❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

ik but sophi might leave too...

tell sophi your worries and how you feel and maybe just maybe she will take that into consideration and maybe she wont leave

 

[itzy?itzy!]

tell sophi your worries and how you feel and maybe just maybe she will take that into consideration and maybe she wont leave

but I have and she says she is fine but ik she isn't

 

[Seogi]

yes i really do im at the edg3

Pm me please.

 

[𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝.𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚘]

sigh.
inhale exhale. easy as that...

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

I have my game in like an hour so i alr have to leave but im so scared what if i suck urghhh curse these damn thoughts

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

i think its my time

 

[iiserene]

i miss him so much.
like i seriously dont think he understands how much i really loved him and just want him to come back.

when we broke up, i knew i wasnt only losing my boyfriend, but my best friend too.

its just insane how easily he could just let me go.

"you deserve better" or "im just not the person you want me to be"
is a sugarcoated way of saying im not worth changing for.

i thought i made him happy.
i thought i made him laugh.
i thought i was worth trying for.

apparently not though.

"my undying love, i hold it like a grudge. and i hear your voice every time that i think im not enough"


i loved him.

 

[Seogi]

Sophi. I said pm me.

i think its my time

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

ok.

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

i cant br3athe please

 

[iiserene]

idrwbha

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

i didnt get in

was it not good enough?
i legit busted my ass off for months and my entire life was wrapped around getting into it again. My video was better, editing was superb just to be told no? "We regret to inform you that our review committee did not select you to attend the program this summer." I LEGIT TRIED MY FUCKING BEST?! i was in an unstable housing situation, literally on the verge of eviction yet that was what kept me going. cause I thought I was gonna get in.

i hate my life
I hate myself

all I did was try my best
this the kind of thanks I get
unrelentlessly upset

 

[iiserene]

pressure
stress
anxiety

its all too much i cant
my social life is falling apart
my home life is getting worse
and everyone is relying on ME to help them
i feel selfish asking for help
but i seriously cannot keep up with all of this anymore

 

[𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝.𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚘]

my mother will not stop.
everything i do is stupid
she likes to be stupid
she thinks its making her seem like a bigger person but she is just full of shit.
i don't wanna hate my mom but i think its too fucking late to forgive her.
I'm so done.

sorry for the rant lovelies </3

anyways on a brighter note:
you are special, you are wonderful and you have a major purpose in this life.
even when it seems hard, don't ever fucking give up okay?
i and so many others love and believe in you 🩷

 

[yizhng]

my mother will not stop.
everything i do is stupid
she likes to be stupid
she thinks its making her seem like a bigger person but she is just full of shit.
i don't wanna hate my mom but i think its too fucking late to forgive her.
I'm so done.

sorry for the rant lovelies </3

anyways on a brighter note:
you are special, you are wonderful and you have a major purpose in this life.
even when it seems hard, don't ever fucking give up okay?
i and so many others love and believe in you 🩷

SO REAL.
i really needed that..

 

[yizhng]

sigh i have so many sports going on, i be so tired.

 

[kirby]

oh how i love relapsing!

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

Am I enough? Am I worth all the love they give me? Am I worth it?

I am not...

But how can I tell them?

I hate all of the attention....but I love it at the same time...

I love relapsing....

I was 2 1/2 months clean...

Fuck....

Can I just die?

 

[itzy?itzy!]

I try to stop hurting myself but I can't do anything to stop myself

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

i have mental disorders

i finally know a little of what's wrong with me

I cant believe I'm defective like why cant I be normal?