ik nobody ever says anything to you until its an actual problem
like bro
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like this is bs
I genuinely feel so alone and empty, and then I isolate myself which makes me feel so much worse. Whats the point if Im just gonna die? All this hurt, hard work, studying, etc, just to be in a grave by the end of it? Everything is fake I feel. Im so lost
(sorry i had to get this out)
(sorry i had to get this out)
i have bad attachment issues.
i was okay during the summer but idk if its bc-
im thinking im the problem rn because i try to help out around the house but i cant i try to do stuff but my mom says im so slow at doing the stuff she wants me 2 do she could have done it herself.
im thinking im the problem rn because i try to help out around the house but i cant i try to do stuff but my mom says im so slow at doing the stuff she wants me 2 do she could have done it herself.
yk i thought oh my parents like pay more attention to my little brother i thought because he is a baby but then after so many times they did that i realized 9 out of 10 times they will pick him no matter what.
once my dad came home from working out of town i had not seen him in like 1-2 weeks and he literally sent me 2 my room and said not to come out till i eat and then he proceeded to go straight to my brother and said he "missed him so much" when i asked abt me he said "why would i miss you for"? and i just went back to my room and just sat there because i mean i dont care if he misses me because when he leaves out of town i dont miss him and this is like my happiest time i have more room to breath but it just makes me feel a little bad for myself when he says stuff like that.
another time my brother was playing and my dad and mom were watching tv and i came out since i had been in my room all day long and i sat down and they said "why are you sitting down nobody told you that you can watch tv with us and nobody wants you here anyways go back to your room" so i went back and just started crying and i started playing music to try to feel better every time they do stuff like this i try to act like it doesn't hurt my feelings i try to act like everything is okay but in reality its not.
my cousins think im dramatic thats why i only every tell one cousin because she actually comforts me and makes me feel like everything will truly be fine.
once my dad came home from working out of town i had not seen him in like 1-2 weeks and he literally sent me 2 my room and said not to come out till i eat and then he proceeded to go straight to my brother and said he "missed him so much" when i asked abt me he said "why would i miss you for"? and i just went back to my room and just sat there because i mean i dont care if he misses me because when he leaves out of town i dont miss him and this is like my happiest time i have more room to breath but it just makes me feel a little bad for myself when he says stuff like that.
another time my brother was playing and my dad and mom were watching tv and i came out since i had been in my room all day long and i sat down and they said "why are you sitting down nobody told you that you can watch tv with us and nobody wants you here anyways go back to your room" so i went back and just started crying and i started playing music to try to feel better every time they do stuff like this i try to act like it doesn't hurt my feelings i try to act like everything is okay but in reality its not.
my cousins think im dramatic thats why i only every tell one cousin because she actually comforts me and makes me feel like everything will truly be fine.
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tbf high school seems absolutely fun and amazing...
im excited but terrified too....
i want to make friends and get out of my comfort zone but last year i was such a wimp and i believe that's going to happen again....
im excited but terrified too....
i want to make friends and get out of my comfort zone but last year i was such a wimp and i believe that's going to happen again....
high school is fun if you can make friends easily
im here on my third year with the same 2 friends
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yeahh truee, that's nice
I wanna fucking slap this substitute teacher, fucking making fun of autism and everybody is laughing.
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i mean i understand why i cant do tennis but it still makes me upset. i was so excited and now i cant even do it no matter how hard i try. Yes theres always next year but i was so excited over summer for try outs. maybe that was someone telling me to wait til next year. but why. why not this year. :/
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Earlier, I experienced a sawako kinda situation. I was in the bathroom and when I opened the stall, There was a big bunch of girls taking selfies. They were all in my class, Since They were taking photos and talking to each other, I just stood there?? the girl holding the phone noticed and said "You scared me!" and then they left, running out of the bathroom and all started giggling. I was trying so hard not to cry. They all laughed about it in the class too, I'm just now trying to be more self- confident..? But now, Looking back at it, It's okay. As long as I don't think that I'm scary or anything, then it isn't true. They just got startled because they weren't paying attention!
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good to know im not eating today! 
im so tired
why is loving someone so tiring
I js wish he was better at communicating
he doesn't tell me certain things, and then I go and overthink all night
what if he's ignoring me
what if he decided he hates me
what if I annoyed him
what if he'd rather talk to someone else
what if he left me again
him: oh no sorry we js went camping and the internet was rly bad sorry
...
BRO
tell me this shit before I lose my mind even more
why is loving someone so tiring
I js wish he was better at communicating
he doesn't tell me certain things, and then I go and overthink all night
what if he's ignoring me
what if he decided he hates me
what if I annoyed him
what if he'd rather talk to someone else
what if he left me again
him: oh no sorry we js went camping and the internet was rly bad sorry
...
BRO
tell me this shit before I lose my mind even more