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yunaisms · Dec 3, 2021

my anxiety has been getting so bad lately, but now it's even worse because i found out my grandma may have breast cancer. i'm so scared of losing her, she's like one of my favorite people, and she's kinda the glue to the family. she holds us together and has helped me through a lot of stuff that i don't wanna talk abt but FUCK i really hope she doesn't have anything... she's 70, and the chances of her surviving are kinda low :/ she's real active for her age, but it's so fucking hard to imagine a world where she isn't by my side, buying me switch games bc i begged her for money or letting me show her music i like. i've lived in her house and been with her since i was a baby, the only times i wasnt living in her house was the biref year-ish or so when my mom lived with her ex, and even then i had cried and refused to leave her...

JJ+J1117 · Dec 3, 2021

yunaisms said:
my anxiety has been getting so bad lately, but now it's even worse because i found out my grandma may have breast cancer. i'm so scared of losing her, she's like one of my favorite people, and she's kinda the glue to the family. she holds us together and has helped me through a lot of stuff that i don't wanna talk abt but FUCK i really hope she doesn't have anything... she's 70, and the chances of her surviving are kinda low :/ she's real active for her age, but it's so fucking hard to imagine a world where she isn't by my side, buying me switch games bc i begged her for money or letting me show her music i like. i've lived in her house and been with her since i was a baby, the only times i wasnt living in her house was the biref year-ish or so when my mom lived with her ex, and even then i had cried and refused to leave her...

OMG im so sorry

yunaisms · Dec 3, 2021

JJ+J1117 said:
OMG im so sorry

it's alright dw! i just have to keep pushing through, ig, even if it sucks and even if she does pass away, i'll do my best to cope ^____^;

renspace · Dec 3, 2021

yunaisms said:
my anxiety has been getting so bad lately, but now it's even worse because i found out my grandma may have breast cancer. i'm so scared of losing her, she's like one of my favorite people, and she's kinda the glue to the family. she holds us together and has helped me through a lot of stuff that i don't wanna talk abt but FUCK i really hope she doesn't have anything... she's 70, and the chances of her surviving are kinda low :/ she's real active for her age, but it's so fucking hard to imagine a world where she isn't by my side, buying me switch games bc i begged her for money or letting me show her music i like. i've lived in her house and been with her since i was a baby, the only times i wasnt living in her house was the biref year-ish or so when my mom lived with her ex, and even then i had cried and refused to leave her...

Hope this makes you feel a little better, my grandma also had breast cancer at 76 and she survived. I know its not the easiest experience and it requires lots of emotional strength above everything but I'm sending you all my positive energy <3

yunaisms · Dec 3, 2021

cherrybomb said:
Hope this makes you feel a little better, my grandma also had breast cancer at 76 and she survived. I know its not the easiest experience and it requires lots of emotional strength above everything but I'm sending you all my positive energy <3

thank u so much, u dont know how much that means to me <3 /g

sanasideup · Dec 3, 2021

yunaisms said:
my anxiety has been getting so bad lately, but now it's even worse because i found out my grandma may have breast cancer. i'm so scared of losing her, she's like one of my favorite people, and she's kinda the glue to the family. she holds us together and has helped me through a lot of stuff that i don't wanna talk abt but FUCK i really hope she doesn't have anything... she's 70, and the chances of her surviving are kinda low :/ she's real active for her age, but it's so fucking hard to imagine a world where she isn't by my side, buying me switch games bc i begged her for money or letting me show her music i like. i've lived in her house and been with her since i was a baby, the only times i wasnt living in her house was the biref year-ish or so when my mom lived with her ex, and even then i had cried and refused to leave her...

that really fucking sucks. i'm so sorry /gen. i lost my grandfather to pancreatic cancer, so i can relate to that feeling, at least in some way. if it helps, my grandmother - who was not a very active lady, aside from her job - got breast cancer, and she survived, and never relapsed. she lived another 17 yrs or so after, but her death didn't have anything to do with cancer. if you ever need anyone to talk to, my pms are always open, no matter what.

