❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

no one loves me irl

Sometimes ppl have funny ways of showing their love <3

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Sometimes ppl have funny ways of showing their love <3

by bullying me?

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

by bullying me?

Yes ! literally yes !
thats how i show my cousins love cause i dont like express my emotions with them its hard for me to do that so i express it that way.

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Yes ! literally yes !
thats how i show my cousins love cause i dont like express my emotions with them its hard for me to do that so i express it that way.

every single person at the school does tho

except for bella

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

every single person at the school does tho

except for bella

Forget school members your true friends will come you just have to wait

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Forget school members your true friends will come you just have to wait

yeah ig so

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

yeah ig so

Yes when god see's its the right time they will come into ur life <3

All good things are worth the wait right?

 

[itzy?itzy!]

yeah

Yes when god see's its the right time they will come into ur life <3

All good things are worth the wait right?

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

she wants to flirt with my boyfriend (soon-to-be) but I can't hang around hers as a friend
that's bullshit
"I don'tn fucking like him" Then why are you so touchy touchy with him, and skips your classes just to be with him
like wtf?
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The voices are back..yay..!
It's been, I wanna say.. 2 1/2 months since they last were back
I've been clean for 2 1/2 months, hopefully it's keep going up
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I hate school, but I love it at the same time

 

[iiserene]

im so drained
i hate school
i just want it to be summer so I don't have to come here anymore

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

i feel like my ty!ng is not enough

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

maybe if i was g0ne then they notice

 

[Seogi]

She makes me feel so happy that I stopped feeling suicidal.

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

im unheard again

 

[qwerty_forced to be here]

god I can't believe how they could be depressed and sad when they have each other.
i don't even know anymore if I'm apart of the friend group anymore.
they don't talk to me
not much anymore
not like they used to
not even her
not even the one that said she would be there for me.
maybe things will change by lunch
maybe they'll start talking again
have I gotten boring?
is my time done?
who else do I go to?
i want to be alone but not like this
i need someone who isn't family
who is my friend
who wont leave me
or say "sorry abt that I'll try better next time"
and doesn't seem to try to be a better friend
to include me more
ik I'm not super talkative all the time but I swear I can try and talk to you
i say the wrong stuff lol
maybe its just me
maybe they talk to me all the time and I just don't notice bc I don't talk that much anymore
but if that is the case than don't my feelings still matter?
dosent that mean that something needs to change?
with them?
with me?
with who?
im confused
i want to be alone but I want friends
dose that make sense?
i want attention but not that much attention
dose that make sense?
i think its me
i think I'm the one in fault here lol
its my fault again
im just not talking again
once again its my fault
how could it be someone else's?

talked to them Abt it
well talked to my bestie Abt it and
i just cant w/ them anymore
no longer
there is one person in that whole friend group that I would still be friends w/
im scared that she ( leader of the friend group ) is gonna take back the other two that feel the same ( besides my bestie )
i don't want to be left out of this group anymore
im gonna be left out even if I do leave
idk what else to say :/

 

[itzy?itzy!]

i feel like my ty!ng is not enough

sophi...

don't do it
please

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

sophi...

don't do it
please

its been done but not all the way

 

[S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫]

im unheard

 

[itzy?itzy!]

im unheard

stop, please sophi
ily <333

 

[iiserene]

idew him back in a romantic way anymore
I js want my best friend back..