❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[TaeBora~]

I feel like a waste of space, A waste of other peoples time and someone that people can just look over without a thought. I'm the girl that everyone copies off of, they never do their own damn work. I constantly get asked to do favors for people, stupid shit at that. Stuff that they could get up and do if they weren't so lazy. But of course I say yes because I pressure myself into doing so and I'm afraid of the other persons reaction. Everything about my personality is the opposite of what I want to be, I wish opposite day actually existed. People think that because I have vitligo that I'm a fucking petting zoo animal. This guy asked me did I have it on my boobs...WTF KINDA QUESTION IS THAT? I wanted to strangle him but I just laughed it off like a wuss. I wish people weren't so shallow and simple.

Anyways...

 

[Zerø_21]

I feel like a waste of space, A waste of other peoples time and someone that people can just look over without a thought. I'm the girl that everyone copies off of, they never do their own damn work. I constantly get asked to do favors for people, stupid shit at that. Stuff that they could get up and do if they weren't so lazy. But of course I say yes because I pressure myself into doing so and I'm afraid of the other persons reaction. Everything about my personality is the opposite of what I want to be, I wish opposite day actually existed. People think that because I have vitligo that I'm a fucking petting zoo animal. This guy asked me did I have it on my boobs...WTF KINDA QUESTION IS THAT? I wanted to strangle him but I just laughed it off like a wuss. I wish people weren't so shallow and simple.

Anyways...

I know how that feels, I'm no stranger to feeling like a waste of space

 

[Zerø_21]

I feel like a waste of space, A waste of other peoples time and someone that people can just look over without a thought. I'm the girl that everyone copies off of, they never do their own damn work. I constantly get asked to do favors for people, stupid shit at that. Stuff that they could get up and do if they weren't so lazy. But of course I say yes because I pressure myself into doing so and I'm afraid of the other persons reaction. Everything about my personality is the opposite of what I want to be, I wish opposite day actually existed. People think that because I have vitligo that I'm a fucking petting zoo animal. This guy asked me did I have it on my boobs...WTF KINDA QUESTION IS THAT? I wanted to strangle him but I just laughed it off like a wuss. I wish people weren't so shallow and simple.

Anyways...

I know how that feels, I'm no stranger to feeling like a waste of space

Spoiler: Something a friend of mine said

It may be tiring keeping up the same facade every day but don’t lose vision. Even if you have to take up a servant’s duty, you’ll do it because you’re just showing you’re human like any other. Sometimes you have to be brought down to earth, sometimes things do have to hurt, but it won’t be like this forever. So keep your head up, don’t let anyone tell you who you are. They only win by seeing you upset, by thinking that the bricks they’re throwing at you will make you fall. But you’re so much more than that, sometimes you’ll forget you exist because you’re always working until the job is done. But that’s alright, because it’s never about finding your role but finishing the goal.,

Idk if this helps but it helped me

 

[JJ+J1117]

Guys I'm starting to hate myself. when I was at dance practice yesterday and people started to notice my necklace and bracelet and they asked where it was from and I said my boyfriend and they kept calling me a gold digger a person who uses someone for money and it been making me think a lot about myself but I know I'm not a gold digger but they kept calling me it. I am not a gold digger i would never use my boyfriend for money. I promise I wouldn't bc he such a nice guy and he everything I been search for

 

[chaerifyyy]

Guys I'm starting to hate myself. when I was at dance practice yesterday and people started to notice my necklace and bracelet and they asked where it was from and I said my boyfriend and they kept calling me a gold digger a person who uses someone for money and it been making me think a lot about myself but I know I'm not a gold digger but they kept calling me it. I am not a gold digger i would never use my boyfriend for money. I promise I wouldn't bc he such a nice guy and he everything I been search for

You are not a gold digger those ppl are most likely jealous of you. Pls don't let it get to you you are an amazing person and i'm pretty sure your an amazing gf.

 

[JJ+J1117]

You are not a gold digger those ppl are most likely jealous of you. Pls don't let it get to you you are an amazing person and i'm pretty sure your an amazing gf.

