I know this is a safe place but I don't want to spill everything my first time here. So, I had just broken up with my Boyfriend (he broke up with me over text) and you said that we was using me. Well everyone knows me for being a strong, independent person so that's what I was. I told him that was using him too when I genuinely liked him. Now he shames me for being bi. I don't know if I can handle it anymore and I'm about to go off on him.
idk where to put it
i'm so happy these days-
also we made a game for christmas in my class
we have drawn a name and we must give a gift to the person drawn. I picked up my friend
but my head is still making false scenarios about my crush because I saw him talk about it with the guy who picked me up ??? I mean does he want to exchange with him to give me a present ??? 100% chance it won't happen but ... idk
and like when i asked who picked me up he said "idk" and after when the guy who picked me up said that he picked me up he was like 'WINTER! IK WHO PICKED U UP!'
i had a panic attack in gym yesterday. i was supposed to go up in front of the class (it’s about 70-100 people) to play kickball but started crying really hard and had to go find somewhere to cry but my friends were in there so it was better than crying alone ig. the person i hate sm came out and laughed at me as she left. it felt like i was overreacting so i felt guilty. i have been crying on and off since yesterday because i have all this stuff to turn in and a short amount of time to do it. + i don’t wanna make my friends do it cause what if they stress out : /
i had a panic attack in gym yesterday. i was supposed to go up in front of the class (it’s about 70-100 people) to play kickball but started crying really hard and had to go find somewhere to cry but my friends were in there so it was better than crying alone ig. the person i hate sm came out and laughed at me as she left. it felt like i was overreacting so i felt guilty. i have been crying on and off since yesterday because i have all this stuff to turn in and a short amount of time to do it. + i don’t wanna make my friends do it cause what if they stress out : /
i'm sorry. i understand the panic abt being in front of so many ppl. if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open! (also, if you need help with school work, i could try to help, esp with english/reading!)
i'm sorry. i understand the panic abt being in front of so many ppl. if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open! (also, if you need help with school work, i could try to help, esp with english/reading!)
I love plushies, they're really comforting to have, when I usually get upset or anything I just go and rant to Chicky and/Or Hochi or just cuddle them. For some reason it's really comforting and it's helped me get through a lot of stuff. I don't care how immature it sounds, it's comforting to know someone listens to you without pushing Their opinions in
yknow, last friday, i was getting bad marks during the math class. and i really was going to cry, bc no matter how i try, i'm failing tests and my parents keep giving me anxiety about it. and my crush noticed, and he asked me if i was okay. and, i had this reflex to say "yes, i'm ok". i didn't really thought about what to answer. so he tried to make me laugh, but it didn't worked-... (i really love him btw)
since that moment, i can't stop overthinking about that. i think i really realized that i'm not ok, and that i was lying to me. so what should i do now? idk. idk anymore.
I love plushies, they're really comforting to have, when I usually get upset or anything I just go and rant to Chicky and/Or Hochi or just cuddle them. For some reason it's really comforting and it's helped me get through a lot of stuff. I don't care how immature it sounds, it's comforting to know someone listens to you without pushing Their opinions in
I hope you don’t mind me going off of this, but I totally agree with you.
When I’m feeling upset and I talk to someone about it, I don’t want their opinions/advice unless I specifically ask for it. All I want is someone to comfort me, so it can be hard if you don’t have the right people around you. I have a plushie that I cherish deeply and whenever I’m experiencing negative emotions, holding onto my plushie really helps make up for the lack of comfort from others.
I don’t think it’s immature at all. If it helps you in a non-destructive way, no one should have any right to comment on it, so don’t worry about what others might say. I’m glad you can find comfort with your plushies as well :]
yknow, last friday, i was getting bad marks during the math class. and i really was going to cry, bc no matter how i try, i'm failing tests and my parents keep giving me anxiety about it. and my crush noticed, and he asked me if i was okay. and, i had this reflex to say "yes, i'm ok". i didn't really thought about what to answer. so he tried to make me laugh, but it didn't worked-... (i really love him btw)
since that moment, i can't stop overthinking about that. i think i really realized that i'm not ok, and that i was lying to me. so what should i do now? idk. idk anymore.
