I know but Its hard finding friends irl for me, thanks for listening to me hun <3
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I feel like crap I js started talking to my mom again I feel like my grandparents hate me for it but I regret wanting to talk to her again. I mean I told her to call me and not have me call her. but the next night she wanted me to call. I could tell she was lying when she said the things she always said. it hurts bc I try putting in the effort while she enjoys her life and I cry myself to sleep every night thinking Abt it. I want a relationship with my mom but deep down ik she doesn't care. she js tells me what I wanna hear. it hurts I act like everything is okay when really its not I sometimes want or need a hug but I am too scared to ask bc my grandparents tell me things I'm insecure Abt "I am annoying" or "i talk to much" it really hurts bc I never even got a hug from my mom a real one. it brings the past to my mind and that's why I am so distant with my family sometimes. I feel like I should js be gone so I wont be a burden anymore but I tell myself not to. I just want someone who I can lean on and hug when I need it but I don't.
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same for me too but dw you will find new better people trust <33 ofccc
I just want to be a part of the conversation sometime 
whenever I try to talk in a group setting im either ignored or talked over and when I can finally figure out something to say the topic has already shifted or someone else is talking
then I try to talk over people but im the one who gets in trouble because im now talking over people when im just teying to find an opening to speak
I hate how people ignore me because im shy
it happens all the freaking time and its so annoying and yet im the bad guy whenever I try to speak up because oh no I interupted someone but they have been yapping nonstop for five minutes and I just want a turn to share my thoughts because maybe I have a lot to say as well but im never allowed to talk because im the quiet kid so im supposed to be the quiet kid all the time I guess
whenever I try to talk in a group setting im either ignored or talked over and when I can finally figure out something to say the topic has already shifted or someone else is talking
then I try to talk over people but im the one who gets in trouble because im now talking over people when im just teying to find an opening to speak
I hate how people ignore me because im shy
it happens all the freaking time and its so annoying and yet im the bad guy whenever I try to speak up because oh no I interupted someone but they have been yapping nonstop for five minutes and I just want a turn to share my thoughts because maybe I have a lot to say as well but im never allowed to talk because im the quiet kid so im supposed to be the quiet kid all the time I guess
TW- beating
I just really feel as if i am at the fault here,
I had to give feedback to people(students IM A STUIDENT TO ) making the food for our business team, ii didn't wanted to be harsh like at all. but apparently i sounded. harsh, when all i wrote was the truth. i used caps so that those girls (they are popular ones unfortunately) and cuz i wrote in all caps and sounded harsh as what i simply wanted to do is give suggestions to make the food better. Now(im the HR) everyone ppl in my team wete sayin i sounded a very harsh.when all i had was good intentions, i always use captions in my daily life. NOW i just feel whatever this group project is all the bad things is my fault, because things will escalate into worse maybe since they r popular they might as well get me b@shed up but was it all my fault i don't feel like doing this anymore but now i cant give up cuz im the HR i have responsibilities but i feel like im the cause for overall, even ppl in my team wrote the feedback too. i dunno what im tryn say here i feel bad, i feel hurt for maybe hurting someone, i feel numb, my friends say that the pop girls would've been hurt cuz of their egos either way. AM i at fault. I also sennt a long apology for doing that as my intentions werent bad. .....
AS an A, B student i suddenly feel like the not doing anything atp like just fail.......what shld i do?
would've small letters have made a difference?
im numb im tired, im fed up, but why at the end its only affecting me?? why??
I just really feel as if i am at the fault here,
I had to give feedback to people(students IM A STUIDENT TO ) making the food for our business team, ii didn't wanted to be harsh like at all. but apparently i sounded. harsh, when all i wrote was the truth. i used caps so that those girls (they are popular ones unfortunately) and cuz i wrote in all caps and sounded harsh as what i simply wanted to do is give suggestions to make the food better. Now(im the HR) everyone ppl in my team wete sayin i sounded a very harsh.when all i had was good intentions, i always use captions in my daily life. NOW i just feel whatever this group project is all the bad things is my fault, because things will escalate into worse maybe since they r popular they might as well get me b@shed up but was it all my fault i don't feel like doing this anymore but now i cant give up cuz im the HR i have responsibilities but i feel like im the cause for overall, even ppl in my team wrote the feedback too. i dunno what im tryn say here i feel bad, i feel hurt for maybe hurting someone, i feel numb, my friends say that the pop girls would've been hurt cuz of their egos either way. AM i at fault. I also sennt a long apology for doing that as my intentions werent bad. .....
AS an A, B student i suddenly feel like the not doing anything atp like just fail.......what shld i do?
would've small letters have made a difference?
im numb im tired, im fed up, but why at the end its only affecting me?? why??