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im
so
fucking
done
so
fucking
done
fuck
sure i'll pm u rnwanna talk abt it?
don't leave the forums brie, not without saying goodbye to jun and talking to sophiim leaving the forums permanently
i tried...
idk i-don't leave the forums brie, not without saying goodbye to jun and talking to sophi
just say what you feelidk i-
i dont want to say something wrong
i am scared thojust say what you feel
(and for the love of god, don't. fucking. lie.
i hope that your mom can try to leave you alone are the one day the cops can believe you (so sorry about your mom).imma b the first to post bc i need to vent-
tw for abuse/violence i think?
anyways, i've learned that acab is a real thing,,
my mom got mad at me bc i said i didn't want to try on a pair of shoes, and i was confused and asking her "why are you so mad? they're just shoes, and we're gonna be late for my dentists appointment if we don't get going :/" so she got even more mad and started yelling, calling me ungrateful, disgusting, u name it, and it got to the point of her slapping my phone out of my hand, hitting me (twice) in a row so hard i bit my tongue and it bled, and by this time i was yelling too bc my temper isn't great and it isn't smth i'm proud of. eventually, she grabbed my phone, and i was like "wtf?? give that back, why are you taking my phone over some shoes??" so i reached over and accidentally hurt her (read: ACCIDENTALLY, my intent was to grab my phone, not hurt her) but she moved away, threw my phone out the open car door and smashed it on the cement, screaming "YOURE ATTACKING ME YOURE INSANE IM GONNA CALL THE COPS!!!" and i did hit her after this, but only in self defense because she was attempting to hurt me :// she called the cops on me, and when i tried telling them "she hit me first, i was provoked, i don't feel safe in my house anymore, she's abusive" they literally said.. "no she's not stop lying :/" and theyd known her for... five minutes??? all bc she made up some sob story and was crying ... i dont know what to do, i cant get the cops involved anymore bc they wont believe me, and my mom is getting way worse qwq
anyways vent over ty for listening
Real.love is scary man
i dont wanna get hurt
i think im bringing out the letters again.
I've hurt sm people.
I'm such a bad person.
it would be easier for everyone if I was gone for good