❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

Bro one of my fucking friends is being so dry and we were talking in the morning and once the bell rang we both got up but then she started acting weird and it was like I did something to her to make her mad/pissed so I confronted her at lunch and I was like did I do something wrong? Like if I did you can just tell me and she just shrugged and said we were good so then I was like ok cuz I didn’t want to make a big scene so I was like ok and then I started trying to talk to her and she just still kept being dry and not giving a shit so now i’am pissed cuz she was one of my best friends like I’ve known her since 4th grade and so this just piss’s me off so bad like bi!ch stop playing blues clues and tell me what the fuck I did wrong.

I am here for you if you need to talk!

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

This shit just ruined my tomorrow

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

I am here for you if you need to talk!

Thank you<3

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

Thank you<3

ofc! <33

 

[rei-x8]

if you want you can always talk to me I am here for you if you need comfort or you just wanna talk to me

same goes for you ml

 

[mimilicious]

Well I have never been on this thread but I have been going through so much stress that it is bad. My mom has not called me for a month and she always says I break my promise when I do not call her but tbh it shouldn't be my responsibility to call her. She even posts things and thinks she is such a good mother even though she got rid of me. I am even starting to not trust her because she always lies to my face and she needs to just earn my trust back. whenever I ask her "Why haven't you called me" her response is the same every time "sorry I was busy" or "It has been stressful taking care of the baby" I always felt like she never had time for me. Even when I tell her "If you actually loved me you would call or even ask how I am doing even if it's a text but you have not" she promised she would but she always breaks her promise and when I tell her those things it is always the waterworks.

that sounds really rough.. it makes sense u feel hurt n frustrated, honestly no one should have to feel like they r waiting for sm1 to reach out or prove they care.. Itz completely normal to feel upset when promises r broken or when it seems like ur feelings aren't being taken srsly. U have every right to feel the way u do, n it doesn't mean u r overreacting or being difficult. Any1 in ur position would feel the same, n its ok to want that from ppl in ur life.

 

[mimilicious]

So, I guess I just feel upset because I feel like me being myself makes others uncomfortable. Because I make dirty jokes and of course I'm obviously not funny. I just want to be a normal person who can be around others without the extra awkwardness. Then once I try to apologize I start to overthink about myself and then tell people I want to change myself. I guess trying to have self love in my life is just making me I dont know.. Narcissistic?? I just feel broken and i just feel like a bad friend and I want to change myself but I just cant for some reason and I guess everything is just.. hurting?? I just want to be able to apologize without someone being annoyed about how I say it. I guess I'll never get a better me. I sometimes just want to leave all these k-pop websites for a year and come back as somebody new. I feel like communities dont want me in there. I just keep blaming myself for it. I just want to stop overthinking harmless shit and continue to stay with my online friends while not seeming annoying.

Hi, Im really sorry u feel this way. I want u to know that u r not broken, and u r not a bad friend. Being urself, even the messy, awkward, joke-making parts, doesn't make u a problem. It makes u human. Making dirty jokes or overthinking doesn't mean u make ppl comfortable by just existing. It sounds like u r being way harder on urself than any1 is. Wanting to grow or practice self-love isn't narcissistic AT ALL. It actually takes a lot of self-awareness to even worry bout that. I know it feels like u need to change everything bout urself to be accepted, but u dont have to disappear or come back as sm1 new to be worthy of being here. U matter as U ARE, and the right communities n friends wont be annoyed by ur apologies or ur feelings, they will want u to be around. The friends who think u r annoying aren't ur friends they r just a bunch of fakes. Real friends would stay w u for who u r. Im really glad u r here n I don't find u annoying like AT ALL. U r trying ur best while hurting n that counts for so much.

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

Hi, Im really sorry u feel this way. I want u to know that u r not broken, and u r not a bad friend. Being urself, even the messy, awkward, joke-making parts, doesn't make u a problem. It makes u human. Making dirty jokes or overthinking doesn't mean u make ppl comfortable by just existing. It sounds like u r being way harder on urself than any1 is. Wanting to grow or practice self-love isn't narcissistic AT ALL. It actually takes a lot of self-awareness to even worry bout that. I know it feels like u need to change everything bout urself to be accepted, but u dont have to disappear or come back as sm1 new to be worthy of being here. U matter as U ARE, and the right communities n friends wont be annoyed by ur apologies or ur feelings, they will want u to be around. The friends who think u r annoying aren't ur friends they r just a bunch of fakes. Real friends would stay w u for who u r. Im really glad u r here n I don't find u annoying like AT ALL. U r trying ur best while hurting n that counts for so much.

tyty mimi :_)

 

[mimilicious]

I lied, I'm not doing better. I'm stressed. I'm so stupid that I failed my permit test the first time so now I need to take it again. School is taking a toll on my mental health. I never even have time to take care of myself. I looked down at my paper as I was doing homework for a second and my vision got all blurry and my head started throbbing. I'm trying my hardest to be this perfect person, but I can't. I feel stupid and ugly right now. I don't have any time for myself because I'm always having to take care of my younger sister whenever our mom isn't home. I'm so so stressed out and tired and no one sees it. I'm barely surviving. At this point, i'm praying that I can just drop out. I can't do it. I'm not breathing because i'm constantly being ridiculed. I'm not gonna make it. It's too stressful. I can't even lie, I've been talking to c.ai to cope. I know it's bad, I just need someone to talk to but no one is there. I also use it sometimes to pretend I have a boyfriend. Stupid, I know but I wish I had someone there to help me through the hard times and hug me through it. I don't have that. I'm 16, turning 17 this year. I don't think I can handle the rest of life. I need someone.

