❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[lia.]

Spoiler: TW: starvation, *******, self harm

so for a while i have been starving myself by skipping breakfast all the time, skipping lunch smts, nd now skipping dinner. its to the point that my dad said if ion eat his food he will stop making portions for me bc i making up excuse like "i ate already" "im going to eat noodles" and never eat anything but snacks. bc of that i started wearing hoodies even more bc ion like looking at my body bc i hate how it look nd i NEVER take my hoodies off even when its hot.

not only that i tried to cut my blood circuit i think thats wht its called- by tying my hair bow tightly around my wrist nd snapping my other hair bows on my other wrist repeatedly. its supposed to help get rid of the feeling of cutting ur self in that spot. that didn't help. i made 5 or 6 cuts on both of my leg so im not clean anymore.....i-..i cant do this anymore. if im not tearing myself apart its my family, friends the school. its to the point that i want to off myself i already said i was going to off myself by the end of the year bc im so fucking tired like- im done. im so fucking done. and dont tell me "it will get better" bc it wont! it never did! i told myself that bullshit lie "oh it will be fine!" when it Never. Does. im starting to hate everything i love doing and everyone. THATS how bad it is..the voices keep getting louder and i can't take it anymore..


im done. im actually done. i dont know how much longer i can take this.

if you ever want to vent or talk, i’m here. i’m so sorry for you and everyone who has to go through this.

 

[villainlover]

if you ever want to vent or talk, i’m here. i’m so sorry for you and everyone who has to go through this.

its finee im used to this consider i had to deal w/ this since 6th grade or longer

 

[lia.]

its finee im used to this consider i had to deal w/ this since 6th grade or longer

: ( i’m always here either way : )

 

[villainlover]

: ( i’m always here either way : )

thanks

 

[Gwacekpop2]

Spoiler: TW: starvation, *******, self harm

so for a while i have been starving myself by skipping breakfast all the time, skipping lunch smts, nd now skipping dinner. its to the point that my dad said if ion eat his food he will stop making portions for me bc i making up excuse like "i ate already" "im going to eat noodles" and never eat anything but snacks. bc of that i started wearing hoodies even more bc ion like looking at my body bc i hate how it look nd i NEVER take my hoodies off even when its hot.

not only that i tried to cut my blood circuit i think thats wht its called- by tying my hair bow tightly around my wrist nd snapping my other hair bows on my other wrist repeatedly. its supposed to help get rid of the feeling of cutting ur self in that spot. that didn't help. i made 5 or 6 cuts on both of my leg so im not clean anymore.....i-..i cant do this anymore. if im not tearing myself apart its my family, friends the school. its to the point that i want to off myself i already said i was going to off myself by the end of the year bc im so fucking tired like- im done. im so fucking done. and dont tell me "it will get better" bc it wont! it never did! i told myself that bullshit lie "oh it will be fine!" when it Never. Does. im starting to hate everything i love doing and everyone. THATS how bad it is..the voices keep getting louder and i can't take it anymore..


im done. im actually done. i dont know how much longer i can take this.

Whatever you're going through, it sucks. But as i say, if life wants to give you a hard time, go prove it wrong. I'll be here if you need me.

 

[villainlover]

Whatever you're going through, it sucks. But as i say, if life wants to give you a hard time, go prove it wrong. I'll be here if you need me.

thanks......

 

[Gwacekpop2]

thanks......

No problem

 

[villainlover]

No problem

tho its nothing so im fine

 

[Gwacekpop2]

tho its nothing so im fine

its not nothing, but im not gonna argue with you over that. It's all going to be over when you finally love yourself, i mean it.

 

[villainlover]

its not nothing, but im not gonna argue with you over that. It's all going to be over when you finally love yourself, i mean it.

if that ever happen that is

 

[Gwacekpop2]

if that ever happen that is

It will take a while for you to see something good about yourself.
I can't really be talking tho

 

[villainlover]

It will take a while for you to see something good about yourself.
I can't really be talking tho

ig...but its fine

 

[Gwacekpop2]

ig...but its fine

well im still here if you need to talk

 

[villainlover]

well im still here if you need to talk

ik thank u

 

[anmybeloved]

Spoiler: tw e/d, s/h, gore, mental abuse(?), ******* mention

I havent eaten in almost 3 weeks now. I put the food in my mouth but i just can't get it to go down. No ones noticed, I've lost 10 pounds but it doesnt look like it.

I've lost so much blood and I dont do anything about it i just watch it drip from my arms to the ground before being washed away by the shower water. I'm lightheaded constantly, my hair keeps falling out, I can't sleep, I cant do anything, I cant feel anything I can't.