sanasideup · Dec 3, 2021

so, my bsf got caught with a dab pen at school. she'd already completed an outpatient rehab program a couple months ago, but her mom (who is her adoptive mom, important detail) told her if she fucked up again, she'd go inpatient. seeing as she fucked up (and never actually stopped drugs while in rehab the first time), she's going inpatient for 90 days (minimum, there's a chance she could have to restart the program if she messes up). in addition, she has 9 weeks of alternative school when she comes back. she won't be back at regular school until sometime in her junior year - aka, next year. she probably can't have visitors in rehab, and even if she can, probably not me bc we're not related. it makes me so angry bc her adoptive parents don't understand addiction. they shame her for it instead of offering the loving support and help she needs. when she was young, her birth mom would give her drugs to keep her occupied and not bother her. as she got older, she became addicted, and her birth mother would continually supply her with the drugs. and i really fucking miss her. she means more to be than just abt any other person in the whole wide world, and now i don't get to see her. i've watched her self destruct for years, and i can't do anything abt it. i don't understand addiction - i feel useless. i just wanna help her, but i can't. she's got a whole lot of other shit going on, including miscarriages nobody else knows abt. ik inpatient is good for her, but it's scary bc i'm not gonna get to see her. i'm really struggling.

Froggychan · Dec 3, 2021

HELLO! I came just to support / help ig
if you need anything I'm here

Froggychan · Dec 3, 2021

So... How are you guys?

Froggychan · Dec 3, 2021

sanasideup said:
so, my bsf got caught with a dab pen at school. she'd already completed an outpatient rehab program a couple months ago, but her mom (who is her adoptive mom, important detail) told her if she fucked up again, she'd go inpatient. seeing as she fucked up (and never actually stopped drugs while in rehab the first time), she's going inpatient for 90 days (minimum, there's a chance she could have to restart the program if she messes up). in addition, she has 9 weeks of alternative school when she comes back. she won't be back at regular school until sometime in her junior year - aka, next year. she probably can't have visitors in rehab, and even if she can, probably not me bc we're not related. it makes me so angry bc her adoptive parents don't understand addiction. they shame her for it instead of offering the loving support and help she needs. when she was young, her birth mom would give her drugs to keep her occupied and not bother her. as she got older, she became addicted, and her birth mother would continually supply her with the drugs. and i really fucking miss her. she means more to be than just abt any other person in the whole wide world, and now i don't get to see her. i've watched her self destruct for years, and i can't do anything abt it. i don't understand addiction - i feel useless. i just wanna help her, but i can't. she's got a whole lot of other shit going on, including miscarriages nobody else knows abt. ik inpatient is good for her, but it's scary bc i'm not gonna get to see her. i'm really struggling.

I'm sorry to hear that

sanasideup · Dec 3, 2021

Froggychan said:
I'm sorry to hear that

thank you

yunaisms · Dec 3, 2021

sanasideup said:
that really fucking sucks. i'm so sorry /gen. i lost my grandfather to pancreatic cancer, so i can relate to that feeling, at least in some way. if it helps, my grandmother - who was not a very active lady, aside from her job - got breast cancer, and she survived, and never relapsed. she lived another 17 yrs or so after, but her death didn't have anything to do with cancer. if you ever need anyone to talk to, my pms are always open, no matter what.

thank u so much !!! i'm really hoping that it isn't cancer both bc i dont wanna lose my granda but also bc my family cant afford treatment at the moment :// and that wld probably just leave my grandma to suffer, and i dont want that

yunaisms · Dec 3, 2021

another one bc life is homophobic /j

my mom is gonna have me take an iev or whatever it's called on the thirteenth, which is a test to see if you have a learning disability, and i'm really nervous about it ... i'm already autistic, and if i do have a learning disability, that'll just be another thing for my mom to berate me about when she's mad. she'll bring it up whenever she feels like it just to upset me, and then acts like it's a problem to be offended... i know if i do have a learning disability, i'll get the help i need in school, but i don't care abt that, i'm worried abt how my mom will act ...

lia. · Dec 3, 2021

i want something better. something that takes all the problems of growing up, school, family, friends, etc. away. i was talking to my friend about how i sometimes get this feeling that i want to run away and start a new life and leave my friends, family, and just everything behind. i thought that was a normal thought, but they told me it wasn’t??

Froggychan · Dec 4, 2021

HELLO! How r u? Have you eaten or drank today? [ it's okie if you haven't! ] What was your favorite / least favorite part of your day? Stay happy! [ day 01 of a daily check-up 4 u ]

Froggychan · Dec 4, 2021

yunaverse said:
i want something better. something that takes all the problems of growing up, school, family, friends, etc. away. i was talking to my friend about how i sometimes get this feeling that i want to run away and start a new life and leave my friends, family, and just everything behind. i thought that was a normal thought, but they told me it wasn’t??

I can understand wanting something better! But as long as you wait your happiness will come soon!

