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why do i feel like nobody cares that i leave next year? i mean, we just talked about it during 1 day or 2 days, then they keep acting like i'm finishing my middle school here.. and they don't realize how much that thing hurt me.
why my parents are putting pressure on me for the big exam next year? last week, they talked about it 5 or 6 times???
and just because i didn't do my math exercises (asked by my parents, not school) they deleted genshin impact from my computer. i can't use my ipad anymore until april (i guess) and they're telling me to work instead of watching tv.
and when i have bad grades, they telling to work more and to find motivation. but i lost my motivation??? they don't realize how i'm tired about my grades that i have everyday and when i say 'i'm tired' my mom said 'oh come on, you don't work in a factory.'
my brain is so tired of all this shit... and nobody is here to help me because when i talk about it, they listen, they say 'i'm here for you if you need help' and they move. i feel overworked, but i have the feeling that i don't put any effort on what i do, but it's truly wrong.
my parents already told me to work at 11 pm- and when i watch tv they come and say "i'm sure that it will help you to improve in maths"
and when i show them my exercises, they talk about the big exam, and say "i'm not against the fact that you want to watch tv, draw, read, or play on the ipad; but you should work everyday." HELLO? can't you see that i'm tired?
also when i was young i was 'perfect'. i had good grades, even in maths, but when i entered in middle school, everything changed. and i "miss" that "me". and i know that i don't have to, but i compare me to others.
i also see my 3 best friends that never got bullied in their past, and i see the difference between their hapiness and mine. i just don't know how to be happy like them, you know?... and i'm, maybe, jealous of them because they're not working all day long for their parent's hapiness, they have good grades easily, they don't have to lie to use instagram, they never got bullied, and they feel... fine.
why........
i also want to hug my crush so bad because there's only 13 weeks left before schoolyear ends. or i hope he will confess...
 
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xiaothings said:
why do i feel like nobody cares that i leave next year? i mean, we just talked about it during 1 day or 2 days, then they keep acting like i'm finishing my middle school here.. and they don't realize how much that thing hurt me.
why my parents are putting pressure on me for the big exam next year? last week, they talked about it 5 or 6 times???
and just because i didn't do my math exercises (asked by my parents, not school) they deleted genshin impact from my computer. i can't use my ipad anymore until april (i guess) and they're telling me to work instead of watching tv.
and when i have bad grades, they telling to work more and to find motivation. but i lost my motivation??? they don't realize how i'm tired about my grades that i have everyday and when i say 'i'm tired' my mom said 'oh come on, you don't work in a factory.'
my brain is so tired of all this shit... and nobody is here to help me because when i talk about it, they listen, they say 'i'm here for you if you need help' and they move. i feel overworked, but i have the feeling that i don't put any effort on what i do, but it's truly wrong.
my parents already told me to work at 11 pm- and when i watch tv they come and say "i'm sure that it will help you to improve in maths"
and when i show them my exercises, they talk about the big exam, and say "i'm not against the fact that you want to watch tv, draw, read, or play on the ipad; but you should work everyday." HELLO? can't you see that i'm tired?
also when i was young i was 'perfect'. i had good grades, even in maths, but when i entered in middle school, everything changed. and i "miss" that "me". and i know that i don't have to, but i compare me to others.
i also see my 3 best friends that never got bullied in their past, and i see the difference between their hapiness and mine. i just don't know how to be happy like them, you know?... and i'm, maybe, jealous of them because they're not working all day long for their parent's hapiness, they have good grades easily, they don't have to lie to use instagram, they never got bullied, and they feel... fine.
why........
i also want to hug my crush so bad because there's only 13 weeks left before schoolyear ends. or i hope he will confess...
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i'm sorry you're going through all of that...you're v strong to have even made it this far. if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open, really <3
 
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OK I am sorry but I am tired of being underestimated, like seriously, I just want to learn how to throw or hit the ball harder, but oh no, there's no way I will learn, or be accepted as a forwards, WELL I DON'T GIVE A F*** GOT IT!!?? AND I AM TIRED OF BEING OVERLOOKED JUST NOTICE ME FOR ONCE!!!!!!!!!!! 😫
 
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remember the guy who had weird insta conversations with me? like he talked about my a--
he sent a message to my friend (we will call her B) saying he appologizes for what he did to my friend A (he said sexist things to her)
he said he doesn't appologize for calling my friend C (who is chinese) "park" just because she is asian
at the end of the message he said "i don't have no more excuses."
LOLL DUDE DID YOU FORGET? when i am thinking about the fact that he said "i thought about what i did" i'm sad.
it's just hurting me because he knew what he did and never messaged me to talk about it or to appologize
 
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xiaothings said:
remember the guy who had weird insta conversations with me? like he talked about my a--
he sent a message to my friend (we will call her B) saying he appologizes for what he did to my friend A (he said sexist things to her)
he said he doesn't appologize for calling my friend C (who is chinese) "park" just because she is asian
at the end of the message he said "i don't have no more excuses."
LOLL DUDE DID YOU FORGET? when i am thinking about the fact that he said "i thought about what i did" i'm sad.
it's just hurting me because he knew what he did and never messaged me to talk about it or to appologize
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i hope he has the day he deserves
 
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