❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[najingter]

Spoiler: i wanted to put a spoiler

i just can't. people irl just pisses me off.
first there's my cousin. we spend our free time togheter during all our lives, but, LMAO, now she turned into a "bad girl" and prefer to talk to her bad friends instead of me? i mean, she NEVER contacts me, and if she does, when she's talking to me, she's not listening. i just feel, ig, betrayed. her fake friends have a bad influence, and she knows it, but she prefer to stay with them. ok.
second, people in my school. they're all annoying. the first people met in this school don't talk to me anymore, even if i follow them on ig, they don't react. and i feel like people in my class sees me like and obsessed kpop fan, who only watch that, listen to that, likes that. but that's not true. and i don't want my crush to see me like an obsessed weird bts fan-...
i always felt like that since i was harassed, being inferior to people. even my friends pisses me off-
idk, today, i felt dead inside so.

i felt the same before too....girl i feel u.

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

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[sanasideup]

Spoiler: TW/ Eating Disorder

This post talks about anorexia, if you are triggered or simply dont care- close this spoiler


God, when will I stop this? I don't even eat at home and everyone Is worried about me and I don't want them to be, after people started to notice I wasn't eating as much so much attention was on me and I hate it.
It was only to lose some weight and now it has gotten to the point I can barely eat my comfort foods without saying bad things about myself out loud.
I might delete this, everytime I come out and say something about it no one cares or they react badly.

Im so sorry. I myself have struggled with an ED, so if you ever need/want anyone to talk to, my pms are always open.

 

[najingter]

remember to eat i'll remind u everyday

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

remember to eat i'll remind u everyday

It's not like I forget, but it's not that easy.

 

[najingter]

It's not like I forget, but it's not that easy.

:[

my pms r open if u wanna talk...sorry

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

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my pms r open if u wanna talk...sorry

I don't but thanks for the offer.

 

[yawnzzn]

It's too much.. it's too much.. I just want to be myself.

 

[pika_chuu]

I have the feelings in my chest/stomach like I'm gonna have a panic attack, but I know I'm not. I've just had a bad day.

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

I feel like I should just leave, run away somewhere. I can't make people happy and I can't tell if I make them mad or sad.
I don't know if I'm making things worse and I don't know how to explain my feelings because its come to the point that I don't have any.
But, I was always like this.

 

[yawnzzn]

I cannot stop overthinking and overanalyzing everything wow wow wow

 

[yawnzzn]

geez i'm sending myself into a spiral what is wrong with me?? all of this overthinking is getting to me it's making me doubt myself and the people around me i hate this feeling so much.

 

[Bitter Not Sweet]

Get it together Elize... you're losing it.

 

[najingter]

Get it together Elize... you're losing it.

:[[ would u wanna talk?

 

[yawnzzn]

it feels like i just got shot in the heart. my cells just stopped working. my nerves aren't working. i can't feel anything. but my heart it hurts so much. i feel like a dead body. it's so cold. i want to cry. i don't want to this. i don't want what i already know is coming. one day, i'll feel this all over again. i can't do it. i can't handle it. i can barely handle it now. i want to go home. crying a school is embarrassing. i want to lay in my bed.

 

[sanasideup]

it feels like i just got shot in the heart. my cells just stopped working. my nerves aren't working. i can't feel anything. but my heart it hurts so much. i feel like a dead body. it's so cold. i want to cry. i don't want to this. i don't want what i already know is coming. one day, i'll feel this all over again. i can't do it. i can't handle it. i can barely handle it now. i want to go home. crying a school is embarrassing. i want to lay in my bed.

if you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open

 

[yawnzzn]

if you ever wanna talk, my pms are always open

thank u <33

 

[JJ+J1117]

Guys i need help!! I made a big mistake and it is ruining my mental health. I holded another guy's hand for like 5 secs and my boyfriend gets all mad about it and wants to fight him for it instead of talking. My mental health is everywhere and idk what to do. Both of them like me and i like them both. I need help!! someone anyone have advice of what i should do?

 

[sanasideup]

Guys i need help!! I made a big mistake and it is ruining my mental health. I holded another guy's hand for like 5 secs and my boyfriend gets all mad about it and wants to fight him for it instead of talking. My mental health is everywhere and idk what to do. Both of them like me and i like them both. I need help!! someone anyone have advice of what i should do?

i'm sorry you're in that situation. idk how to help, but you definitely need to be honest with both of them abt how you feel.

 

[JJ+J1117]

i'm sorry you're in that situation. idk how to help, but you definitely need to be honest with both of them abt how you feel.

Well i told them both that i like them but i love my bf more but the guy is so cute!!!