everything feels like nothing
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what if
l just disappeared
l just disappeared
Than I would genuinely fall into great despair..
I honestly hate my life. I used to be so confident, loud (like, I honestly would be able to hear me from the other side of a room), and most importantly I didn't give a flop abt what people thought of me. Welp, fast forward, and I'm insecure asf. I used to be friends with this girl, let's call her uhhhh bob! Well, when I was super confident, she was quiet, calm etc, but now, idk what happened but now she is super confident and loud and I'm insecure and quiet. Of course, I have no problem with the fact that she's confident (like I'm happy for her!!) but I feel like everybody is always paying attention to her whenever she says something but always ignore me. I always feel like nobody actually listens to me because, honestly ppl are always ignoring me and my existence. And it just hurts. Bob, has her own duo and friend group!! Which I'm happy for her ofc, but I don't have any friends in my form group/class (whatever U wanna call it). I'm starting to think bob is only talking to me whenever her friends aren't around, which hurts a lot. I also feel like my current friends in a different class are starting to get tired of me.. wow my life's a MESS. I threw away all my confidence to try and be liked by bob (because at the time, let's js say I didn't know how to control my emotions back then..) and because I was always quiet, I lost ALL of my confidence and like donated it to her?? Idk.. but I hate my life... I just want to be who I was again.. I've completely forgotten how too.. now I'm super introverted, quiet, insecure, and have no self esteem AT ALL. I also overthink, ALOT. I hate it sm.. I hate myself sm.. how can I ACC be confident and loud and myself again...? Bc honestly, I js want to be listened to...
Srry that was rlly long...
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I hate the way I've been feeling but I don't actually give a fuck. Idc about them or anything. I know thats not good but it's good for me. I hope I never see their name again. I'm fine where I am. I'm okay with how life is going as long as I dont see you. I did have a dream about you but I didnt feel anything. I'm so glad. You're gone from everything and I feel a weight has lifted from my chest. I feel nice. I don't have to worry about anything and I can take care of myself and put myself first for once. I wanna be the person I was before all of this. I wanna be good again and I can feel it.
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I want my weight back. I'm scaring myself.
I make jokes and act funny cuz if I don’t, I’ll start crying. If I’m not funny, I’m js sad and depressed all the time. I hate it
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woah
might relapse
it's been so long
might relapse
it's been so long
Gurlie…. If u EVER feel like crying, js come to me!! I’ve been told that I’m a rlly good listener, and I’ll be there for u if u need a hug, or talk or ANYTHING!! ur not alone, I’m here 4 uuuuuuu <33
AWW TY!
"I just wanna thank you / For beating me down, for messing me up / For making me feel I'm not enough / For running your mouth, for showing no love / For setting me off like a loaded gun" (Thank You For Hating Me - Citizen Soldier) (Totally not listening to it on loop lol)
My step-mom compares me to my siblings a lot.... and I really hate it. It's like anything I do for her isn't good enough. I'm tired of this. School, home, myself, and the little comments people make about me. They can be appearance, home life, school, or mental health related. I can't even count the times I've been told to kms in the past week. Even my FRIENDS make those types of comments. I try my hardest to be good enough, I really do, but I'm just really tired of this.
My step-mom compares me to my siblings a lot.... and I really hate it. It's like anything I do for her isn't good enough. I'm tired of this. School, home, myself, and the little comments people make about me. They can be appearance, home life, school, or mental health related. I can't even count the times I've been told to kms in the past week. Even my FRIENDS make those types of comments. I try my hardest to be good enough, I really do, but I'm just really tired of this.
They’re all pretending that it didn’t happen, I feel like I’m being stupid and bitter for being hung up on what happened. Like I’m the only one who can’t move on.
it's been exactly 1 year since my dad moved out... i'm not doing well but hey no one's noticed it yet irl so that's good ig? ion even knowwwww
Would you like to talk about it sweetheart? It seems like you've been bottling it up for awhile
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u don't have anyone irl to talk to it about it?