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[red riot114]

Yeah I think she's okay now but I don't know for sure because she doesn't open up very much.

oh ok

 

[woosungsrose]

school is starting to really get to me and i dont think it has ever been this bad. i do my best in school because i wanna go to college but it has been really getting to my head lately. maybe it is because i am doing online and i am not actually there to learn it? i dont know..

 

[red riot114]

Spoiler: Cursing involved

Well, here I am again. I asked my mom why she doesn't like people from the LGBTQ+ community and why we aren't allowed to date she "I don't want you guys to become like me." and what I'm thinking when she says this is " You're right I don't want to become like you a straight, homophobic b!tch who doesn't care for sh*t about her children."

same i dont want to be like u

 

[red riot114]

You don't want to be like me or my mom??

ur mom
which is why im not tellin my mom that im trans or have a gf

 

[red riot114]

I'm bi but I've never told my mom about my girlfriend cause we broke up so to me but it's not that important anymore and I'm afraid I'd get in trouble.

i agree with u

 

[RoseandRosie]

Oh my god, how am I just hearing about this. My sister had came out to my mom when she was in 6th grade (and I was all like you get it girl) until I heard what my mom did to her. According to my sister, my mom had beat her telling her she was straight and I really don't want to come out to my mom till I move out of her f*cking house.

Time to gang up on your mom. That homophobic shit is not tolerated in the bible which she probably follows.

 

[K-fan_2003]

Spoiler: TW // stress, weight, st*rving, body image

so a few days ago (on Sunday to be exact) I planned out a really nice outfit that I was going to wear today. I was gonna wear a green sweater with a skirt and I was gonna wear it for St. Patricks day because why not? So that day i washed my outfit and after it came out of the dryer I tried it on to make sure everything still fitted and I noticed that I didn't exactly look the way I wanted to. I thought I looked overweight. I was pointing out everything I didn't like about my image. So then I had a silent mental breakdown in the bathroom for half an hour and I just decided that I would take a shower. Taking a shower literally made things worse. I had to close my eyes while showering because I didn't want to see my own body. To make things worse I had no choice but to open my eyes when I was done to get my towel so that I didn't fall, and guess what? I accidentally looked into the mirror. yay.
Since that day I've kept track of what I've eaten, how much I've eaten, when I ate, and my weight. Again, I won't go into detail. In a span of 3 days i've eaten 1 blueberry and 3 cheerios. ofc I drank a crap ton of water too.. Guess how much my weight changed? 6 pounds lost. I feel like I should keep up at it but I don't want anybody to notice the change. Doesn't matter tho because I still look like a pig.
Yesterday I called my friend and surprise surprise, he talked to me for more than 10 seconds. We were catching up with eachother and he was telling me about his relationship problems and how he found out his girl was dirty-talking to another guy and I was sitting there and sympathizing with him and he asks me if i'm having any problems. I went into depth about how much i've been eating the past few days and I told him that I hadn't eaten much and that I always felt dizzy. My stomach wouldn't stop growling and I ate a single blueberry and while on call with him I started crying. He asked me what's wrong and I told him i felt disgusting and fat because I ate a blueberry and he says "really? you're crying over eating a blueberry?" okay wow. no wonder your girlfriend didn't love you enough to stay loyal to you, you've become an asshole these past few months. well, of course I didn't say that out loud because I would never hurt my friend's feelings so I just agreed with him. "yeah, I'm overthinking it."
Today, I was supposed to wear the outfit I planned out. I got upset and I shoved it under my bed so nobody could find it and I could just forget about it. My mom woke up late so she rushed us even more than she usually does. I just wore a hoodie and sweatpants. My mom asked me in the car why I didn't wear the outfit I wanted to wear and I told her I thought I looked fat and that I didn't feel confident enough to wear it. Instead of making me feel better she tells me "oh god... how many times do we have to tell you??? YOU. ARE. NOT. FAT. I don't know how many times you need to hear this but you are so skinny, where do you get the idea that you're fat?? are you dumb? do we need to take you to the doctor to see if your head is working correctly??" and ofc my stepdad gets involved and says "Don't worry, we will tell you when you look fat and we won't put it nicely."...yay.
I feel trapped.

