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im always so hungry but i feel like throwing up afterwards.. everything about me is wrong.
girl i do care abt u, and if ur mum is kicking u out, ur coming straight to australia and living with meso basically i have no clue whats going on in my life i feel so out of it. my mom is always talking about how she cant wait to kick me out and how i cant do anything right, and how im underserving and stuff like that, but she doesnt know that im trying my best to even live rn. i feel like throwing up most days, im so mentally tired. my friends dont care about me and always make fun of me and make me feel like i dont belong. i dont think i can do this anymore, its so tiring.
there's nothing wrong with uim always so hungry but i feel like throwing up afterwards.. everything about me is wrong.
u made me cry, i love u sm njgirl i do care abt u, and if ur mum is kicking u out, ur coming straight to australia and living with me
there's nothing wrong with u
pls don't cryu made me cry, i love u sm nj
thank you for being a good friend, everyone deserves someone like u in their life
that 'friend' is a fakeI got bullied today by a 'friend' because I have acne... It's something I can't control.
Idk why, but that shit kinda hurt. But I laughed it out tryna play tough even though I'm not
as tough as people think I am.. Im scared to show my own face.. Why? I thought that boy
was my goddamn friend, but I guess not.
Anyway, I think i'm a bad person. I fucked up a friendship not that long ago.
Now I'm fucking up more, because I don't know how to keep my mouth shut. I think
me falling in love easily is the main problem, but I dont know.. Lifes hard tho lol
I know that nowthat 'friend' is a fake
ur not a bad person Yena, and sometimes it's better to not keep ur mouth shut then to keep it closed. i'm saying that from experience
girlypop ur not a bad personI know that now
I am thooo, yeah yeah okkkkk
oh okay i get itoh see i fear i cant watch it
well u have me nowim so boring, idk how to talk to people. i always stutter or blabber, i wany to stay quiet but idk how. i cant even talk to my classmates or teachers because im scared to talk to them
this is why i work aloneistg this girl
proud of you iz <3i honestly feel much happier tbh even tho it literally just happened. it feels like i used to be trapped in a cage where i refused to listen to my emotions and do what in my heart i knew was right. this felt like a weight off my shoulders and i hope im able to recognize my feelings easier and actually take action rather than act like im okay when im really not.