i feel kinda weird
at school, i feel sad most of the time. no reason. just sad. i didn’t even know until random people started asking me if i was ok, or came up and hugged me. at home, i get so mad. the smallest things piss me off. i keep yelling back at my parents and then they tell me im ungrateful, and that im being stupid and selfish. and worst of all, i can’t even help it. i don’t even know what’s wrong. how am i supposed to act normal again?
my parent’s and i are going through a “break”, where we don’t talk. honestly, i think i deserve the silent treatment. everything around me just feels off. like nothing’s right. as if to make my life worse, i’ve got a crap-ton of studying to do for my exams.
i want this to be over soon. i can’t keep breaking down over everything thats happening while trying to study.