If I consider you my friend then I will talk to you every day right ? That's what friends are supposed to do right ? Ig not. If you don't want to talk to me then I will do the same thing. I don't have time for those people. Doing this has a negative outcome bc no matter how badly I want us to talk and just actually be friends I won't try if you won't either. Simple. I don't get why people don't like talking to me. Why am I always left out ? What's so wrong with me that you want to exclude me ? Every day I get home I just cry. I just hate myself. Tw sh- I've also been cutting myself and leaving bruises on my arms and legs. It's so pathetic, but I just want to get my anger out silently instead of screaming but I sometimes I scream at my family members or just simply have no emotion towards them ? Anyways I want to get help but what will that do ? I can't tell my parents about this ever. I don't want to deal with it again.