Please so not starve yourself. Try eating. I am sure you are beautiful in every way, try to look at the good things about yourself, there is a lot of good about you.

 

[K-fan_2003]

school is starting to really get to me and i dont think it has ever been this bad. i do my best in school because i wanna go to college but it has been really getting to my head lately. maybe it is because i am doing online and i am not actually there to learn it? i dont know..

Try to take a breather and dont get stresssed. You need to be clam before you do work, challenge yourself

 

[K-fan_2003]

I'm bi but I've never told my mom about my girlfriend cause we broke up so to me but it's not that important anymore and I'm afraid I'd get in trouble.

I know how you feel , My family dislikes that I am bi and they always get mad at me for not being straigh “your gonna show your siblings that being gay is ok”

but you just have to be yourself, wait til your old enough to leave and telll her who you then I’d you are to scared to do it now

 

[RoseandRosie]

The things that your brain is telling you are lies!
You are stunning! Amazing! And deserve everything you have achieved... Remember that your worth every thing is this universe!

 

[K-fan_2003]

Spoiler: My Thoughts....

Sometimes i just need someone to say your worth it and i love you and that they need me,that i make a difference in there life, but not just hearing these words but for them to be true ....thats all i need.....
I have my issues but i try to be the best for my friends and my forum children.....for my best friends
To try and make kas see how amazing she is and how much i care and love her
For luna to know how much i want to help her all the time.
I miss alize so much...i mean everyone does...but it makes me sad everytime i come and dont see her.
I just want all of the beautiful; people here to know there worth because i love you all and i will always be here for you.

 

[K-fan_2003]

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The things that your brain is telling you are lies!
You are stunning! Amazing! And deserve everything you have achieved... Remember that your worth every thing is this universe!

Your sweet

 

[RoseandRosie]

Your sweet ❤

I try, Really hard!

 

[knnovation]

Why can’t I just be good enough? do I have to kms slowly to get people to learn that the things I do aren’t for attention? If so, I guess I will..

 

[taesshlong]

Why can’t I just be good enough? do I have to kms slowly to get people to learn that the things I do aren’t for attention? If so, I guess I will..

i love you. you shouldn't have to hurt yourself because people don't believe you. so many people don't understand how much depression, anxiety, stress, and everything else hurts. they're some person who's feelings have never been hurt. please don't hurt yourself. please. i don't want to lose more people.

 

[RoseandRosie]

Why can’t I just be good enough? do I have to kms slowly to get people to learn that the things I do aren’t for attention? If so, I guess I will..

You don't deserve to die. No one deserves to die except Donald Trump and Racists. You are amazing and deserve everything the world can offer. Someone in your life loves you--- The people here love you!

 

[lynch.]

Why can’t I just be good enough? do I have to kms slowly to get people to learn that the things I do aren’t for attention? If so, I guess I will..

please don't hurt yourself Kas :< you can always pm me if you need to

 

[woosungsrose]

Why can’t I just be good enough? do I have to kms slowly to get people to learn that the things I do aren’t for attention? If so, I guess I will..

kas no. i love you and i am here if you want to talk. pls dont do anything

 

[woosungsrose]

Spoiler: My Thoughts....

Sometimes i just need someone to say your worth it and i love you and that they need me,that i make a difference in there life, but not just hearing these words but for them to be true ....thats all i need.....
I have my issues but i try to be the best for my friends and my forum children.....for my best friends
To try and make kas see how amazing she is and how much i care and love her
For luna to know how much i want to help her all the time.
I miss alize so much...i mean everyone does...but it makes me sad everytime i come and dont see her.
I just want all of the beautiful; people here to know there worth because i love you all and i will always be here for you.

I LOVE U AND I NEED U

 

[K-fan_2003]

I LOVE U AND I NEED U

Thank you hunny