❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[pika_chuu]

Lol ryan not u

 

[Lucifer]

Spoiler: Help 💀

Depression has gotten to me like i feel hopeless but at the same time i dont but they again i get suicidal thoughts a few times a week i really dont wanna talk about it to my parents cause they'll think im crazy or what not yk plus my has anxiety so dont wanna make that shit worse shes old and weak yet so strong a role model for me but i dont want to worry her with my problems or she'll get stressed with it but ugh the kids in my pe class and that one kid THAT ONE KID... but never the less theres one person irl that makes me feel special but... they also feel depressed so perfect yk they take care of me i take care of them we laugh thats about it. But i wanna switch class but i dont wanna switch cause my teachers are great especially my P.E teacher his funny and really cares about us...but yeah thats about it

 

[sanasideup]

yea :c and its not the first time it happens

hopefully you'll still be able to stay in touch...

 

[sanasideup]

Spoiler: TW/ Cussing, Slurs

I'm sorry that I haven't been active here. It's just there are some things going on at school and at home. People at school are calling me names such as wh0re, hoe, and even s!ut because a person I had dated started making rumors up that immediately after we had broken I got with someone else or that I was cheating on the person. I've told the teachers and counselors at school all they said to the students were "Stop saying those kinds of things. That's really disrespectful." and then just let them go back to class. My friend said that it was because I go to a white ass school and I'm mixed. The actual story behind the break-up is that he was emotionally abusive and I was fed up with it so I broke up with him. At home, it's just hell, my parents' fighting is getting more and more annoying. They took my phone away from me and went through all of my texts with my friends. They are really confused on why I don't thrust them with certain things and I just want to yell at them. I know that if I was to do this I'd get in deep trouble and never be let out of the house again.

i'm really sorry you're going through that. if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open!

 

[sanasideup]

Spoiler: Help 💀

Depression has gotten to me like i feel hopeless but at the same time i dont but they again i get suicidal thoughts a few times a week i really dont wanna talk about it to my parents cause they'll think im crazy or what not yk plus my has anxiety so dont wanna make that shit worse shes old and weak yet so strong a role model for me but i dont want to worry her with my problems or she'll get stressed with it but ugh the kids in my pe class and that one kid THAT ONE KID... but never the less theres one person irl that makes me feel special but... they also feel depressed so perfect yk they take care of me i take care of them we laugh thats about it. But i wanna switch class but i dont wanna switch cause my teachers are great especially my P.E teacher his funny and really cares about us...but yeah thats about it

my pms are always open if you ever need to talk

 

[Lucifer]

my pms are always open if you ever need to talk

Oh yeahh ill dm you if i ever need to rant or something but its going to get better ig

 

[vwuri]

idk some people may take this the wrong way but I hate being pretty

 

[pika_chuu]

idk some people may take this the wrong way but I hate being pretty

As someone who is extremely insecure and doesn't have good self-esteem, why, may I ask? I'm going to be completely honest about my feelings here. I'm jealous and I can't understand why someone would not want to be pretty. Please give me a reason (It's not your fault, it's my insecurities talking here) /g /nm

 

[XOXZ]

Lol ryan not u

But who?

 

[pika_chuu]

But who?

lol, take a guess

 

[sanasideup]

lol, take a guess

denki, you're killing me and my anxiety here. is it me? /genq

 

[saaylhy]

god, yesterday i told myself i won't post here again but.

Spoiler: TW: mention of *******

last week, the greek class went to italy, in naples. (i'm also in the greek class but i didn't went to italy for some reasons). i was happy about the fact that my crush & my friends will spend good time in italy. but when they came back (last saturday) my crush wasn't online on whatsapp so i started to worry about it. and today, he was absent. so i started to worry more because he never miss a day in school. when i arrived, my friend told me about what happened during last week.

Spoiler: last warning

she asked me where is C? (my crush) so i said 'i don't know, why?' she said 'yeah i was about to tell you' but it was the time i had to go in math class (2h hours of suffering.) so i was mooooore worried during the 2 hours-math class.

Spoiler: ---

so two hours later i went (alone) to talk to her to know what happened. at this moment i thought that he did smth and got fired.
what did she say? 'he tried to kill himself, but he failed'. and my brain stopped to work. i tried not to cry, and to act normal all the day, but inside, i felt so sad. i couldn't concentrate on working bc i had too many questions in my head. everytime other people said his name, i was about to cry.
ofc, i didn't tell my friends about this. they wanted to know but i said that i won't talk about it.
i already wasn't ok but this killed my mental health
so i talked to him 1 hour ago i i sent the classes he missed. god thanks, he is safe, and tomorrow, he'll be here, in the school.
since this morning, i'm asking myelf 'is that so? he did that? how?'
the worse part about it is that i never thought that he was ready to do this? i noticed sometimes that he wasn't ok but i didn't imaginated him doing that...
she also said that he had problems with his best friend. ohh, i don't know.
honestly i just don't know what to do
so i almost lost him forever last week without knowing it? bro......

