My mom was screaming abt how I don't focus in class and I keep telling her it's my ADHD and she just thinks I'm lying and now my head hurts and I was breaking out in the dining room during lunch rn and now i'm just mentally broken rn
Then she says how I have bad grades and how I shld try more even though I'm just trying to I'm really trying
Now i js miss my dad, who was a really nice dad.
It's my fault. It always is. I hurt everyone. I hurt him, just like how everyone else did. I added on to his pain. I'm the one to blame, even if he never admitted it. I miss him already.
But maybe he's not gone for good?
I always think the worst.
And I have to stay happy and positive.
Or I'm going to lose myself with this.