ive decided he's not worth it.
a few weeks ago, I found out that he would: "only date two girls in our grade"
which by the way, neither of them were me
so that kinda made me sad
like very sad
but then I didn't let it get to me
because its not like he cant
catch feelings for me over time
so i let it go
after a while i started to think he actually liked me back
just the little things he would say
when he would smile or look over at me when i passed by
my hopes got
very high
and then they were all crushed today
apparently he only likes one girl now
her name isn't mine
and now i just finished a 10 minute sobbing session of: "clearly I'm not pretty or good enough" for him
but now I'm just realizing that he really isn't worth me crying
i barely see him in the halls, and i only have lunch with him
heck, he leaves me on read all the time
so i no longer like him
there's this girl anyways
ill be fine
no more crying over people u clearly cant have