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[K-fan_2003]

no, she got banned for allegedly faking her mental illnesses and (from what I remember) for trashtalking other users in PMs.

Thanks for letting me know hun

 

[lynch.]

Thanks for letting me know hun

no problem

 

[knnovation]

If I ever lose my battle to depression, just know I tried. I really, really tried but I couldn’t do it in the end. I wasn’t strong enough and I couldn’t take it, but please don’t cry for me, it won’t mean anything. Just tell me I did well and that hopefully at least someone out there truly and honestly loved me.

 

[kokomi]

If I ever lose my battle to depression, just know I tried. I really, really tried but I couldn’t do it in the end. I wasn’t strong enough and I couldn’t take it, but please don’t cry for me, it won’t mean anything. Just tell me I did well and that hopefully at least someone out there truly and honestly loved me.

you are doing extremely well kas i love you and i'll always be here, even if you lose. :] <3 just know you are winning, you always will be

 

[knnovation]

you are doing extremely well kas i love you and i'll always be here, even if you lose. :] <3 just know you are winning, you always will be

Thank you, I just...don’t know how much more I can take..but thank you, nessa <3

 

[kokomi]

Thank you, I just...don’t know how much more I can take..but thank you, nessa <3

of course beb <33

 

[oooshescrying]

TW: anxiety, death

i dont know if i used the trigger warning right

anygays, hihi people. yesterday wasn't my day. i mean the day was amazing, it was my birthday, i got to see my family and i got two beautiful (and wonderful tasting) cakes. everything was what it was supposed to be. however, before my uncle and his family left, i felt weird and on the verge of crying and once they did leave, i just couldnt control anything. everything became blurry, i started to shake controllably, and got a massive headache. my parents tried to calm me down but eventually had me take one of my mom's anxiety medicines. i was told to take a shower afterwards and i just sat in the corner of the tub still crying and shaking. i had my music on so i would have something to focus on. i tried messaging my friends and told them that i needed somebody. they said that they were their for me but then left me on read. i ended up just being done then my shower got cold and i forced myself to get out.

then today in Spanish, i started to feel it coming and my teacher had me go to the councilor.

this is all new to me, if anyone knows what is happening to me please help me.


the councilor did say this could be my body's reaction from two of my grandmas dying in January and normal teenager stuff and the stress going on in the world.

 

[K-fan_2003]

TW: anxiety, death

i dont know if i used the trigger warning right

anygays, hihi people. yesterday wasn't my day. i mean the day was amazing, it was my birthday, i got to see my family and i got two beautiful (and wonderful tasting) cakes. everything was what it was supposed to be. however, before my uncle and his family left, i felt weird and on the verge of crying and once they did leave, i just couldnt control anything. everything became blurry, i started to shake controllably, and got a massive headache. my parents tried to calm me down but eventually had me take one of my mom's anxiety medicines. i was told to take a shower afterwards and i just sat in the corner of the tub still crying and shaking. i had my music on so i would have something to focus on. i tried messaging my friends and told them that i needed somebody. they said that they were their for me but then left me on read. i ended up just being done then my shower got cold and i forced myself to get out.

then today in Spanish, i started to feel it coming and my teacher had me go to the councilor.

this is all new to me, if anyone knows what is happening to me please help me.


the councilor did say this could be my body's reaction from two of my grandmas dying in January and normal teenager stuff and the stress going on in the world.

Pm me hunny

 

[woosungsrose]

TW: anxiety, death

i dont know if i used the trigger warning right

anygays, hihi people. yesterday wasn't my day. i mean the day was amazing, it was my birthday, i got to see my family and i got two beautiful (and wonderful tasting) cakes. everything was what it was supposed to be. however, before my uncle and his family left, i felt weird and on the verge of crying and once they did leave, i just couldnt control anything. everything became blurry, i started to shake controllably, and got a massive headache. my parents tried to calm me down but eventually had me take one of my mom's anxiety medicines. i was told to take a shower afterwards and i just sat in the corner of the tub still crying and shaking. i had my music on so i would have something to focus on. i tried messaging my friends and told them that i needed somebody. they said that they were their for me but then left me on read. i ended up just being done then my shower got cold and i forced myself to get out.

then today in Spanish, i started to feel it coming and my teacher had me go to the councilor.

this is all new to me, if anyone knows what is happening to me please help me.


the councilor did say this could be my body's reaction from two of my grandmas dying in January and normal teenager stuff and the stress going on in the world.

is it ok if i pm u?

i have some advice

 

[saaylhy]

If I ever lose my battle to depression, just know I tried. I really, really tried but I couldn’t do it in the end. I wasn’t strong enough and I couldn’t take it, but please don’t cry for me, it won’t mean anything. Just tell me I did well and that hopefully at least someone out there truly and honestly loved me.

