❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[Seogi]

love you for that seogi <3

No like geniunely I'm going to make an yt account and you all just rant to me and I make a video of my helping you out. <3 it'll probs be unlisted but I geniunely think you guys need it and deserve it because you guys are like the sweeetest people alive???

 

[izyun]

is it bad that i cry or get the urge to cry after conflicts. i feel like the only reason i want to is bc im scared of being the problem or losing someone bc i genuinely hate arguments and any form i conflict where people dont talk to each other. id rather talk it out than to ignore but sometimes i feel forced to ignore bc im being ignored. this week has not been good for me at all and i hate it. i want to go back to the week before where i felt fine. i want to go back to months before where i genuinely knew what happiness felt like. but now im here, crying while writing this wishing everything could go back to how it was.

 

[NJ_11]

i feel like i'm drowning. i don't want to or know how to express things but how much longer do i need to hide my feelings frm my parents. how much more do i need to stop myself frm crying in front of my siblings. i feel so fucking weak and i'm losing myself. i don't have any hope in my life anymore. i'm losing my trust in humanity and my mother is making everything worser and worser. she won't accept it and plays the victim. i get that i was an unwanted child and i was bad luck to the family but still she doesn't have to make me feel worser than i already do. why does she try to guilt trip me when i did nothing wrong. she starts fat shaming me when my fucking waist is 2/4 inches smaller than an average 13-year-old girl's waist. let me live my life and enjoy my childhood while i can. i haven't really had a chance to enjoy my life so far, with all the moving and family issues that happened and the responsiblities i got frm it. my younger sister is old enough to look after herself and my youngest sister. i will support her if she needs it. why won't my mother give me some space and share the load i have when it comes to looking after my younger sisters. she wants me to cook and clean which i do but i'm tired. i physically and mentally tired. i have too much in my platter rn but she isn't willing leave me at ease for little bit. i basically do all the chores in the fucking household but she accuses me of doing nothing. i am sensitive, i am hurt but i hold back my tears as much as i can. i'm losing my appetite and crying myself to sleep every night. i hate my fucking life.

 

[izyun]

i really want to lose weight so maybe i could be happier. but its so difficult for me to lose weight, if im not dedicated enough it wont happen and i hate getting told to just lose weight like its as easy as 123. its so annoying when im constantly getting told i need to be put on a diet and then the next day im getting fed exactly what i was told i couldnt eat. i wish i could choose when and what i could eat bc maybe i could be skinny and happy.

 

[NJ_11]

i really want to lose weight so maybe i could be happier. but its so difficult for me to lose weight, if im not dedicated enough it wont happen and i hate getting told to just lose weight like its as easy as 123. its so annoying when im constantly getting told i need to be put on a diet and then the next day im getting fed exactly what i was told i couldnt eat. i wish i could choose when and what i could eat bc maybe i could be skinny and happy.

ignore those ppl and live the way u want, love ur body love ur self

 

[izyun]

ignore those ppl and live the way u want, love ur body love ur self

its kinda hard bc its something im told everyday so its hard not to think about it

 

[NJ_11]

its kinda hard bc its something im told everyday so its hard not to think about it

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, still give it a try, u can ignore ppl if u really try trust me

 

[vampyrxe]

i dont feel good, im too mean. i genuinely think my friends hate me idk maybe i gotta kms

 

[MOON.STRUCK]

i can't stand her. we're best friends? then stop acting like the victim... maybe get it through your head that you can be a real brat. you made it your personal business to make sure i can't change my mind? i can't decide one day i like TXT because THREE years ago i said they were a little girly?? (Dont hate me) i can't like different books just because i took a bit to get into them? and all of a sudden when i'm trying to break this relationship off in the NICEST way possible, you cry and tell everyone how horrible i am. i finally find some new people we can hang out with and suddenly youre whining about how i never hang out with you to them WHILE I'M RIGHT NEXT TO YOU. and then i tell you it's because i'm busy and you look at me like the most braindead idiot you've seen? and then when i'm not busy hell yeah i don't want to hang out with you! maybe stop being annoying and clingy and talking about how much you hate your mom when she's an amazing person and you just are whiny...
you're not five years old - grow the hell up

 

[MOON.STRUCK]

i get you, I say I wanna eat heathier and then I'm getting fed mcdonalds the next day?

i really want to lose weight so maybe i could be happier. but its so difficult for me to lose weight, if im not dedicated enough it wont happen and i hate getting told to just lose weight like its as easy as 123. its so annoying when im constantly getting told i need to be put on a diet and then the next day im getting fed exactly what i was told i couldnt eat. i wish i could choose when and what i could eat bc maybe i could be skinny and happy.

