❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[anmybeloved]

what happened? do you wanna pm?

if ur comfortable w/ me pming u then sure

 

[najingter]

if ur comfortable w/ me pming u then sure

okay.

 

[kirarimx]

does anyone here have an online bf/gf and like no one takes u seriously even tho ure seriously dating? im dating someone online and he and i video call, so we know what we look like etc and i know i can trust him, we've been happy together for so many months

can anyone relate </3

 

[villainlover]

does anyone here have an online bf/gf and like no one takes u seriously even tho ure seriously dating? im dating someone online and he and i video call, so we know what we look like etc and i know i can trust him, we've been happy together for so many months

can anyone relate </3

yea same

 

[anmybeloved]

Spoiler: e/d, body image, thighs

lmao i decided to maneuver my way to edblr again and now im sobbing bc i just saw a pic of sum1 the same weight as me but they have this beautiful thigh gap. i just want it. i want tiny thighs, i want it to feel like skin and bone when people touch my thighs. i want it to look like skin and bone when people see my thighs. i want to be skin and bone. why do i have to be so fat. im so fat it hurts. i havent digested a fucking meal in almost a month and im still fucking fat. what am i doing wrong

 

[Lysaa]

I’m burnt out

 

[yawnzzn]

does anyone here have an online bf/gf and like no one takes u seriously even tho ure seriously dating? im dating someone online and he and i video call, so we know what we look like etc and i know i can trust him, we've been happy together for so many months

can anyone relate </3

yea I have a gf we've been together for 3 months (4 pretty soon) and this is the healthiest and happiest relationship I've ever been in. She's in Greece and I'm in America but that doesn't stop me from loving her so much. Every time I talk about her to my friends they make jokes about our long distance which is very disheartening , especially since me and my gf are very serious about each other

 

[najingter]

Spoiler: e/d, body image, thighs

lmao i decided to maneuver my way to edblr again and now im sobbing bc i just saw a pic of sum1 the same weight as me but they have this beautiful thigh gap. i just want it. i want tiny thighs, i want it to feel like skin and bone when people touch my thighs. i want it to look like skin and bone when people see my thighs. i want to be skin and bone. why do i have to be so fat. im so fat it hurts. i havent digested a fucking meal in almost a month and im still fucking fat. what am i doing wrong

People are different. They have different bodies. It doesn't matter whether u have a thigh gap or feel like skin nd bone to be beautiful. I get jealous too, of other ppl who are really skinny but heavier than me. There's no point crying over something you can't have, but to be proud of yourself, no matter who you are. Remember that other people may be jealous of you for not having a thigh gap. Ur beautiful in ur own way, remember.

 

[najingter]

guys guys i need to vent--
get ready-

okay so i was attending a zoom lesson where they teach math nd science concepts but exams r over nd they do nothing we basically just sit there so i wanted to dance which i hadnt done in a long time bc exams but my sister said my zoom hadnt ended nd my mum sided w/ her. i was robbed of one of the few chances where i had the space and freedom to dance nd i couldn't even do that bc of my sister. when she came back from student care she immediately demanded i let her use the pc or she would threaten me nd tell other ppl stuff i had told her to keep secret. shes 8. spoiled and bratty. acts fake. she acts like a cute lil girl in front of everyone nd only i know how she rlly is like at home but when i try to tell others they dont believe my 'coz im spreading false rumours and dont even know her.' excuse me im her SISTER nd the only one whom she shows her bad, rotten side to. she cant even tell when im reaching my limit nd when i give countless warnings for her to leave me alone or i might do sumthing bad like kill ppl, she doesnt listen. she ignoes it nd continues to annoy me to hell.

one day i'll need anger control sessions bc of her.

okay rant over thxs for listening

 

[yawnzzn]

Sometimes I just want to take a really long walk and get lost in some far away forest. I don't want anyone to look for me I just want to walk away and start a new life far far away. If only it were that easy

 