My mom isnt helping all she does is tell me how much she fucking hates me. She never says it flat out but i know she means it. All she does is compare me to everyone, put me down, make fun of me, yell at me, and do nothing to help my mental health.

Before you know it she's only going to have five kids. But hell, not like she'd miss me. She's never fucking liked me anyway

I just want to give up. I want it all to end, i want it all to stop, i want the blood to stop dripping, my stomach to stop growling, my mom to stop everything. I want time to stop, my heart to stop, my blood flow to stop, everything. Just. Stop.

 

[sanasideup]

Spoiler: TW: starvation, *******, self harm

so for a while i have been starving myself by skipping breakfast all the time, skipping lunch smts, nd now skipping dinner. its to the point that my dad said if ion eat his food he will stop making portions for me bc i making up excuse like "i ate already" "im going to eat noodles" and never eat anything but snacks. bc of that i started wearing hoodies even more bc ion like looking at my body bc i hate how it look nd i NEVER take my hoodies off even when its hot.

not only that i tried to cut my blood circuit i think thats wht its called- by tying my hair bow tightly around my wrist nd snapping my other hair bows on my other wrist repeatedly. its supposed to help get rid of the feeling of cutting ur self in that spot. that didn't help. i made 5 or 6 cuts on both of my leg so im not clean anymore.....i-..i cant do this anymore. if im not tearing myself apart its my family, friends the school. its to the point that i want to off myself i already said i was going to off myself by the end of the year bc im so fucking tired like- im done. im so fucking done. and dont tell me "it will get better" bc it wont! it never did! i told myself that bullshit lie "oh it will be fine!" when it Never. Does. im starting to hate everything i love doing and everyone. THATS how bad it is..the voices keep getting louder and i can't take it anymore..


im done. im actually done. i dont know how much longer i can take this.

If you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open. I understand the feeling of hopelessness, and I’ve recovered from an ed, so I understand that as well. Ik you probably don’t wanna hear this, but you need to eat. If if it’s just soup and crackers, you need something. Drink water, drink fruit juice (the sugar will keep ur blood sugar up and prevent you from passing out, to an extent). I’ve also been a cutter, 2 yrs clean, so I understand that as well. Again, if you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open; if not, I understand.

 

[villainlover]

If you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open. I understand the feeling of hopelessness, and I’ve recovered from an ed, so I understand that as well. Ik you probably don’t wanna hear this, but you need to eat. If if it’s just soup and crackers, you need something. Drink water, drink fruit juice (the sugar will keep ur blood sugar up and prevent you from passing out, to an extent). I’ve also been a cutter, 2 yrs clean, so I understand that as well. Again, if you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open; if not, I understand.

thnk u

 

[sanasideup]

Spoiler: tw e/d, s/h, gore, mental abuse(?), ******* mention

I havent eaten in almost 3 weeks now. I put the food in my mouth but i just can't get it to go down. No ones noticed, I've lost 10 pounds but it doesnt look like it.

I've lost so much blood and I dont do anything about it i just watch it drip from my arms to the ground before being washed away by the shower water. I'm lightheaded constantly, my hair keeps falling out, I can't sleep, I cant do anything, I cant feel anything I can't.

My mom isnt helping all she does is tell me how much she fucking hates me. She never says it flat out but i know she means it. All she does is compare me to everyone, put me down, make fun of me, yell at me, and do nothing to help my mental health.

Before you know it she's only going to have five kids. But hell, not like she'd miss me. She's never fucking liked me anyway

I just want to give up. I want it all to end, i want it all to stop, i want the blood to stop dripping, my stomach to stop growling, my mom to stop everything. I want time to stop, my heart to stop, my blood flow to stop, everything. Just. Stop.

( copied part of this from my previous reply to another user)
Ik you probably don’t wanna hear this, but you need to eat. If if it’s just soup and crackers, you need something. Drink water, drink fruit juice (the sugar will keep ur blood sugar up and prevent you from passing out, to an extent). I’ve recovered from an ed, so I understand. If you ever wanna talk, my pms are open. I also have parents who don’t really know me or care abt me, they prefer their golden children who blindly obey their every command. I can relate you your post, so if you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open.

 

[anmybeloved]

there was no need to comment on my profile posts :/
i was upset and sobbing my eyes out but i had no one to talk to
so i went to my profile and ranted about being trans
there was no need to literally call me a girl :/

 

[najingter]

there was no need to comment on my profile posts :/
i was upset and sobbing my eyes out but i had no one to talk to
so i went to my profile and ranted about being trans
there was no need to literally call me a girl :/

what happened? do you wanna pm?