I'm sure you're winning. Ily, and a lot of users does here. And, you have to know even if you lose it, you'll always have us for you.<3

 

[saaylhy]

anygays, hihi people. yesterday wasn't my day. i mean the day was amazing, it was my birthday, i got to see my family and i got two beautiful (and wonderful tasting) cakes. everything was what it was supposed to be. however, before my uncle and his family left, i felt weird and on the verge of crying and once they did leave, i just couldnt control anything. everything became blurry, i started to shake controllably, and got a massive headache. my parents tried to calm me down but eventually had me take one of my mom's anxiety medicines. i was told to take a shower afterwards and i just sat in the corner of the tub still crying and shaking. i had my music on so i would have something to focus on. i tried messaging my friends and told them that i needed somebody. they said that they were their for me but then left me on read. i ended up just being done then my shower got cold and i forced myself to get out.

then today in Spanish, i started to feel it coming and my teacher had me go to the councilor.

this is all new to me, if anyone knows what is happening to me please help me.


the councilor did say this could be my body's reaction from two of my grandmas dying in January and normal teenager stuff and the stress going on in the world.

I think you realize that you lost two grandmothers. Two suddenly, I know, with my grandfather dead in 2018, the pain I had multiplied by 2 can trigger panic attacks, anxiety, stress. Know that, this will stop soon, and I advise you to do things that you like, for example drink or eat what you like, listen to music, dance, sing, draw ... it will help you.
and all my condolences to your family. <3

 

[oooshescrying]

is it ok if i pm u?

i have some advice

please do!

 

[oooshescrying]

I think you realize that you lost two grandmothers. Two suddenly, I know, with my grandfather dead in 2018, the pain I had multiplied by 2 can trigger panic attacks, anxiety, stress. Know that, this will stop soon, and I advise you to do things that you like, for example drink or eat what you like, listen to music, dance, sing, draw ... it will help you.
and all my condolences to your family. <3

thank you!

 

[lynch.]

Mini rant
i don't know if i should put any TWs on this because I don't think there are any triggering topics in this because it's just me talking about highschool electives and how my mom wants me to do one thing while my stepdad wants me to do another--

so rn my mom and stepdad are outside on the balcony talking about me and what i'm gonna do when i go into my freshman year and i just heard my mom go "well I noticed [insert name] doing so much worse when her favorite band teacher left" and I know she had no bad intentions by saying that- but when I get thrown into advanced band after only a few months of playing an instrument I never even picked up beforehand and there's a literal pandemic going on, why would you say that my failing grade is based solely on my favorite teacher leaving? on top of that,, they are discussing my electives like they are going to put me into that and that's what im gonna do because they said so. my mom's like "oh i know she's gonna do band because my friend is the band teacher" and my stepdad is like "no we should tell her to take JROTC" and im over here listening to them like stop,, please stop?? i know they don't have bad intentions but like- it's my choice omg... im gonna chose what i want to chose because it's my choice (if that makes sense).

 

[LostInTheDream]

TW// Mention of past su*cide, self harm, and other mental health things
So about a day from now will be the 6 year anniversary of when I tried to take my own life.
This time of year is always hard for me. It was when I tended to have break downs and got hospitalized.
I think it's due to stress and burn out that exacerbates my mental health disorders. In addition, turning a year older (as I did on the 4th), reminds me of everything in the future. This multiplies my anxiety by a million and makes me want to give up.
So these next couple of days are gonna be super difficult. I already feel this overarching sadness all the time.
I feel lonely and like nobody wants me around, even thought I know this is not true.
I even thought about harming myself again. Which is something I haven't done in 3 years now. I'm not gonna do it, so you don't have to worry about me. I know it's a really stupid thing to do and will set back all of my hard work. Plus, I'm an adult. I feel like I need to leave behind all the mental health shit of my teenage years.
I keep imagining the day it happened and all. I won't go into detail for the sake of myself seeing the words written out. I also don't want to trigger any of you.
But it's hard to see the scars.
Anyways, I'll be having a hard time these next couple of days. So I may seem off. Like less happy, energetic. I'll probably be all self-deprecating, which I hate doing. It's cause all that's going through my head right now is that nobody wants me here or anywhere. I might even get into a pissy mood like I was a day or two ago. So please bare with me, and know that it's not your fault. It's all on me, and the "normal" Tara will be back soon.
You don't have to send me messages about this or treat me like I'm made of glass. If I need help I'll reach out. I don't like emotions and I don't like making people feel obligated to help me. It's my problem, and nobody deserves to get entangled in it.
I appreciate all of you. And thank you for reading if you got this far, but I doubt any of you care enough to.

