trigger warning, eating disorder, sh (self harm)
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i dont like the way i look at all
i hate when people point out how skinny i am, it makes me want to gain weight but whenever i do gain weight i breakdown
i have no hate against bigger people, i just dont like it on me i dont like anything on me
my clothes dont fit right because im losing too much weight but i need to lose weight i feel like im not skinny enough
é tudo contraditório like everything thats happening right now my mind is always changing and so much is going on inside my head that i dont even know what im feeling anymore
when i hurt myself i feel so guilty because im a attention seeker all i want is for my mom to pay attention but its never bad enough for her to see
everythings just getting worse and worse and it all feels like my fault
dotn read if those things trigger yiu
i dont like the way i look at all
i hate when people point out how skinny i am, it makes me want to gain weight but whenever i do gain weight i breakdown
i have no hate against bigger people, i just dont like it on me i dont like anything on me
my clothes dont fit right because im losing too much weight but i need to lose weight i feel like im not skinny enough
é tudo contraditório like everything thats happening right now my mind is always changing and so much is going on inside my head that i dont even know what im feeling anymore
when i hurt myself i feel so guilty because im a attention seeker all i want is for my mom to pay attention but its never bad enough for her to see
everythings just getting worse and worse and it all feels like my fault