❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[～{ flynn }～]

Since my mental health was really bad. Now it's better. But now I don't really experience emotions anymore and I have to experience more to actually feel like I did before.

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

Since my mental health was really bad. Now it's better. But now I don't really experience emotions anymore and I have to experience more to actually feel like I did before.

I get that. It makes sense that after going thru a hard time ur emotions might feel kinda muted rn. It doesn't mean ur broken it just needs time to feel fully again. Maybe u can try to do things that cheer u up. If u ever wanna vent u can vent to me even if we don't know eachother

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

I have lung cancer I go to the hospital ALOT like everyday and I found out my cancer got worse recently. It's hard since my family had already abandoned me I only had my bf and now I found out he's cheating on me again w my old friend.

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

I love my friend group, but the drama is getting too much. I love each and every single person to bits, but the group always changes every term because of the drama. And the worst part? No one is trying to fix it. I really don’t want to pick sides and I honestly hate being in the middle of all of this. Sometimes I just wish I wasn’t here at all.

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

Update time!! I wish I wasn’t here at all.

 

[dolleun]

I think I might patch things up w/ my mum
2 months is longgg
but she doesn’t want to talk to me

 

[yutami]

idk if i wanna go to prom
idk if i wanna even do anything anymore im so exhausted of everything and i don't even wanna think anymore i just wanna stop everything i want a break to just put myself first for once. i can't do anything i just wanna cry

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

idk if i wanna go to prom
idk if i wanna even do anything anymore im so exhausted of everything and i don't even wanna think anymore i just wanna stop everything i want a break to just put myself first for once. i can't do anything i just wanna cry

Im sorry ur feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. It makes total sense to feel like that when everything feels like too much for once and ur not weak or dramatic for needing a break. U don't have to have anything figured out for now, n u don't owe anyone energy u don't have. If all u can do is rest, cry or even just exist for a bit its fine. If u ever want to vent u can vent to me even if we don't know each other. Don't overwork urself or overthink anything

 

[rei-x8]

School is so stressful, and I think my anxiety is coming back. I’ve been so stressed about school and I haven’t had any time to work on myself at all. Next year I’m signed up for a lot of AP’s and I don’t even know which ones I really wanna do. I was presenting today and shaking and I kept running out of breath. I feel like I’m dying right now. I need a break so bad. I prioritize school so much that I feel like I can’t ever breath properly. What if all of this work and pushing myself doesn’t even work and I’m not able to become a nurse?

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

my eyesight is getting worse and I know it and there's nothing I can do about it I feel so helpless. I don't have glasses or contacts because they keep pushing back my appointment and I don't tell my teachers so whenever I cant see the board I have to squint my eyes so close together that they literally look like they're closed. my friends clown me for it all the time but I genuinely cant help it. I try to put a distance between me and my devices as far away as I can still see so that my eyesight hopefully gets better but it doesn't work. I'm constantly squinting which means I always have major headaches and I just want to be normal. people have glasses or they don't and yet in the in between who has terrible vision yet no glasses. I've always had bad vision literally since 1st grade and I actually had glasses but in 3rd grade I can't remember I either lost them or someone stole them (probably the latter) and my bio mother was essentially broke at the time and we couldn't afford another pair mind you the only reason I got the first pair was because of some free school doctor meet n greet shi CTFU anyway I rlly js needed to get this off my chest I'm not looking for comfort or anything js a place to put my thoughts out

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

I think I might patch things up w/ my mum
2 months is longgg
but she doesn’t want to talk to me

oh.. I see.. 2 months is really a long time to go without talking, especially if its w ur mom. it makes sense dat it feels really heavy. It's really brave of u to want to patch things up. Even if she isn't ready rn that doesn't mean ur effort isn't important or things cannot improve in time. If u wanna talk more bout it u can always dm me

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

School is so stressful, and I think my anxiety is coming back. I’ve been so stressed about school and I haven’t had any time to work on myself at all. Next year I’m signed up for a lot of AP’s and I don’t even know which ones I really wanna do. I was presenting today and shaking and I kept running out of breath. I feel like I’m dying right now. I need a break so bad. I prioritize school so much that I feel like I can’t ever breath properly. What if all of this work and pushing myself doesn’t even work and I’m not able to become a nurse?

