Maybe im a little late for this...but i need to so this so urgently, To get this from the inside that has been weighing me down and I can't stand it...
For some it will be silly, but it is important to me and something that I have been dealing with for a long time ... It would be great if someone advises me, thanks
Okay...This would be too long a story if I started to tell it, so Ling story short...
β’you are free to read it and tell me your opiniΓ³n or say me What your want
There is a kpop group, which is one of the ones that basically introduced me to this genre of kpop and it was my ult
For a long time it was my favorite group, I loved its music and absolutely all its members and everything that referred to that group.
But more or less since the beginning of last year (if it has been a long time ... bear in mind that I am saving some details so as not to confuse) they began to disappoint me, I did not like the things that They showed or said in their videos (violence, *******, infidelity)
I got really really depressed about the situation and I did not know what to do I could not do unstan since I thought that it would change and it would be the same as before as well as as I mentioned before They were the group that introduced me to kpop. So I ignored it, even if the subject hurt me and gave me some anxiety.
I waited a while but things didn't really get much better.
A little over a month ago one of its members (note that she was one of the members whom I had the most appreciation for) He had a really huge scandal, so huge that several began to unstan, and others preferred not to do it, for me it was something terrible because the scandal hit me too much and had a big magnitude on me
I got worse and too sad, so much so that the first days I wanted to cry but couldn't, I just felt a big headache and a huge state of shock ...
I decided to try to overcome it, but here you see me, I can not honestly have some appreciation for them and there is something that hopes that the situation will change although it has been fighting for a year, i had
expecthings...
I do not know what to do, I tried to do everything to make a stan but it seems that nothing works I always return to them (yes, it is a girlgroup) Although I know that what I do is wrong, but as stupid as it seems I feel that I will not find another group like them or other members as great as them to love.
My last hope To overcome them I was Iz * One, I met them and I could not not be fond of them and love their music ... but they already know what is happening and well....
And I have many more groups of ults, I know but I don't know what to do.