 

[risa❀은혜]

TW// Mention of past su*cide, self harm, and other mental health things
So about a day from now will be the 6 year anniversary of when I tried to take my own life.
This time of year is always hard for me. It was when I tended to have break downs and got hospitalized.
I think it's due to stress and burn out that exacerbates my mental health disorders. In addition, turning a year older (as I did on the 4th), reminds me of everything in the future. This multiplies my anxiety by a million and makes me want to give up.
So these next couple of days are gonna be super difficult. I already feel this overarching sadness all the time.
I feel lonely and like nobody wants me around, even thought I know this is not true.
I even thought about harming myself again. Which is something I haven't done in 3 years now. I'm not gonna do it, so you don't have to worry about me. I know it's a really stupid thing to do and will set back all of my hard work. Plus, I'm an adult. I feel like I need to leave behind all the mental health shit of my teenage years.
I keep imagining the day it happened and all. I won't go into detail for the sake of myself seeing the words written out. I also don't want to trigger any of you.
But it's hard to see the scars.
Anyways, I'll be having a hard time these next couple of days. So I may seem off. Like less happy, energetic. I'll probably be all self-deprecating, which I hate doing. It's cause all that's going through my head right now is that nobody wants me here or anywhere. I might even get into a pissy mood like I was a day or two ago. So please bare with me, and know that it's not your fault. It's all on me, and the "normal" Tara will be back soon.
You don't have to send me messages about this or treat me like I'm made of glass. If I need help I'll reach out. I don't like emotions and I don't like making people feel obligated to help me. It's my problem, and nobody deserves to get entangled in it.
I appreciate all of you. And thank you for reading if you got this far, but I doubt any of you care enough to.

I know you said that you didn't want messages but I can't help myself-

I just want you to know that I (and a lot of other people) are very, extremely happy that you're still here. You're so nice to everyone around you, you're so very comforting even though I've never actually met you. I think that my time on this forum is a lot better just because I spend most of it talking to you. You're such an amazing person and I know for a FACT that a lot of people care about you. Even Kiri, who has this sort of fear of making friends and stuff, talks about you like y'all are very close.
사랑해!!!! <3

 

[LostInTheDream]

I know you said that you didn't want messages but I can't help myself-

I just want you to know that I (and a lot of other people) are very, extremely happy that you're still here. You're so nice to everyone around you, you're so very comforting even though I've never actually met you. I think that my time on this forum is a lot better just because I spend most of it talking to you. You're such an amazing person and I know for a FACT that a lot of people care about you. Even Kiri, who has this sort of fear of making friends and stuff, talks about you like y'all are very close.
사랑해!!!! <3

thank you

 

[kokomi]

Spoiler: tw maybe

i feel so gross. and insecure. like i literally don't do anything right. there's not a lot of point in comforting me anymore because i don't change. i'm only 7 hours clean. i literally am scared to talk to my friends, i force myself to grow apart from them, i can't get my fucking work done that now i have to do a weeks worth of. homwork tonight before they mark it missing tomorrow :/ i'm at such a loss like my body is so weak and my thoughts are so scattered but it isn't an excuse ig. i'm trying to act happy for everyone but then i recieve absolute shit back. i just want what everyone else has. and i want the friendships they have. i don't want to be a third wheel in my own life like thats so dissapointing. i'm so..exhausted. my mind and my body. i want to sleep peacefully again. i want to sit peacefully again. i want to live peacefully again. idk lmaoaooa

 

[yawnzzn]

Spoiler: TW

I've been feeling better recently. Before, my brain was just filled with horrible thinks like it says in the tw. I was so stressed about school and dealing with a breakup. It was just a lot. My best friend just low key abandoned me and my ex got over me in a month while it took me so long to get over them. My stress started affecting my schoolwork, my eating habits, and the way I interacted with the people around me. I've always been a happy person I love being happy it's the greatest thing in the world. But sometimes it just takes too much to maintain so I've learned to let myself feel sad, mad, disappointed ,etc. My friends helped me a lot. Now I have a new best friend and a group a friends who love and support me. My relationship with my family is getting better it seems too.

 

[moonlight]

Spoiler: tw maybe

i feel so gross. and insecure. like i literally don't do anything right. there's not a lot of point in comforting me anymore because i don't change. i'm only 7 hours clean. i literally am scared to talk to my friends, i force myself to grow apart from them, i can't get my fucking work done that now i have to do a weeks worth of. homwork tonight before they mark it missing tomorrow :/ i'm at such a loss like my body is so weak and my thoughts are so scattered but it isn't an excuse ig. i'm trying to act happy for everyone but then i recieve absolute shit back. i just want what everyone else has. and i want the friendships they have. i don't want to be a third wheel in my own life like thats so dissapointing. i'm so..exhausted. my mind and my body. i want to sleep peacefully again. i want to sit peacefully again. i want to live peacefully again. idk lmaoaooa

JC joke
Grab a hottie ❤ jk jk

When I had exams I had reports, murals to complete by a certain date + study as well or lack there of
So weeks of work to complete by the day or else I wouldn't be able to earn the credits for that project
I remember I had a GEO report, at least 4/5 reading responses for English, and a mural for art and study for exams the next day...
Also I'm a third wheel when I hang out with certain friends.... I'm always left out of conversation bc I don't watch anime, listen to nightcore or have social media. My social life is draining slowly to the point where I barely talk to people only a few....

So yeah wish you the best with your troubles and I'll survive mine