what is the worst thing that happened to you?

[kylieah]

Spoiler

My mom found out from me in a way and from my sisters doctors, he came to our room window one night he climbed on something and used a piece of stink and touched me and I got up and looked and saw him and got so scrared I went in to shock and had a asthma attack I couldn't breathe(i'm asthmatic) and ran to my big brothers room and woke him but I couldn't talk I just pointed and my biggest sitter woke up too and said I should calm down before my air way closed, she toched me and my heart was beating so fast she alomst panicked because I almost died.After I calmed down I told them and they looked but didn't see him his room is downstairs. So they stayed up for a while and barred the window and said I should try and sleep and they went back to their room but I couldn't sleep, I stayed up until the morning and late in the night I cold hear my cousin trying to pull back our window and he started cursing and saying that he will shoot me.My mom want home when she came we told her and that's when everything bad started, going to court my mom almost got in big trouble.I watched dwhen the police came for him. Now I don't sleep much at night, if a pin drops when I sleep I hear it and look

i understand hunny and im so sorry you went through that im here for you....but he is in jail now right???hes not gonna hurt you your family loves you youll be okay i promise

 

[Tracy]

i understand hunny and im so sorry you went through that im here for you....but he is in jail now right???hes not gonna hurt you your family loves you youll be okay i promise

Hes out now and sometimes its like he's visit our home at night. But I'm not afraid of him anymore, I promised myself to get rid of him completely oneday. My family doesn't love me and believe me when I say it but I won't explain

 

[kylieah]

Hes out now and sometimes its like he's visit our home at night. But I'm not afraid of him anymore, I promised myself to get rid of him completely oneday. My family doesn't love me and believe me when I say it but I won't explain

im so so so sorry hunny im here for you you do not deserve it....just stay away from him as much as you can and you always get a restraining order on him

 

[Tracy]

im so so so sorry hunny im here for you you do not deserve it....just stay away from him as much as you can and you always get a restraining order on him

I don't see him any at all, he will get locked up back if we ever see him.

 

[kylieah]

oh thats good hun everything will get better

 

[stanloona]

i mean i could say deaths within my family because thats what caused my anger issues to start and made my anxiety worse

maybe the worst thing was having to have surgery for a medical condition i have when i was 9 because my doctors didnt diagnose it at birth like they were supposed to so unlike every other patient, i literally have memory of everything that happened

 

[kylieah]

i sowwyyy

 

[LostInTheDream]

I feel like adding another one cause why not?

Spoiler: TW

Before I was diagnosed as having Bipolar Disorder they just said I had depression. If you didn't know, if you give someone with Bipolar an antidepressant they can have a very severe manic episode. The first time I was hospitalized, after a ******* attempt, they gave me high doses of anti depressants and it lead to me having a very severe manic episode that lasted roughly 6 months. I don't remember most of it because of how out of it I was. They would just sedate me with tons of benadryl every time it would happen. I didn't know it was mania so I thought I was just having tons of panic attacks. I used to self harm a ton so with increased mania I was self harming a lot too.They would also put me in this isolation room for hours because of how manic I was being it became unsafe and scary for others. When I wasn't in that isolation room I was pretty much put on room arrest. I couldn't leave my room at all. If you have had a manic episode you know how hard this would be, to be so confined. At one point it got to be so much that I tried to kill myself in the hospital. I was feeling both super manic but also depressed and suicidal, so it was not a good combination. It's my least favorite feeling in the world and thank god it hasn't happened for a while. My Bipolar is stable now though so I'm good! Oh and this happened when I had just turned 15.

 

[VIPJACKAHGADAY]

I feel like adding another one cause why not?

Spoiler: TW

Before I was diagnosed as having Bipolar Disorder they just said I had depression. If you didn't know, if you give someone with Bipolar an antidepressant they can have a very severe manic episode. The first time I was hospitalized, after a ******* attempt, they gave me high doses of anti depressants and it lead to me having a very severe manic episode that lasted roughly 6 months. I don't remember most of it because of how out of it I was. They would just sedate me with tons of benadryl every time it would happen. I didn't know it was mania so I thought I was just having tons of panic attacks. I used to self harm a ton so with increased mania I was self harming a lot too.They would also put me in this isolation room for hours because of how manic I was being it became unsafe and scary for others. When I wasn't in that isolation room I was pretty much put on room arrest. I couldn't leave my room at all. If you have had a manic episode you know how hard this would be, to be so confined. At one point it got to be so much that I tried to kill myself in the hospital. I was feeling both super manic but also depressed and suicidal, so it was not a good combination. It's my least favorite feeling in the world and thank god it hasn't happened for a while. My Bipolar is stable now though so I'm good! Oh and this happened when I had just turned 15.

I don't like the idea of giving people meds right after a psychological diagnosis. I feel like it should be a last resort.

 

[kylieah]

I don't like the idea of giving people meds right after a psychological diagnosis. I feel like it should be a last resort.

i agree

I feel like adding another one cause why not?

