❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

mi sorry izzy (im not sophia ur ok)

huh?

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

lowkey losing it

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

Is it just me, or does anyone else cry over things at night that happened years ago and that they have no control over? Because at least 7 times a month, I cry over stuff like that.

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

My family and my life are a mess right now, I barely have friends irl. I've been going to therapy for 5+ years, it doesn't do shit. I've tried to tell my parents that it's not helping. If anything, it's making my life worse. I'm not quite sure what I'm doing with my life at this point.

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

I try to be good enough for my father, and somehow, I'm always the one who fucks everything up. It isn't my fault that you packed my bag this morning and forgot something and my mother got upset at you for it and sent you an email. You don't get to blame it on me. Like when you tell me it's not about blame, YEAH, I KNOW IT'S NOT ABOUT BLAME. I'M JUST SAYING THAT YOU PACKED THE BAG, NOT ME. DON'T BLAME ME FOR YOUR MISTAKES. ALSO, I CANNOT PACK MY BAG WITH MY ELECTRONICS IN IT AT 7:25 IN THE MORNING WITHOUT STRESSING OUT BECAUSE WE HAVE TO LEAVE AT 7:30 TO GET TO SCHOOL AT TIME. OF COURSE I'M GOING TO FORGET SOMETHING WHEN I'M STRESSING OUT ABOUT BEING LATE. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE THAT YOU BLAME?! I'M NOT FUCKING PERFECT.

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

I DON'T WANT MY FATHER TO REMARRY, HELL, I DON'T EVEN LIKE THE FACT THAT HE'S DATING. I DON'T LIKE MY FATHER. I DON'T WANT ANOTHER DIVORCE. I DON'T WANT MY LIFE TO BE HELL ALL OVER AGAIN. I DON'T WANT TO RELIVE MY CHILDHOOD. I JUST WANT TO LIVE ALONE IN CALIFORNIA, HAVE A STABLE JOB, BE ABLE TO PAY MY TAXES, AND HAVE A DECENT ADULT LIFE. BUT NO, I CAN'T HAVE THAT BECAUSE OF ALL THIS SHITTY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA.

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

It's not like my parents, nor my grandmother give a damn about me anyways.

 

[Kim Chae-Young Lizi]

I think I need to sleep. Good night.

 

[izyun]

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[Cutie_Boo]

I miss my lil brother so much!
I wish I could see him one more time but this system is so fucked up that they took us away from each other. I know its my fault I was a fucked up kid with fucked up problems. I hated that I put my brother through so much all because I couldn't get a fucking grip. I should I seen that my brother loved that foster family. I should have dealt with the emotional abuse if it made my brother happy. I should have been a better big sis. I mess everything up. I wish my mom didn't leave me with my mawmaw maybe I wouldn't be like this with so many issues. I wish that I was born into a normal family. Where I have a father who loves me and wouldn't leave me. I wish I had a healthy mother. Everything is messed up! I have friends but are they really my friends? Do they even like me? I overthink everyday. Each thought that comes in my mind I overthink it. My brother is autistic but locked up with a bunch of assholes. I swear if they hurt him I'll fuck them up. I will protect him. I will make up for lost time. He deserves so much better. He shouldn't have not gotten abandoned by his adopted family they threw him back in the system like his a toy. I'm gonna try everything to get him the life he deserves.

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

i hate being fat.. everyone makes fun of me and I’m getting tired of it.

 

[‧₊˚✧Gianna✧˚₊‧⋆.ೃ࿔*:･]

i hate being fat.. everyone makes fun of me and I’m getting tired of it.

you aren't even fat

 

[charleeisntreal_]

i hate being fat.. everyone makes fun of me and I’m getting tired of it.

yea you really arent

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

you aren't even fat

yes. I am

 

[charleeisntreal_]

yes. I am

no your not, SRS don't listen to them, they're js trying to get under your skin

 

[charleeisntreal_]

yes. I am

nd I also apologize for the way I treated you, I'm not usually like that, I was js mad Abt smth else, but I shouldn't have taken it out on you

 

[‧₊˚✧Gianna✧˚₊‧⋆.ೃ࿔*:･]

yes. I am

Iam sorry but I have to say this
you just turned 13 you aren't fat you are still growing
dont call yourself fat and ignore what anyone else says
dont make yourself insecure because of others trust me YOU AREN'T FAT

 

[charleeisntreal_]

Iam sorry but I have to say this
you just turned 13 you aren't fat you are still growing
dont call yourself fat and ignore what anyone else says
dont make yourself insecure because of others trust me YOU AREN'T FAT

I agree

 

[‧₊˚✧Gianna✧˚₊‧⋆.ೃ࿔*:･]

i hate being fat.. everyone makes fun of me and I’m getting tired of it.

we have ALL been there ok you aren't alone talk to me if you want IT'S OK
trust me you are the not the person I would call fat (cuz you aren't fat)

 

[charleeisntreal_]

we have ALL been there ok you aren't alone talk to me if you want IT'S OK
trust me you are the not the person I would call fat (cuz you aren't fat)

yes you can talk to both of us :]