Ok so I realized I haven't been eating like i'm supposed to. Every time I try to eat
I feel like throwing up.
I never wanted that to happen but whatever.
Life's hard as fuck right now. I'm literally crying myself to sleep every night.
I feel so unloved at this point, its not even funny. I feel like nobody loves me,
no matter how much they say it I don't feel the goddamn love. I was getting better
until all of this shit starting happening again.. I almost fainted yesterday all because i
was dehydrated. That's the 3rd time that happened.. I need to get my act to together..
I was doing all good until this happened again.. I just don't know what to do anymore..
