atp.. getting kicked out wouldnt be to bad.. right?? i mean you don't even want me here. you treat me like I'm just someone you're forced to take care of, you don't love me. stop saying it, I want to believe you but I cant, and I think I wont ever believe you, idc where you put me. i just wanna be happy please, thats all I want
im tired of being told i have no friends or that they dont like me. like, you dont think its obvious to me. I KNOW they dont like me. why they still tolerate me tho? i wouldn't know maybe its because they pity me, maybe its because they want me to actually think I have someone who cares, because I'm pretty sure if my own mother doesnt care about me then who would care.
