So I've been feeling a lot of stress from school lately. Not from the teachers or my parents but my inability to anything. I can't finish my work I can't turn it in all. I can't concentrate and I can't put my mind on one thing I'm always so distracted by nothing. I want to be one of those people who are able to focus and do what needs to be done. At school, that's when my anxiety is highest. I've been on edge since this morning. I didn't get any sleep because I had a nightmare. I thought it'd be fine then my backpack broke, i have another assignment I failed to finish and a conversation about some personal things happened. Ans I had a mental breakdown. While talking to my gf and our friends. She was so worried
but I couldn't even recognize what was happening. When it stopped I saw how worried she was and how worried our friends were. It sucked. I don't ell them too much about my school life because it's quite a heavy load. My gf is comforting me rn and it's really helping but I can't help but feel bad. I didn't want that to happen. Especially not in front of her. I never want to make her worry like that ever again. I think I need to see a professional. It's about time I get better