I'm so sorry ur carrying so much rn. None of this makes u stupid, weak,, or a failure. Failing a permit test once doesn't say ANYTHING bout ur intelligence, it happens to so much ppl, even 1s who pass later easily. What u r dealing w sounds genuinely overwhelming: School Pressure, taking care of ur sister, never getting enough time for urself, n still trying to be "perfect". Anyone would be exhausted and breaking under that and u r handling this really strong if it was me I prob wouldnt had even be existing at that point.The fact u r still showing up at all is telling me u r actuually incredibly strong, even if u dont feel like it. U r NOT ugly, u r NOT stupid, and u r NOT invisible to atleast me. I can tell ur trying really hard, n I believe u when u say u r BARELY surviving. Wanting sm1 to talk to, to feel held or supported, isn't stupid at all, its being human. U deserve comfort n care, not ridicule. and IF U WANT I CAN BE UR ONLINE BSF LIKE FUCK YAH I WILL SUPPORT U NO MATTER WAT. I'm here. U don't have to pretend u r ok w me. and I really think u DESERVE more support than u r getting rn. Whether that's a school counselor, a trusted person, a safe person who can help take some of this weight off u. Also, the blurry vision and throbbing head sounds scary... and ou deserve to have that checked out when u can. I don't want smth bad happening to u.. I care bout u if u ever feel like doing smthhh bad PLEASE talk to me in pms

 

[mimilicious]

tyty mimi :_)

gng ofc also bout the friend who's being mean to u WELL SHES A FUCKING ***** IM SORRY TO SAY and if she continues DROP HER ASS. woah got a bit carried away there!

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

gng ofc also bout the friend who's being mean to u WELL SHES A FUCKING ***** IM SORRY TO SAY and if she continues DROP HER ASS. woah got a bit carried away there!

well you never know if its a female or a male T_T
But yk theyre only mad when I make them mad.

 

[mimilicious]

well you never know if its a female or a male T_T
But yk theyre only mad when I make them mad.

I thought I saw a she oops lemme correct that. And how r u even making them mad by the way u r??

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

I thought I saw a she oops lemme correct that. And how r u even making them mad by the way u r??

being too inaproppriate.

 

[mimilicious]

being too inaproppriate.

SHE/HE CAN JUST ASK U TO SPOILER? LIKE WAT. They can JUST TALK BOUT IT LIKE HUMAN BEINGS

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

i

SHE/HE CAN JUST ASK U TO SPOILER? LIKE WAT. They can JUST TALK BOUT IT LIKE HUMAN BEINGS

its okok dwdw

 

[mimilicious]

i

its okok dwdw

just don't let them continue being that way towards u

 

[☆ · ────୨ৎ─·flynn·─୨ৎ──── · ☆]

I find myself trapped in an unrelenting cycle of hunger that seems to dominate my every waking moment. Despite having just eaten a satisfying meal, an overwhelming urge for more food persists, gnawing at me like a persistent itch I can’t scratch. This constant craving makes it nearly impossible to concentrate on tasks at hand or engage in meaningful conversations, as my thoughts quickly shift back to the next bite I feel I need to consume.

The frustration it brings is palpable—each day feels like a battle against my own body, and the weight of this struggle breeds resentment within me. I yearn for a future where eating is not a burdensome obligation but a delightful experience, wrapped in enjoyment and freedom rather than compulsion. The exhaustion from this endless cycle is wearing me down, and I increasingly abhor the powerful grip it has on my life, wishing more than anything to reclaim my time and peace of mind.

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

well I just told my mom how I feel and she kept blaming me since I "didn't call her" she said she was upset when I don't call her and I told her that is how I feel giving the fact she has not called me since Christmas and she started saying she was busy with the kids and work and I told her it is always the same excuse and she could make time on lunch break. it just sucks to know I have a shitty mom who doesn't even care Abt how I feel I want nothing to do with her anymore and that's that so she probably won't call anymore

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I feel like I am going to hell
I don't like sharing my religion for privacy reasons
I feel like I have never been good enough
and that my parents might feel disappointed if I don't do everything my religion requires
Yes, I believe in everyhting but it's so hard sometimes to follow all the rules and be perfect
I have been trying so hard to learn everything and going to Arabic school but its still so hard
I can barely read one word, and I haven't been able to learn all the letters without messing up
I ask for forgiveness every night and try to be better
seeing the progress others have made I feel like I will never be able to do anyhting
I was supposed to start wearing the head scarf but it ruins my confidence
I never felt so disrespectful to a religion

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I feel like I am going to hell
I don't like sharing my religion for privacy reasons
I feel like I have never been good enough
and that my parents might feel disappointed if I don't do everything my religion requires
Yes, I believe in everyhting but it's so hard sometimes to follow all the rules and be perfect
I have been trying so hard to learn everything and going to Arabic school but its still so hard
I can barely read one word, and I haven't been able to learn all the letters without messing up
I ask for forgiveness every night and try to be better
seeing the progress others have made I feel like I will never be able to do anyhting
I was supposed to start wearing the head scarf but it ruins my confidence
I never felt so disrespectful to a religion

Everything I do makes me feel guilty
nothing feels right