if i start imma cry and i'm at schlWould you like to talk about it sweetheart? It seems like you've been bottling it up for awhile![]()
everyone thinks i'm cuz that one strong girl or sum idku don't have anyone irl to talk to it about it?
if i start imma cry and i'm at schlWould you like to talk about it sweetheart? It seems like you've been bottling it up for awhile![]()
everyone thinks i'm cuz that one strong girl or sum idku don't have anyone irl to talk to it about it?
After school, baby?if i start imma cry and i'm at schl
everyone thinks i'm cuz that one strong girl or sum idk
i've got cadets and i only come online after 10:30 pm on fridaysAfter school, baby?
ik u don't know me and all that but do u wanna talk abt it?I wanna kill myself but I know I can't because that'll prove everyone right and somehow I'd get the blame on me like I always fucking do.
I truly am in purgatory
I've come to terms with the idea of everyone liking me, yes not everyone will and I totally get that, but at least don't swear in front of the customers when they ask a basic question, hey did they put it in the wrong spot? yes? did we have three things of eggs break today? yes, but that's not always there fault, and if anything the aisles by the eggs are not wheelchair friendly once so ever either. Getting mad at something out of your control just seems to much.I just finished my last closing shift I have to do for my training, don't get me wrong I am really happy I have a job, my savings account went from 0 to $832 with my first paycheck since 2024. I'm truthfully really really grateful for the chance, as when MONSTA X or Wonho (whoever comes first to canada), I wanted to get ultimate VIP anyway, and I'll have my new phone from then as my first phone upgrade in six years which aka means a better camera for fancams
But for me, these last six days have been hard, I've been with negative people for a majority of my life, the one training me I don't believe is a bad person, but I've tried to throw in silly jokes, try to connect with them, yet it just seems like a failure, I made her smile once though which was nice. I just don't understand how every day you can find something so negative to focus on, she has so many great things going on, and it just seems like she only focuses on the negatives?
Part of me wonders if she just didn't like me, even though she really doesn't know me that well, she's very standoff ish and honestly kinda scary, I've been doing my best to pay attention and memorize stuff but I quiet literally have issues with my memory, if I do something wrong tell me and I can change it, don't watch me do something wrong and come back saying the fuck* word at me and expect a different result.
B!TCH. U. R. NOT. USELESS. IF YOUR "dEareSt AmAzinG FaThEr" IS TREATING U LIKE SH!T, THEN HE CAN SAY BYE BYE TO YOUR CARING, LOVING SELF. U R ANYTHING BUT USELESS, IN FACT, UR SO SO SO SO SO USEFUL. HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL THE REST OF THE FAMILY ABSOLOUTE BS. BC GUESS WHAT, ITS NOT TRUE. GURL, ATP LET ME BE UR FATHER.He works 80% of the time, I only see him for 30 mins in the morning, 2 hours after lunch and at least and hour at night, yet he still manages to pmo. I GET that u donโt like me, and frankly, I donโt care if you tell your damn extended family that Iโm โuselessโ. Hang it up on a banner outside the door if you really feel the need. I donโt care if u get het up cuz I donโt stand by the side of the mf door and greet u with a bowl mf grapes. Yes Iโm grateful for what uโve done, but that doesnโt mean that u can treat me like your freaking SERVANT. Sorry for having a life, dear father, sorry for being too stupid to cater for your needs before my own, dear father, my sincerest apologies for not giving two fvcks, dear father
Awww ty lolB!TCH. U. R. NOT. USELESS. IF YOUR "dEareSt AmAzinG FaThEr" IS TREATING U LIKE SH!T, THEN HE CAN SAY BYE BYE TO YOUR CARING, LOVING SELF. U R ANYTHING BUT USELESS, IN FACT, UR SO SO SO SO SO USEFUL. HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL THE REST OF THE FAMILY ABSOLOUTE BS. BC GUESS WHAT, ITS NOT TRUE. GURL, ATP LET ME BE UR FATHER.![]()
OMG TYSM- I rlly needed to hear that.... <333I want every single one of yawl to know that you are worth it and that you guys are all beautiful
You don't need nobody to tell you shit bout yourself cause you're the only one who knows the true you
Love yourself
Be yourself
You girls and boys are worth so much and you don't even know it
Your welcome girl!!OMG TYSM- I rlly needed to hear that.... <333
I don't know what you're going through and I don't you personally but I want you to know that you aren't alone. You can get through this you can get that courage you need to tell your parents. it'll take time. Me personally I have been in a foster home that used to call me queer because of my sexuality and that shit was hard. But I got through that fear. You can get through it too! Its scary to tell others who you are and who you want to be because of that fear of not being accepted by the one's you love. Soon you will find your home. A place where you can be you!! Just know that you are loved girl!!okay, so. Im new but a lot has been happining in my life for the past few years. Ever since i came out with my preffered name and as gay i feel as if i have to put a mask on when i walk into my house with my parents. like i'll say something about my feelings and theyll be like "watch your tone {insert government name here}" but then they'll be like "{government name here} why don't you tell us anything". It makes me feel like crap, and feel like as if they don't really care. thing is when i came out they were like "we need time." its been two fucking years....