{TW//chaotic mental breakdown, serious}
idk what to do.
there are two days of school left before the end of the year and he still hasn't told me [that he loves me]. At one point I thought he was going to tell me (his friend asked me about my sexuality) so I started to believe I was seeing the end of the tunnel. But, I am starting to lose hope. Hope in him, and hope in us. That's a problem, but the biggest problem is that I might not see him again next year. (parenthesis: at the beginning he said he was leaving but when the principal teacher asked him in class if he was staying here, he said "I don't know.") I don't know, but I have the impression that 'we would go well together.
I might be acting like a kid, think about it if you will, but it's really important to me. Even if he doesn't tell me, I want to know if he stays ...
I have two days of school left. I hope, I don't know if, I want him to tell me.
I thought about telling him a few times, but idk, I'm so bad at this stuff.
Thanks for reading.