I am so tired of everything. I fight so hard and then give up when I get to a level I can't beat
I want everyone to be happy, but I forget that sometimes I need to sleep, eat, and have fun
I have been up to 4 am every day and still acted like I was fine
I did get a therapist, and she helped a lot, but sometimes I feel like nothing is enough
I have been overthinking everything
Like, do you hate me, do you love me, do you want me gone, or do you just not care
I feel so stupid for trying so hard just to be hit with someone talking behind my back
I will type a whole paragraph just to be hit in the face with a "ok" or "mhm."
I can't keep going like this. I hate myself. Some people ask why I hate myself so much if I am so "pretty," but I never felt pretty, and I don't think I ever will until people actually start liking me for me.
I don't know why I try so hard to be wanted by someone, but I figured why should I try anymore if everything I do goes unnoticed
I wrote a whole 4-page note to someone, and they didn't even read it all, just threw it away like it meant nothing
I love all my friends, but I never felt like someone's first choice. There's always someone who they will choose over me because losing many popular friends is worse than losing one unpopular girl, who no one likes, right?
wtv who cares, Its 4:49, I need to get ready for school soon
I want everyone to be happy, but I forget that sometimes I need to sleep, eat, and have fun
I have been up to 4 am every day and still acted like I was fine
I did get a therapist, and she helped a lot, but sometimes I feel like nothing is enough
I have been overthinking everything
Like, do you hate me, do you love me, do you want me gone, or do you just not care
I feel so stupid for trying so hard just to be hit with someone talking behind my back
I will type a whole paragraph just to be hit in the face with a "ok" or "mhm."
I can't keep going like this. I hate myself. Some people ask why I hate myself so much if I am so "pretty," but I never felt pretty, and I don't think I ever will until people actually start liking me for me.
I don't know why I try so hard to be wanted by someone, but I figured why should I try anymore if everything I do goes unnoticed
I wrote a whole 4-page note to someone, and they didn't even read it all, just threw it away like it meant nothing
I love all my friends, but I never felt like someone's first choice. There's always someone who they will choose over me because losing many popular friends is worse than losing one unpopular girl, who no one likes, right?
wtv who cares, Its 4:49, I need to get ready for school soon