Spoiler: TW

Before I was diagnosed as having Bipolar Disorder they just said I had depression. If you didn't know, if you give someone with Bipolar an antidepressant they can have a very severe manic episode. The first time I was hospitalized, after a ******* attempt, they gave me high doses of anti depressants and it lead to me having a very severe manic episode that lasted roughly 6 months. I don't remember most of it because of how out of it I was. They would just sedate me with tons of benadryl every time it would happen. I didn't know it was mania so I thought I was just having tons of panic attacks. I used to self harm a ton so with increased mania I was self harming a lot too.They would also put me in this isolation room for hours because of how manic I was being it became unsafe and scary for others. When I wasn't in that isolation room I was pretty much put on room arrest. I couldn't leave my room at all. If you have had a manic episode you know how hard this would be, to be so confined. At one point it got to be so much that I tried to kill myself in the hospital. I was feeling both super manic but also depressed and suicidal, so it was not a good combination. It's my least favorite feeling in the world and thank god it hasn't happened for a while. My Bipolar is stable now though so I'm good! Oh and this happened when I had just turned 15.

and im so so sorry

 

[LostInTheDream]

I don't like the idea of giving people meds right after a psychological diagnosis. I feel like it should be a last resort.

I strongly agree, especially with Bipolar Disorder. If I am given the wrong thing it can be catastrophic.

 

[LostInTheDream]

i agree

and im so so sorry

Thanks and it's ok I'm over it at this point. It in a way sped up my diagnosis after I left the hospital and gave me a better idea of what to expect in the future with episodes.

 

[kylieah]

yeahhh i was put on adderall bc of adhd but the dosed it up bc i they though it would help with my anxiety which did the opposite bc i though more and it ended upi giving me depression and even worse anxiety....

Thanks and it's ok I'm over it at this point. It in a way sped up my diagnosis after I left the hospital and gave me a better idea of what to expect in the future with episodes.

oh thats gooddd

 

[LostInTheDream]

yeahhh i was put on adderall bc of adhd but the dosed it up bc i they though it would help with my anxiety which did the opposite bc i though more and it ended upi giving me depression and even worse anxiety....

oh thats gooddd

Finding the right medication can suck. Idk why they thought it would decrease your anxiety tho. When you give adderall to someone with ADHD it calms them down, so too much can result in what sadly happened to you, developing depression. If they wanted to treat your anxiety they should have given you a medication in the correct class.
Sorry the psychology major jumped out of me there. I hope you are at a more stable and happy place now!

 

[kylieah]

Finding the right medication can suck. Idk why they thought it would decrease your anxiety tho. When you give adderall to someone with ADHD it calms them down, so too much can result in what sadly happened to you, developing depression. If they wanted to treat your anxiety they should have given you a medication in the correct class.
Sorry the psychology major jumped out of me there. I hope you are at a more stable and happy place now!

awwwwwe no its okayyy i dont mind but yeah idk why he did it either...but i try to be in a happy place as much as possible

 

[VIPJACKAHGADAY]

Finding the right medication can suck. Idk why they thought it would decrease your anxiety tho. When you give adderall to someone with ADHD it calms them down, so too much can result in what sadly happened to you, developing depression. If they wanted to treat your anxiety they should have given you a medication in the correct class.
Sorry the psychology major jumped out of me there. I hope you are at a more stable and happy place now!

awwwwwe no its okayyy i dont mind but yeah idk why he did it either...but i try to be in a happy place as much as possible

I just remembered that it's the patient who makes the ultimate decision; psychologists and psychiatrists are supposed to serve as a guide and give suggestions. When I visited a social worker, I was almost diagnosed with depression because I had difficulty falling asleep, and she asked me if I wanted to take medication. She didn't actually recommend it because she really believed there was nothing wrong with me; she just wanted to let me know that the choice was available if I wanted it.

 

[An Okay Rock]

I was coming home from school one day with my brother and we found our mom lying on the ground. She somehow fell out of her chair, I think she had a panic attack, and couldn't get up so she was on the ground for an hour or so. I had to call for paramedics to help her and I was worried that she had hit her head and had gotten a concussion. Sometimes I think about what might've happened if she had fallen the wrong way and got seriously injured and what it must've been like to be stuck alone for such a long time.

I guess it's technically not something that happened to me but it was something I found awful.

 

[VIPJACKAHGADAY]

I was coming home from school one day with my brother and we found our mom lying on the ground. She somehow fell out of her chair, I think she had a panic attack, and couldn't get up so she was on the ground for an hour or so. I had to call for paramedics to help her and I was worried that she had hit her head and had gotten a concussion. Sometimes I think about what might've happened if she had fallen the wrong way and got seriously injured and what it must've been like to be stuck alone for such a long time.

I guess it's technically not something that happened to me but it was something I found awful.

Technically, watching her lying on the floor and wishing you were there earlier-that experience-was the worst thing that happened to you. I'm sorry you had to experience that. I hope your mom is doing well.

 

[An Okay Rock]

Technically, watching her lying on the floor and wishing you were there earlier-that experience-was the worst thing that happened to you. I'm sorry you had to experience that. I hope your mom is doing well.

She's fine, she said i was overreacting especially since its not the first time it had happened

 

[moonlight]

ummm
I haven't done anything like ******* but I did get kicked off a cow before..