 

[NJ_11]

i can't stand her. we're best friends? then stop acting like the victim... maybe get it through your head that you can be a real brat. you made it your personal business to make sure i can't change my mind? i can't decide one day i like TXT because THREE years ago i said they were a little girly?? (Dont hate me) i can't like different books just because i took a bit to get into them? and all of a sudden when i'm trying to break this relationship off in the NICEST way possible, you cry and tell everyone how horrible i am. i finally find some new people we can hang out with and suddenly youre whining about how i never hang out with you to them WHILE I'M RIGHT NEXT TO YOU. and then i tell you it's because i'm busy and you look at me like the most braindead idiot you've seen? and then when i'm not busy hell yeah i don't want to hang out with you! maybe stop being annoying and clingy and talking about how much you hate your mom when she's an amazing person and you just are whiny...
you're not five years old - grow the hell up

do u need to talk

 

[MOON.STRUCK]

do u need to talk

I complain to my mom everyday so I think I'm good but thanks
I read your post earlier, do you need to talk about your mom or anything else?

 

[NJ_11]

I complain to my mom everyday so I think I'm good but thanks
I read your post earlier, do you need to talk about your mom or anything else?

ok

its alr i'll dm u if i need to but thx

 

[vampyrxe]

idk if i can do this anymore.

 

[izyun]

i genuinely thought today would be a good day. i just want to go back how it used to be. "this is just God's plan" why was his plan to make my life shitty to the point where i can never have a decent day.

 

[Hush Little Baby]

why am i so attracted to you? i don’t even know what i feel towards you anymore. sometimes all i want to hear is your laugh, hear about the stupid things you do and talk to you over the phone. and sometimes i just don’t want to talk to you. you’re so stupid. i thought you’d never talk to me again, but why did you start talking to me again? but then again, you’re so perfect. i have such a soft spot for you, and i hate it. i don’t want to care about you why do you affect me like this? why do i always end up doing this to myself? i wish things would stop being complicated between us. maybe we aren’t even complicated, maybe i’m just overthinking it. i don’t think saying “i love you” is right even if i really do love you. i feel so disgusting for loving you this much. i should find somebody my age. i wish we were around the same age, maybe things would’ve been different. you’re so pretty. so so so pretty. so pretty i can look at you for hours. sometimes i look at myself and just cry. i want to be somebody you want and need. the world is so unfair, why make me think this way? i hate my body, id never want somebody to see something im unhappy about.

 

[Hush Little Baby]

why am i so attracted to you? i don’t even know what i feel towards you anymore. sometimes all i want to hear is your laugh, hear about the stupid things you do and talk to you over the phone. and sometimes i just don’t want to talk to you. you’re so stupid. i thought you’d never talk to me again, but why did you start talking to me again? but then again, you’re so perfect. i have such a soft spot for you, and i hate it. i don’t want to care about you why do you affect me like this? why do i always end up doing this to myself? i wish things would stop being complicated between us. maybe we aren’t even complicated, maybe i’m just overthinking it. i don’t think saying “i love you” is right even if i really do love you. i feel so disgusting for loving you this much. i should find somebody my age. i wish we were around the same age, maybe things would’ve been different. you’re so pretty. so so so pretty. so pretty i can look at you for hours. sometimes i look at myself and just cry. i want to be somebody you want and need. the world is so unfair, why make me think this way? i hate my body, id never want somebody to see something im unhappy about.

i miss what we used to be, but then i had to fuck it up

 

[NJ_11]

why am i so attracted to you? i don’t even know what i feel towards you anymore. sometimes all i want to hear is your laugh, hear about the stupid things you do and talk to you over the phone. and sometimes i just don’t want to talk to you. you’re so stupid. i thought you’d never talk to me again, but why did you start talking to me again? but then again, you’re so perfect. i have such a soft spot for you, and i hate it. i don’t want to care about you why do you affect me like this? why do i always end up doing this to myself? i wish things would stop being complicated between us. maybe we aren’t even complicated, maybe i’m just overthinking it. i don’t think saying “i love you” is right even if i really do love you. i feel so disgusting for loving you this much. i should find somebody my age. i wish we were around the same age, maybe things would’ve been different. you’re so pretty. so so so pretty. so pretty i can look at you for hours. sometimes i look at myself and just cry. i want to be somebody you want and need. the world is so unfair, why make me think this way? i hate my body, id never want somebody to see something im unhappy about.

i miss what we used to be, but then i had to fuck it up

do u need to rant or talk abt it??

 

[Hush Little Baby]

do u need to rant or talk abt it??

i think i’m doing okay for now!

 

[NJ_11]

i think i’m doing okay for now!

ok but if u do need to talk u can dm me