I think you should take a while to get to know your emotions and how you're really feeling, and after knowing your emotions and telling yourself the truth about them, you should focus on postive-ing the negative emotions and gathering it all together. That's what i did on my break and it works :] I hope you feel better soon <3
I think you should take a while to get to know your emotions and how you're really feeling, and after knowing your emotions and telling yourself the truth about them, you should focus on postive-ing the negative emotions and gathering it all together. That's what i did on my break and it works :] I hope you feel better soon <3
I love plushies, they're really comforting to have, when I usually get upset or anything I just go and rant to Chicky and/Or Hochi or just cuddle them. For some reason it's really comforting and it's helped me get through a lot of stuff. I don't care how immature it sounds, it's comforting to know someone listens to you without pushing Their opinions in
I hope you don’t mind me going off of this, but I totally agree with you.
When I’m feeling upset and I talk to someone about it, I don’t want their opinions/advice unless I specifically ask for it. All I want is someone to comfort me, so it can be hard if you don’t have the right people around you. I have a plushie that I cherish deeply and whenever I’m experiencing negative emotions, holding onto my plushie really helps make up for the lack of comfort from others.
I don’t think it’s immature at all. If it helps you in a non-destructive way, no one should have any right to comment on it, so don’t worry about what others might say. I’m glad you can find comfort with your plushies as well :]
I'm trying to study for an upcoming test but my mind keeps blanking out every five minutes, I tried asking mom for advice but she said that I was going to fail the test and I wasn't even trying. Like I've been trying to focus on focusing all week TT
I'm feeling very burnt out and lonely rn. I'm not enjoying things I normally enjoy, my back is killing me, and I miss my friends. And it's freaking exhausting trying to figure out of it would be okay or an awful idea to tell my crush I like her, esp bc we're friends. I'm so dense, I can't tell if she's flirting or not. Sometimes it seems like she is, but idk. Hey, it's hard to tell I'm flirting. I try to, but I don't wanna make things weird. And my dad is trying to force me to go to church w him, and idk how to tell him no, I hate church and I'm not at all a Christian. And he wants be to talk to my stepmom too, but I'll never do that again. She was my main abuser for years, and I wouldn't interact w her to save my life. It's all v stressful, and I just don't feel like myself.
i want somewhere to drop all my mental health issues. here you go.
(tw: some caps and swearing)
so, you already know, i love a boy in my class. i really imagine fake scenarios, kissing him the morning before the school day starts, dating him, etc. but he keeps confusing me
like really everytime i talk to him it's so embarrasing, and i feel like he's the only person irl with who i act normal, even if i'm not ok
and there is that girl who he hugs so idek if he's dating her
i can't imagine confessing to him
and he keeps sending me eyes contact or signs (example: he is talking with my bff like they know each other since 100 years whereas last year they NEVER talked togheter)
you will never see this, but please, i just want you to talk to me.
i really don't know
me getting bad marks. 0/20. 0.5/5. 4/20. and my parents keeps STRESSING me and telling me "REVISE. REVISE. MATHS. SCIENCE. BIOLOGY." and not caring abt my mental health. my dad take my phone 2 weeks ago, and i have to talk to my bff on whatsapp to do our english homework. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? also, i had 1 hour of detention bc i forgot to do exercises a few times. WHY? anxiety. everytime i see my friends getting good marks and me, getting bad marks. and, IDK ANYMORE HOW TO LOOK OK?i feel like i'm out of control
so, i really love the winter season, but i didn't thought that that memories were gonna pop up in my head again. it's been 1 year now, and i'm still traumatized. when i act normal, when i laugh with my friends, when i talk, there's always this voice telling me "you look dumb" "stop acting normal" "you should be like [-]". all of this bc of some b-tches who betrayed me and insulted me for being myself. maybe i look pretty, happy, healthly, but no, just no. if you see me laughing, it's maybe a fake laugh. and i want people to understand that. and now, i really feel like an "attention-seeker" whereas i'm just talking about my life.
i don't think it's all, but i feel better when i talk, bc i'm this person who NEVER talks about their feelings. for example, no one in my school know that i fell in love with him. maybe someone guessed it, but i never talked about it.
aaah