my moms mad at me again and idk
we got home from school and she hasn't said a word to me since
yippee
I tried talking to her and she just ignored me
nope
nothing changed
actually in tears right now
I'm on my way to bed, and she randomly says: "did you do your laundry?"
which I haven't, nor planned to until tomorrow, so I say no
then she freaks
she starts screaming at me about stuff that doesn't even make sense
"I always do
everything around this house for you and your brother"
"And you wonder why dad isn't home anymore"
"Why cant you just take some responsibly around here?"
okay sure.
ever since yk what happened this summer- its like I'm just an extra person that lives in ur house
I never get asked how my week was anymore, heck, you don't even talk to me unless its about you, or something
you need, or something I fucked up on.
all ur attention is on my little brother so how can u be this mad over this little thing?
I'm sure if it was
him who forgot to do the laundry you would forgive him.
because he's ur little angel isn't he?
I'm so drained and I have no actual
mother figure to talk to about anything anymore.
i don't have anyone to get advice from nor someone to just listen
because of apparently everything
I did?
I'm sorry my existence bothers you <3
maybe I can change that who knows <33