Im really sorry ur feeling this overwhelmed. that sounds so terrifying especially feeling like u cant breathe and ur anxiety is coming back. anyone would be struggling under dat pressure. u aren't weak for needing a break, after all, u r a human. School has been taking all ur oxygen and that is not sustainble

1 bad presentation or 1 rough yr doesn't decide ur future or whether u will become a nurse or not. So many ppl in healthcare feel exactly like this at SOME point n still got there, even if their paths changed a bit. its ok to slow down, rethink ur APs n take care of urself please. maybe go to a doctor. it wont ruin ur dream

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

I have lung cancer I go to the hospital ALOT like everyday and I found out my cancer got worse recently. It's hard since my family had already abandoned me I only had my bf and now I found out he's cheating on me again w my old friend.

I have anxiety again now I get a lot of panic attacks sometimess..

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

my eyesight is getting worse and I know it and there's nothing I can do about it I feel so helpless. I don't have glasses or contacts because they keep pushing back my appointment and I don't tell my teachers so whenever I cant see the board I have to squint my eyes so close together that they literally look like they're closed. my friends clown me for it all the time but I genuinely cant help it. I try to put a distance between me and my devices as far away as I can still see so that my eyesight hopefully gets better but it doesn't work. I'm constantly squinting which means I always have major headaches and I just want to be normal. people have glasses or they don't and yet in the in between who has terrible vision yet no glasses. I've always had bad vision literally since 1st grade and I actually had glasses but in 3rd grade I can't remember I either lost them or someone stole them (probably the latter) and my bio mother was essentially broke at the time and we couldn't afford another pair mind you the only reason I got the first pair was because of some free school doctor meet n greet shi CTFU anyway I rlly js needed to get this off my chest I'm not looking for comfort or anything js a place to put my thoughts out

I'm glad u vented bout this twinski. That sounds frustrating and exhausting as hell, especially feeling stuck in that all-in-betweenn n having a bunch of fucking bitches joke bout SMTH u lit cant ctrl. squinting all the time n dealing w headaches would wear sm1 down. u def aren't being dramatic bout this for feeling helpless. those ppl who made fun of u r just a bunch of bitches

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

I'm glad u vented bout this twinski. That sounds frustrating and exhausting as hell, especially feeling stuck in that all-in-betweenn n having a bunch of fucking bitches joke bout SMTH u lit cant ctrl. squinting all the time n dealing w headaches would wear sm1 down. u def aren't being dramatic bout this for feeling helpless. those ppl who made fun of u r just a bunch of bitches

its my friends lol dw plus I laugh at the jokes too cuz I do find them funny but its like do u have to do it every time I squint? plus I haven't actually told them how I feel because I'm emotionally constipated

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

its my friends lol dw plus I laugh at the jokes too cuz I do find them funny but its like do u have to do it every time I squint? plus I haven't actually told them how I feel because I'm emotionally constipated

OOOHHH ok ok, I get it. Sometimes laughing along is easier than explaining how it actually feels.. totally makes sense u didn't tell them. being emotionally constipated is real AND its ok shayla. U r handling like A LOT back in my days we never did that (MY BAD) U r handling alot and still keeping ur sense of humor (BC OF ME RIGHT BC IM LIKE SO FUNNY sorry my bad), and its impressive ur just that talented twinksi

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

OOOHHH ok ok, I get it. Sometimes laughing along is easier than explaining how it actually feels.. totally makes sense u didn't tell them. being emotionally constipated is real AND its ok shayla. U r handling like A LOT back in my days we never did that (MY BAD) U r handling alot and still keeping ur sense of humor (BC OF ME RIGHT BC IM LIKE SO FUNNY sorry my bad), and its impressive ur just that talented twinksi

TYY AND YES UR SO FUNNY SALSA

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

TYY AND YES UR SO FUNNY SALSA

YAY

 

[dolleun]

oh.. I see.. 2 months is really a long time to go without talking, especially if its w ur mom. it makes sense dat it feels really heavy. It's really brave of u to want to patch things up. Even if she isn't ready rn that doesn't mean ur effort isn't important or things cannot improve in time. If u wanna talk more bout it u can always dm me

tysm!

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I love my friend group, but I can't help but feel overwhelmed by how much drama seems to happen at our gatherings. Like, every time we try to get together, there's always some underlying tension. Whether it's someone feeling left out, disagreements on where to go, or petty arguments breaking out over the smallest issues, it always feels like there's at least one person who ends up upset. It's becoming increasingly frustrating, and I'm starting to wonder if we can ever enjoy our time together without anyone getting upset.