[sanasideup]

guys guys i need to vent--
get ready-

okay so i was attending a zoom lesson where they teach math nd science concepts but exams r over nd they do nothing we basically just sit there so i wanted to dance which i hadnt done in a long time bc exams but my sister said my zoom hadnt ended nd my mum sided w/ her. i was robbed of one of the few chances where i had the space and freedom to dance nd i couldn't even do that bc of my sister. when she came back from student care she immediately demanded i let her use the pc or she would threaten me nd tell other ppl stuff i had told her to keep secret. shes 8. spoiled and bratty. acts fake. she acts like a cute lil girl in front of everyone nd only i know how she rlly is like at home but when i try to tell others they dont believe my 'coz im spreading false rumours and dont even know her.' excuse me im her SISTER nd the only one whom she shows her bad, rotten side to. she cant even tell when im reaching my limit nd when i give countless warnings for her to leave me alone or i might do sumthing bad like kill ppl, she doesnt listen. she ignoes it nd continues to annoy me to hell.

one day i'll need anger control sessions bc of her.

okay rant over thxs for listening

that sucks, i'm sorry. i kinda understand, tho. one of my younger sisters (age 12) always provokes me, then acts innocent when i react badly.

 

[najingter]

that sucks, i'm sorry. i kinda understand, tho. one of my younger sisters (age 12) always provokes me, then acts innocent when i react badly.

yeah...

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

TW/ Abuse

God, My dad is really something. He cannot handle the fact that I HATE HIM. I told him, he knows, yet he still tries to get me to live with him.
Who would live with someone who talks shit about your favorite person in the world, calls you fat, tells you horrible things and then gets mad when you dont hug them back?
1. Take that baby away from him- she does not deserve to be screamed at
2. Free is girlfriend, she is terrified of him
3. Send him to prison, he does drugs, drunk drives, everything bad

 

[najingter]

TW/ Abuse

God, My dad is really something. He cannot handle the fact that I HATE HIM. I told him, he knows, yet he still tries to get me to live with him.
Who would live with someone who talks shit about your favorite person in the world, calls you fat, tells you horrible things and then gets mad when you dont hug them back?
1. Take that baby away from him- she does not deserve to be screamed at
2. Free is girlfriend, she is terrified of him
3. Send him to prison, he does drugs, drunk drives, everything bad

oh dear....
i hope your dad gets sorted out.

 

[Zerø_21]

TW for Ummm idk
I have ADHD and my mom does not help, It's like 'oh no my daughter has a mental disorder, I'm just gonna do nothing about it and pretend her symptoms are just something she does on purpose' I can't help it if I get twitchy and restless, Most people don't take me seriously and I'm pressured a to be 'perfect'
I can't be anymore

 

[najingter]

oh dear.........dw no one's perfect especially not ur mom, nd remember u can always go to ur teacher or school counsellor for help. if it really doesn't work or no one takes u seriously, then ur always welcome to rant to me. my pms r always open!! <333

 

[najingter]

that's nice

What?

 

[anmybeloved]

Spoiler: repeated cussing ig

i fucking hate this class I fucking hate the work I fucking hate the kids I fucking hate the flute I fucking hate the online tests I fucking hate the everything I fucking hate it all its so fucking hard and I;ve been balwing my eyes out for l,ie 20 minutes beucaue I cant guckgj get anything right and my avergare for this work is a fuckibng 60 and I need an 80 average and FUCK I FUCKING HATE IT I FUCKING FUUCK I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

 

[anmybeloved]

Spoiler: s/a

well i'm never going out ever againm. i triewd to go to the bathroom but he wouldnt let me p[ass he grabbed me and i cant im done i can stil lfeel him on me his hands everywher why didny he stop why didnt he stop why didt i stop hjiom

 

[saaylhy]

Spoiler: i wanted to put a spoiler

i just can't. people irl just pisses me off.
first there's my cousin. we spend our free time togheter during all our lives, but, LMAO, now she turned into a "bad girl" and prefer to talk to her bad friends instead of me? i mean, she NEVER contacts me, and if she does, when she's talking to me, she's not listening. i just feel, ig, betrayed. her fake friends have a bad influence, and she knows it, but she prefer to stay with them. ok.
second, people in my school. they're all annoying. the first people met in this school don't talk to me anymore, even if i follow them on ig, they don't react. and i feel like people in my class sees me like and obsessed kpop fan, who only watch that, listen to that, likes that. but that's not true. and i don't want my crush to see me like an obsessed weird bts fan-...
i always felt like that since i was harassed, being inferior to people. even my friends pisses me off-
idk, today, i felt dead inside so.