❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[Idk]

So it’s my fault I was born and now my mom has stress
it’s my fault she can’t manage her own anger?
it’s my fault I missed a whole year of school cuz of someone’s work?
it’s my fault I keep blaming my self cuz they put pressure on me?
they keep telling me “its not your fault, don’t worry” but all it’s doing is make me feel like it’s more of my fault.

if you feel like it then you think of it, there are tons of people who love and care for you, take people on this website for an example, we all want the best for u ok and she has to manage her anger to be called a mom

 

[Forevermore]

I just really need someone to talk to... My mental health has been all over the place recently and I am showing signs of depression but I don't feel that depressed anymore... I'm kind of stressed because of my court case and such but I am not nearly as depressed as I was when I was in 6th grade. Am I overreacting? Am I just being lazy? I don't know anymore...

Babes I can't put into words how much I feel for u. I was so depressed in 6th grade... Anyway I'm in 8th grade now and I'm trying to convince myself I'm ok! I rly do think it's SO important to remember healing takes time A LOT OF TIME. It might suck, you probably will hate it but no mater what things will somehow get better.
Xoxo-

 

[Forevermore]

if i was pretty, skinny and nice everything would be good i swear

Soooo lets js say I'm too skinny. I'd rather be anything else were I am right now. I js feel like shit all the time and all I want is to look and feel less like a freak. I wish I could say it's nice to be skinny.

 

[Forevermore]

I'm not depressed. I feel like no one believes me anymore when I say I'm alr. My parents don't, my army of therapists don't, my stupid ass school councilors don't. At this point idk what to do because it feels like no one sees the work I'm putting in. I js feel like there's no point anymore.

 

[Idk]

I'm not depressed. I feel like no one believes me anymore when I say I'm alr. My parents don't, my army of therapists don't, my stupid ass school councilors don't. At this point idk what to do because it feels like no one sees the work I'm putting in. I js feel like there's no point anymore.

I how you feel just you have to keep pushing someone will see how much you try and they will make u feel worthy

 

[sarahsblossom⋆˚✿˖°]

she actually kicking me out. saying when I leave tmrw morning don't come back

I'm 13 years old bro whaere do I go. she got mad bc I hit my brother back after he punched me in my eye which still hurts btw and I have horrible headache now from crying

idek where to go bro bc if Lia doesn't say yes I'm cooked

 

[vesbites]

she actually kicking me out. saying when I leave tmrw morning don't come back

I'm 13 years old bro whaere do I go. she got mad bc I hit my brother back after he punched me in my eye which still hurts btw and I have horrible headache now from crying

idek where to go bro bc if Lia doesn't say yes I'm cooked

u need to talk to an adult about your current situation

you don't seem to be in good hands there

I hope Lia says yes but I also hope you end up someplace 10x better and more stable

You're in my prayers; pls stay safe

 

[vesbites]

does your mom not realize she can get in serious trouble with what she's doing

 

[sarahsblossom⋆˚✿˖°]

u need to talk to an adult about your current situation

you don't seem to be in good hands there

I hope Lia says yes but I also hope you end up someplace 10x better and more stable

You're in my prayers; pls stay safe

hopefully I can tmrw at school

tyty jiji

does your mom not realize she can get in serious trouble with what she's doing

yes I'm pretty sure she lit js said 'ill drag u out by ur hair and u can tell the police what I did'

 

[vesbites]

hopefully I can tmrw at school

tyty jiji

i hope so as well

ofc i js want what's best for you

yes I'm pretty sure she lit js said 'ill drag u out by ur hair and u can tell the police what I did'

well, you tell and then she goes to jail. i wonder if that'll be worth it.

 

[sarahsblossom⋆˚✿˖°]

i hope so as well

ofc i js want what's best for you

well, you tell and then she goes to jail. i wonder if that'll be worth it.

idk tho bc then no one will be here to watch my siblings

she said shes putting me out bc I'm a demon but hopefully SMTH gets done ig

 

[vesbites]

idk tho bc then no one will be here to watch my siblings

she said shes putting me out bc I'm a demon but hopefully SMTH gets done ig

aw right

she sounds mentally unstable

 

[sarahsblossom⋆˚✿˖°]

she actually kicking me out. saying when I leave tmrw morning don't come back

I'm 13 years old bro whaere do I go. she got mad bc I hit my brother back after he punched me in my eye which still hurts btw and I have horrible headache now from crying

idek where to go bro bc if Lia doesn't say yes I'm cooked

she took my house key
saying 'yeah I favorite them, I'm all they have'
well ur all I have too?? my dad cussed me out and never even bothered trying to help out him and my uncle are the reason I have a slight fear of showering bc my uncle and him once peeked into the bathroom to see if I was hsowering

 

[✎﹏﹏LEXILOO﹏﹏]

I am so freaking sick of my parents
I ask them to help me with the chore that they made way too complex because I work all day and they say yes and then I get home and they are like "oh no this is your reaponsibility"
I had school
Then work
Now this?!?
Then they demand to know why im not doing good in my classes when I never have time to study
Plus I came home to my room completely rearranged without my permission
And my parents wonder why im moving out

 

[𝖸υ𐓣𐓣ꪱᜒ౿]

Okay now what the actuall freak cuz now my mom thinks its okay to freaking curse at me And hit me and steal my things from me and it’s not okay for me to talk back to her? Wtf

 

[Idk]

Okay now what the actuall freak cuz now my mom thinks its okay to freaking curse at me And hit me and steal my things from me and it’s not okay for me to talk back to her? Wtf

same just its opposite its with my dad so when he hits me it hurts alot

 