 

[sanasideup]

god, yesterday i told myself i won't post here again but.

Spoiler: TW: mention of *******

last week, the greek class went to italy, in naples. (i'm also in the greek class but i didn't went to italy for some reasons). i was happy about the fact that my crush & my friends will spend good time in italy. but when they came back (last saturday) my crush wasn't online on whatsapp so i started to worry about it. and today, he was absent. so i started to worry more because he never miss a day in school. when i arrived, my friend told me about what happened during last week.

Spoiler: last warning

she asked me where is C? (my crush) so i said 'i don't know, why?' she said 'yeah i was about to tell you' but it was the time i had to go in math class (2h hours of suffering.) so i was mooooore worried during the 2 hours-math class.

Spoiler: ---

so two hours later i went (alone) to talk to her to know what happened. at this moment i thought that he did smth and got fired.
what did she say? 'he tried to kill himself, but he failed'. and my brain stopped to work. i tried not to cry, and to act normal all the day, but inside, i felt so sad. i couldn't concentrate on working bc i had too many questions in my head. everytime other people said his name, i was about to cry.
ofc, i didn't tell my friends about this. they wanted to know but i said that i won't talk about it.
i already wasn't ok but this killed my mental health
so i talked to him 1 hour ago i i sent the classes he missed. god thanks, he is safe, and tomorrow, he'll be here, in the school.
since this morning, i'm asking myelf 'is that so? he did that? how?'
the worse part about it is that i never thought that he was ready to do this? i noticed sometimes that he wasn't ok but i didn't imaginated him doing that...
she also said that he had problems with his best friend. ohh, i don't know.
honestly i just don't know what to do
so i almost lost him forever last week without knowing it? bro......

that's awful, winter. i'm sorry...if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open

 

[saaylhy]

that's awful, winter. i'm sorry...if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open

yeah, thank you, i think i really need this

 

[pika_chuu]

denki, you're killing me and my anxiety here. is it me? /genq

omg ya'll should know this, i can't say it here /nm
it's someone i've had problems with for a long time xD
it's none of you i promise
if you really wanna know, ask me in pms hun<3 I don't wanna cause drama here

 

[lia.]

omggg i have to vent to some1 rn

 

[pika_chuu]

omggg i have to vent to some1 rn

i'm here<3 ^^

 

[saaylhy]

god, yesterday i told myself i won't post here again but.

Spoiler: TW: mention of *******

last week, the greek class went to italy, in naples. (i'm also in the greek class but i didn't went to italy for some reasons). i was happy about the fact that my crush & my friends will spend good time in italy. but when they came back (last saturday) my crush wasn't online on whatsapp so i started to worry about it. and today, he was absent. so i started to worry more because he never miss a day in school. when i arrived, my friend told me about what happened during last week.

Spoiler: last warning

she asked me where is C? (my crush) so i said 'i don't know, why?' she said 'yeah i was about to tell you' but it was the time i had to go in math class (2h hours of suffering.) so i was mooooore worried during the 2 hours-math class.

Spoiler: ---

so two hours later i went (alone) to talk to her to know what happened. at this moment i thought that he did smth and got fired.
what did she say? 'he tried to kill himself, but he failed'. and my brain stopped to work. i tried not to cry, and to act normal all the day, but inside, i felt so sad. i couldn't concentrate on working bc i had too many questions in my head. everytime other people said his name, i was about to cry.
ofc, i didn't tell my friends about this. they wanted to know but i said that i won't talk about it.
i already wasn't ok but this killed my mental health
so i talked to him 1 hour ago i i sent the classes he missed. god thanks, he is safe, and tomorrow, he'll be here, in the school.
since this morning, i'm asking myelf 'is that so? he did that? how?'
the worse part about it is that i never thought that he was ready to do this? i noticed sometimes that he wasn't ok but i didn't imaginated him doing that...
she also said that he had problems with his best friend. ohh, i don't know.
honestly i just don't know what to do
so i almost lost him forever last week without knowing it? bro......

also why was i worried? i'm never that worried when someone isn't online for 2 days
and i just remembered not a long ago that i asked myself "why do i feel like something will happen?"
I inherited my 6th sense from my mother

 

[vwuri]

As someone who is extremely insecure and doesn't have good self-esteem, why, may I ask? I'm going to be completely honest about my feelings here. I'm jealous and I can't understand why someone would not want to be pretty. Please give me a reason (It's not your fault, it's my insecurities talking here) /g /nm

i only get compliments on my looks, and i feel like no one actually likes my personality and no one actually wants to hang out with me because of how i am, just because of how i look

 

[pika_chuu]

i only get compliments on my looks, and i feel like no one actually likes my personality and no one actually wants to hang out with me because of how i am, just because of how i look

That's understandable. When I was in elementary, the only thing I got told was that I was smart. We had a day where we wrote compliments to our classmates, and you know what most of mine said? "You're smart". That hurt, the fact that that was all people noticed about me. I understand what you mean now. It's hard when you feel like you have to be something for people to like you/notice you.