❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

im 2 months cl3an ( from sm0k!ng cvt!ng ) and my fam!ly said " what do you what a freaking cookie " like huh?

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

im 2 months cl3an ( from sm0k!ng cvt!ng ) and my fam!ly said " what do you what a freaking cookie " like huh?

it was so h@rd to get here and now your knocking me back down

 

[iiserene]

i am. and yk it.

no.
ur js a human with normal emotions and normal feelings.
this doesn't make u a shitty person

 

[izyun]

no.
ur js a human with normal emotions and normal feelings.
this doesn't make u a shitty person

normal feelings that hurt others.

 

[Sevillia]

i wish i never broke my arm. everything would be ok if i didnt.

 

[iiserene]

getting happier
but still scared

 

[Sevillia]

everything okay?

 

[iiserene]

everything okay?

kinda

 

[vampyrxe]

Nobody knows the story. so quick to fucking say something. You don't know anything

 

[Seogi]

Goshhhh, I remember 2 years ago you told me. :c
Its gonna be all okay, Raz.

i wish i never broke my arm. everything would be ok if i didnt.

 

[iiserene]

well

 

[тzυנσυяѕ]

my mom gets mad at me for the littlest shit ever. so I don't like looking at peoples faces when talking to them cuz its weird and awkward to me so when I said good morning and hugged her after I did she said "Why are you always looking all up in my plate and hands trying to see what I have?" and I said "I just-" (cuz I was Abt to explain) until she cut me off and said ""I just noticed that" and walked away into her room. cuz apparently whenever she comes up from the shops or smth like that I always look in here hands like I want something and I guess I "am the first one to jump up when I hear a wrapper" as if shes tryna call me fat. ik I'm fat but damn.. that hurts coming from my mom even if she didn't say it indirectly

 

[тzυנσυяѕ]

and its crazy cuz she knows I have a bad past of people calling me names like fat ***** and etc from abusive, drinking, smoking, parents

 

[Sevillia]

wanna talk?

kinda

 

[ˢⁱᵐʲᵃᵉʰʸᵘⁿ]

i just love relapsing

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

my mom yells at me and i start crying
then she always says "why you crying nobody hit you" like broo ur fucking yelling at me

 

[iiserene]

wanna talk?

ya actually can u pm me pls

 

[Sevillia]

Of course!

ya actually can u pm me pls

 

[тzυנσυяѕ]

UPDATE!!

my mom gets mad at me for the littlest shit ever. so I don't like looking at peoples faces when talking to them cuz its weird and awkward to me so when I said good morning and hugged her after I did she said "Why are you always looking all up in my plate and hands trying to see what I have?" and I said "I just-" (cuz I was Abt to explain) until she cut me off and said ""I just noticed that" and walked away into her room. cuz apparently whenever she comes up from the shops or smth like that I always look in here hands like I want something and I guess I "am the first one to jump up when I hear a wrapper" as if shes tryna call me fat. ik I'm fat but damn.. that hurts coming from my mom even if she didn't say it indirectly

(Pt.1 here!!)

So basically the next day (yesterday) when she came back home she walked upstairs and I was standing at the door waiting for her. I looked into the room for 1 second and then look back and see shes already going to her room so I don't say gm to her (because it seemed like she didn't wanna be bothered) and I walk back in my room.

Later on I hear her downstairs so I go downstairs to say hi + gm but then w\once I get close to her she says "Hoshiko you better back up before I hit your a$$." so I quickly back up and then (tbh) she starts yapping about SMTH and how I gignored her and $h!t so then I go back upstairs (cuz she told me to) and the she takes my phone and computer so then I'm just in my room reading and drawing. Later on one of my older brothers comes into my room and starts saying stuff like "stop acting weird." and "even if you aren't doing anything when you act like that a person will think u r when u aren't and wont believe u even if its the truth." and then a few minutes after that my mom comes into my room and says some stuff to me and then "forgives" me. (when I was never in the wrong in the first place)

 

[ˢⁱᵐʲᵃᵉʰʸᵘⁿ]

yk, it's scary what a smile can hide