[🖤~The1&OnlyLuz~🖤]

I rlly need to get this off my chest rn
TW: Abuse!!!
I actually don't know what to do anymore I rlly don't feel at all well or ok half the days I cant get through without feeling a large amount of weight in my chest and heart I cant cry at school I cant cry at home so I wait every night till my parents go to sleep to cry cry for hours I want more irl friends I alr have some but I'm so invisible and more of a backup friend to everyone they come to me for advice or hugs but then leave again I'm so tired of me I hate me I hate me a lot I'm disgusted at what I see in the mirror everyday cant go a day without feeling dizzy I've had a lot of breakdowns nobody knows about I don't say anything maybe I should tell my therapist but I'm afraid of what my parents will say if we have to tell them how do I get a break from school my school barley cares about our well being/mental health they care more about academics and then summer is coming but still no rest for me! I have work everyday in the summer then Saturdays imma have to help out at home and Sunday I have church and more I can never catch a break I'm exhausted I'm so tired I'm severely depressed yet I cant do anything about it cuz I'm the oldest sister I have to be a perfect example one wrong move one mistake and I'm suddenly such a bad daughter I've gotten hit a lot more than my sisters combined and what I hate the most is if they hit my sisters as soon as they do they apologize or make it up for them where was that treatment when I was young I'm not mad at my sisters I'm mad at my parents especially my dad oh boy my dad is something.. he hits me he yells at me my aunt wanted to help me she told me to live with her for a while but oh no my dad didn't let me go he said If I left the house he wouldn't allow me back in no matter what.. and I don't like it you said you'd change you saidu would you cried to me telling me to forgive u and I was an idiot for believing you you take out your anger on me and my sisters never find another way to cope but yelling at everything we do ur a good dad sometimes but sometimes I see you as my worst nightmare I was once so drained I couldn't cry you hit me I didn't cry you thought I was mocking you so you hit me till I actually started crying my mom had to yell at you afterwards your fun yes you spoil me sometimes yes but I know you do it so I forget all you've made me been through I love you dad but idk how I can forgive you for what youve done to me and my sisters but its ok I'm gonna be ok I need to get through this alone hopefully I will I have my moms support and ig its all I need maybe

 

[Flynniebear]

I rlly need to get this off my chest rn
TW: Abuse!!!
I actually don't know what to do anymore I rlly don't feel at all well or ok half the days I cant get through without feeling a large amount of weight in my chest and heart I cant cry at school I cant cry at home so I wait every night till my parents go to sleep to cry cry for hours I want more irl friends I alr have some but I'm so invisible and more of a backup friend to everyone they come to me for advice or hugs but then leave again I'm so tired of me I hate me I hate me a lot I'm disgusted at what I see in the mirror everyday cant go a day without feeling dizzy I've had a lot of breakdowns nobody knows about I don't say anything maybe I should tell my therapist but I'm afraid of what my parents will say if we have to tell them how do I get a break from school my school barley cares about our well being/mental health they care more about academics and then summer is coming but still no rest for me! I have work everyday in the summer then Saturdays imma have to help out at home and Sunday I have church and more I can never catch a break I'm exhausted I'm so tired I'm severely depressed yet I cant do anything about it cuz I'm the oldest sister I have to be a perfect example one wrong move one mistake and I'm suddenly such a bad daughter I've gotten hit a lot more than my sisters combined and what I hate the most is if they hit my sisters as soon as they do they apologize or make it up for them where was that treatment when I was young I'm not mad at my sisters I'm mad at my parents especially my dad oh boy my dad is something.. he hits me he yells at me my aunt wanted to help me she told me to live with her for a while but oh no my dad didn't let me go he said If I left the house he wouldn't allow me back in no matter what.. and I don't like it you said you'd change you saidu would you cried to me telling me to forgive u and I was an idiot for believing you you take out your anger on me and my sisters never find another way to cope but yelling at everything we do ur a good dad sometimes but sometimes I see you as my worst nightmare I was once so drained I couldn't cry you hit me I didn't cry you thought I was mocking you so you hit me till I actually started crying my mom had to yell at you afterwards your fun yes you spoil me sometimes yes but I know you do it so I forget all you've made me been through I love you dad but idk how I can forgive you for what youve done to me and my sisters but its ok I'm gonna be ok I need to get through this alone hopefully I will I have my moms support and ig its all I need maybe

I'm so sorry
I was crying when I was reading this
I really hope it gets better for you. Just know that you are are enough are you shouldn't look down on yourself. And to take time for you. My Dms are 24/7 open so that you can just vent to me whenever you want to.
Maybe you should CPS on your father

 

[Flynniebear]

I need to vent

Spoiler: TW！！EATING DISORDER AND BODY IMAGE

I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and that I'm too fat. Because of this I'm not eating as much as I usually do. Also my appetite is like not being around. Plus my mom cares too much about my grades. Which makes mental health only gets worse and I don't want to any of the school work. I feel like my life is crumbling just it was last school year. I really hate my body. I feel like I have too much weight around my thighs and that I need to get the weight off. At least I didn't eat as much as I did last year. Last year I would eat like 4 to 5 meals a day. My eating habits are all over the place. I miss the days when I didn't care I was eating. There was this one friend I had in 1st grade that would be like "what is that" and point to what I was eating. Then he and his friend would laugh and I would feel bad. That's probably why I have a bad relationship with food in the first place. Then I was bullied in 3rd grade through 5th grade. They would poke fun at me, call me out, and make fun of my body. Then I got so anxious about my body and what I was eating so that's why all of this happened.