takes a while for the bad stuff to pass by.
If you need to talk about something or just want someone to listen I'm always here.

 

[villainlover]

I think my depression is coming back, and it isn't even anything irl. I feel so ignored by people on here and it hurts a lot. It's like, I'm just pushed to the side. I think I understand you now, Kas. @bambiii

yea what @Gwacekpop2 said maybe u should take a break from here. nd sorry for not talking to u im just dealing w/ some things so..

 

[pika_chuu]

i'm a mess.

 

[najingter]

My advice is to maybe take a break if you need to or just give more time to yourself. I don't want the forums to give people negative energy because of others ignoring or pushing them aside. I've been there too, it takes a while for the bad stuff to pass by.
If you need to talk about something or just want someone to listen I'm always here.

good luck, den.

 

[najingter]

so. i need to vent.

 

[villainlover]

so. i need to vent.

vent away. im listening

 

[najingter]

okay so.
1. My mum got my sister who is 8 yrs old wireless headphones. She knows i get jealous very easily and didn't get me one. Heck i don't even have earpieces.
2. theres this user who- urgh im abt to curse- is f*cking rude. im really riled up rn-

 

[villainlover]

damn who?

 

[sanasideup]

feeling kinda guilty rn. i recently was removed from an abusive home, and placed in the care of my bio mom, which is good, even though this is far from over. she's supportive of lgbtq, so i'm free to be queer (unlike at my dad's), i'm allowed to listen to kpop, dress in a style that suits me, and watch tv; basically, i'm allowed to do everything that was banned in the cult at my dad's. i've also (finally, after literal years) been taken to the doctor for my back, which, surprise surprise, is in need of physical therapy; i also have to see a specialist at a big hospital. my mom has also placed me in therapy/counseling, and agreed to get me tested for autism & adhd (both of which i'm certain i have, i just don't have an official diagnosis). bc of this, i've decided to take up some self care habits, like taking care of my skin & drinking green tea, to name a couple. BUT, i feel kinda... bad abt it? it's v hard to break a cult mindset & to deconstruct religious beliefs, even though they weren't mine. ig i just feel bad for starting the journey to being okay and actually taking care of myself, something i've been previously unable to do. maybe it's kinda like survivor's guilt. idk, but it's hard. i'm f---ing 17 yrs old, & i'm just now being allowed to discover what i'm actually like and who i am. it's freeing, but difficult.

 

[sanasideup]

okay so.
1. My mum got my sister who is 8 yrs old wireless headphones. She knows i get jealous very easily and didn't get me one. Heck i don't even have earpieces.
2. theres this user who- urgh im abt to curse- is f*cking rude. im really riled up rn-

that sucks abt the headphones, i'm sorry. maybe you could talk to ur mom abt it?

 

[lia.]

just me falling so hard for this boy that’ll never love me back

 

[lia.]

i need to talk to someone

 

[villainlover]

i need to talk to someone

u can talk to me

 

[villainlover]

Spoiler: TW: starvation, *******, self harm

so for a while i have been starving myself by skipping breakfast all the time, skipping lunch smts, nd now skipping dinner. its to the point that my dad said if ion eat his food he will stop making portions for me bc i making up excuse like "i ate already" "im going to eat noodles" and never eat anything but snacks. bc of that i started wearing hoodies even more bc ion like looking at my body bc i hate how it look nd i NEVER take my hoodies off even when its hot.

not only that i tried to cut my blood circuit i think thats wht its called- by tying my hair bow tightly around my wrist nd snapping my other hair bows on my other wrist repeatedly. its supposed to help get rid of the feeling of cutting ur self in that spot. that didn't help. i made 5 or 6 cuts on both of my leg so im not clean anymore.....i-..i cant do this anymore. if im not tearing myself apart its my family, friends the school. its to the point that i want to off myself i already said i was going to off myself by the end of the year bc im so fucking tired like- im done. im so fucking done. and dont tell me "it will get better" bc it wont! it never did! i told myself that bullshit lie "oh it will be fine!" when it Never. Does. im starting to hate everything i love doing and everyone. THATS how bad it is..the voices keep getting louder and i can't take it anymore..


im done. im actually done. i dont know how much longer i can take this.

 

[lia.]

u can talk to me

thank you, but i already got to talk to someone.

 

[villainlover]

thank you, but i already got to talk to someone.

ok let me know if u want to vent