Froggychan · Dec 4, 2021

yunaisms said:
thank u so much !!! i'm really hoping that it isn't cancer both bc i dont wanna lose my granda but also bc my family cant afford treatment at the moment :// and that wld probably just leave my grandma to suffer, and i dont want that

I'm REALLY sorry to hear all you are going through... if you need anything I'm here

Lysaa · Dec 4, 2021

yunaisms said:
my anxiety has been getting so bad lately, but now it's even worse because i found out my grandma may have breast cancer. i'm so scared of losing her, she's like one of my favorite people, and she's kinda the glue to the family. she holds us together and has helped me through a lot of stuff that i don't wanna talk abt but FUCK i really hope she doesn't have anything... she's 70, and the chances of her surviving are kinda low :/ she's real active for her age, but it's so fucking hard to imagine a world where she isn't by my side, buying me switch games bc i begged her for money or letting me show her music i like. i've lived in her house and been with her since i was a baby, the only times i wasnt living in her house was the biref year-ish or so when my mom lived with her ex, and even then i had cried and refused to leave her...

My dog and grandma both had stomach cancer. If you need some advice or some company I’m here <3

villainlover · Dec 4, 2021

um so-

this whole week has been shitty for me because one my high school is a racist piece of shit. Let me explain,
so about last tuesday, there was an incident involving 2 boys in hands cuffs on the floor nd one of them in a choke hold. someone recorded the video and posted it on snapchat. The next day the principle of the school who we call mr. clean said "if you want to have a peaceful conversation or discussion abt wht happen plz see me in the auditorium." ofc everyone went bc this shit was serious but OFC! he didnt take it seriously as he should have. everyone talked abt how this shit was disgusting and how this shit wasnt ok. may i remind you there were more then 3 cops there that day which made not only ME uncomfortable, but everyone else uncomfortable. while everyone was talking to mr. clean i had a panic attack so i let the auditorium nd came back after a couple of minutes, after a while everyone left bc we had classes. It wasnt until i was in 3rd block for a couple of minutes that my panic attack got worse, i felt like i was being suffocated. I couldnt breath, i couldnt stop shaking so my teacher told me to do some breathing exercise but that didnt help at all and each day it got worst. it wasnt until thursday i had a break down bc my mom picked me up from the protest we was doing that day nd told me how dumb i was being nd how i never think abt wht i do nd her usual of degrading me nd making me feel like shit. i have never cried and broke down so bad as i did. it was to the point i called my aunt balling my eyes out bc shes knows how tired i am of her. I was already stressed as it was and her degrading me, this incident happening i cant-!

its already to the point i went back to my old habits of starving myself, SH, nd having panic attacks and i hate it. im getting worse nd the school, my mom are making it worst. she THREATEN To HIT me if she gets a call abt me going back outside nd protest nd my dad said he will kick me out if i "be grown" again. like-i cant-

Froggychan · Dec 4, 2021

villainlover said:
um so-

this whole week has been shitty for me because one my high school is a racist piece of shit. Let me explain,
so about last tuesday, there was an incident involving 2 boys in hands cuffs on the floor nd one of them in a choke hold. someone recorded the video and posted it on snapchat. The next day the principle of the school who we call mr. clean said "if you want to have a peaceful conversation or discussion abt wht happen plz see me in the auditorium." ofc everyone went bc this shit was serious but OFC! he didnt take it seriously as he should have. everyone talked abt how this shit was disgusting and how this shit wasnt ok. may i remind you there were more then 3 cops there that day which made not only ME uncomfortable, but everyone else uncomfortable. while everyone was talking to mr. clean i had a panic attack so i let the auditorium nd came back after a couple of minutes, after a while everyone left bc we had classes. It wasnt until i was in 3rd block for a couple of minutes that my panic attack got worse, i felt like i was being suffocated. I couldnt breath, i couldnt stop shaking so my teacher told me to do some breathing exercise but that didnt help at all and each day it got worst. it wasnt until thursday i had a break down bc my mom picked me up from the protest we was doing that day nd told me how dumb i was being nd how i never think abt wht i do nd her usual of degrading me nd making me feel like shit. i have never cried and broke down so bad as i did. it was to the point i called my aunt balling my eyes out bc shes knows how tired i am of her. I was already stressed as it was and her degrading me, this incident happening i cant-!

its already to the point i went back to my old habits of starving myself, SH, nd having panic attacks and i hate it. im getting worse nd the school, my mom are making it worst. she THREATEN To HIT me if she gets a call abt me going back outside nd protest nd my dad said he will kick me out if i "be grown" again. like-i cant-

I'm really really sorry to hear that

if you need anything I'm here

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