Thank u

 

[Froggychan]

I'm doing really good actually, there is this boy that I liked and he said that he liked me So I'm really happy, he just makes me feel special

 

[chaerifyyy]

I'm doing really good actually, there is this boy that I liked and he said that he liked me So I'm really happy, he just makes me feel special

I'm so happy for u!

 

[Froggychan]

I'm so happy for u!

thanks ^^

 

[pika_chuu]

A friend of mine died yesterday. I'm feeling okay, most of the shock was in the morning. As of now, I'm just kind of numb. Thank you guys for being here.

 

[Zerø_21]

So I was pretty excited for the upcoming singing competition and this year I wanted something different, but my mom interfered and said I had to do what she wanted me to do in the contest, I've been doing that for the past 5 years and I'm getting really annoyed by it. I was planning to go to my cousin's place to practice with them but mom interfered with her ideas about what I should do which cut my mood off completely and I didn't go. I wanted to participate in the competition coz I loved singing and being on stage but mom said it's not a 'good reason' and that I had to only focusing on getting first, second or third place and I shouldn't participate if I didn't want that. TT

 

[pika_chuu]

So I was pretty excited for the upcoming singing competition and this year I wanted something different, but my mom interfered and said I had to do what she wanted me to do in the contest, I've been doing that for the past 5 years and I'm getting really annoyed by it. I was planning to go to my cousin's place to practice with them but mom interfered with her ideas about what I should do which cut my mood off completely and I didn't go. I wanted to participate in the competition coz I loved singing and being on stage but mom said it's not a 'good reason' and that I had to only focusing on getting first, second or third place and I shouldn't participate if I didn't want that. TT

With all due respect, fuck your mom

 

[chaerifyyy]

I used to have a teacher on zoom for this class she would always compare me to my sisters saying things like "why aren't you more like your sisters" "your sisters should just teach you to be honest" and stuff like that. I would tell my parents what was going on but they didn't believe me so I would to a lot of arguments. This went on for 3 years so me and my parent were constantly fighting over having these classes or not and I started having a rivalry with my younger sister because of it. Then my parents FINALLY started noticing how she started treating me vs my sisters and took me away from her classes and FINALLY put me in some other teacher.This teacher is much nicer and kinder than my other one however i never tell my parents anything abt my school life these classes due to that experience and they still wonder why I don't trust my them.

 

[pika_chuu]

I used to have a teacher on zoom for this class she would always compare me to my sisters saying things like "why aren't you more like your sisters" "your sisters should just teach you to be honest" and stuff like that. I would tell my parents what was going on but they didn't believe me so I would to a lot of arguments. This went on for 3 years so me and my parent were constantly fighting over having these classes or not and I started having a rivalry with my younger sister because of it. Then my parents FINALLY started noticing how she started treating me vs my sisters and took me away from her classes and FINALLY put me in some other teacher.This teacher is much nicer and kinder than my other one however i never tell my parents anything abt my school life these classes due to that experience and they still wonder why I don't trust my them.

Bestie, you should find a trusted adult, like another teacher or a counselor, because your parents sure aren't doing what they should be

 

[vwuri]

I never really feel great. I always feel physically sick, but more so mentally.
But I always look great. That's all that matters

 

[sanasideup]

I never really feel great. I always feel physically sick, but more so mentally.
But I always look great. That's all that matters

if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open. i hope you feel better, in every way. and it's okay not to look perfect all the time. i've struggled w an ed, and it's hard to let go of needing to look perfect all the time, but i promise, you can. you're v strong to have made it this far, and you're strong enough to keep going. feel better

 

[vwuri]

if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open. i hope you feel better, in every way. and it's okay not to look perfect all the time. i've struggled w an ed, and it's hard to let go of needing to look perfect all the time, but i promise, you can. you're v strong to have made it this far, and you're strong enough to keep going. feel better

<3 thx

 

[sanasideup]

<3 thx

np! you'd never be a bother, honest. feel free to reach out at anytime!

 

[vwuri]

I dont know if that was a mental breakdown or just... not?

 

[sanasideup]

I dont know if that was a mental breakdown or just... not?

do you need to talk to somebody?