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Everything I do makes me feel guiltyI feel like I am going to hell
I don't like sharing my religion for privacy reasons
I feel like I have never been good enough
and that my parents might feel disappointed if I don't do everything my religion requires
Yes, I believe in everyhting but it's so hard sometimes to follow all the rules and be perfect
I have been trying so hard to learn everything and going to Arabic school but its still so hard
I can barely read one word, and I haven't been able to learn all the letters without messing up
I ask for forgiveness every night and try to be better
seeing the progress others have made I feel like I will never be able to do anyhting
I was supposed to start wearing the head scarf but it ruins my confidence
I never felt so disrespectful to a religion
nothing feels right