❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

Okay okay okay breath breath breath

 

[itzy?itzy!]

nothing : (

my computer is bout to die urghhh if i dont reply it died

aww ok

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

yeah sorry

 

[itzy?itzy!]

is she ok?

I think my mind is winning in this situation and if I am not here and bella (ChaerBear) says something, don't worry about me

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

what?????

is she ok?

I think my mind is winning in this situation and if I am not here and bella (ChaerBear) says something, don't worry about me

 

[itzy?itzy!]

what?????

nothing just some stuff

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

nothing just some stuff

Sigh
Brie idk what ur gonna do but i have a bad feeling so before you take wtv ur gonna do ANY farther just know i love you i felt safe with you i enjoyed everything i dont want anything bad to happen to you dont do this pls dont.

 

[iiserene]

it hurts

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

He told me he'll be there for me
He cared for me
He talked to me all 2nd period
He held my hand
He laughed with me
He smiled at me
He flirted with me
He let me sleep on his arm
He let trace his tattoos
He let me love him
He listened to me
----
But now?
He wont even look at me/talk to me
He moved on
I did too (or did I?)
I miss him
I miss his smile
I miss his laugh
I miss his flirting
--
How did this happen?

 

[qwerty_forced to be here]

god I can't believe how they could be depressed and sad when they have each other.
i don't even know anymore if I'm apart of the friend group anymore.
they don't talk to me
not much anymore
not like they used to
not even her
not even the one that said she would be there for me.
maybe things will change by lunch
maybe they'll start talking again
have I gotten boring?
is my time done?
who else do I go to?
i want to be alone but not like this
i need someone who isn't family
who is my friend
who wont leave me
or say "sorry abt that I'll try better next time"
and doesn't seem to try to be a better friend
to include me more
ik I'm not super talkative all the time but I swear I can try and talk to you
i say the wrong stuff lol
maybe its just me
maybe they talk to me all the time and I just don't notice bc I don't talk that much anymore
but if that is the case than don't my feelings still matter?
dosent that mean that something needs to change?
with them?
with me?
with who?
im confused
i want to be alone but I want friends
dose that make sense?
i want attention but not that much attention
dose that make sense?
i think its me
i think I'm the one in fault here lol
its my fault again
im just not talking again
once again its my fault
how could it be someone else's?

 

[itzy?itzy!]

I am so done
a 78 for a rehearsal grade?
really?
If I told you what happened you still wouldn't understand
I turned my shit in two weeks ago
I still have a 61
this dumbass school
I am sone done
you need my work that I don't even have complete?
grade my other fucking work that I turned in two weeks ago
I am done
so fucking done
none of my teachers listen to me
they think I am so happy
why am I such a fatass
the only people who worries about me are sophi and ali
so even if sophi doesn't see this
I have to tell you both that i am sorry
and if I don't come back after summer
just...move on
please
I know I promised that I wouldn't do it
I know you will be able to find somebody else
someone who is better than me

@~sunlxght~
@S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

I am so done
a 78 for a rehearsal grade?
really?
If I told you what happened you still wouldn't understand
I turned my shit in two weeks ago
I still have a 61
this dumbass school
I am sone done
you need my work that I don't even have complete?
grade my other fucking work that I turned in two weeks ago
I am done
so fucking done
none of my teachers listen to me
they think I am so happy
why am I such a fatass
the only people who worries about me are sophi and ali
so even if sophi doesn't see this
I have to tell you both that i am sorry
and if I don't come back after summer
just...move on
please
I know I promised that I wouldn't do it
I know you will be able to find somebody else
someone who is better than me

@~sunlxght~
@S𝝤𝝦𝝜𝝞✫

nO no no i wont to find somebody better and i dont want anybody else i want you.
come one you got to make it!!
ik we wont talk the whole summer but i will be waiting for you when the summer is over okay

 

[𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝.𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚘]

ugh....
my head hurts
i hate this goddamn job

 

[itzy?itzy!]

nO no no i wont to find somebody better and i dont want anybody else i want you.
come one you got to make it!!
ik we wont talk the whole summer but i will be waiting for you when the summer is over okay

i can't, I really can't

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

i can't, I really can't

im sorry
i-i -i wish i could help u

 

[itzy?itzy!]

im sorry
i-i -i wish i could help u

it is fine

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

it is fine

Its not fine bc i may lose you and i cant do a damn thing abt it.

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Its not fine bc i may lose you and i cant do a damn thing abt it.

it is fine
it really is
it isn't like anybody irl will care

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

it is fine
it really is
it isn't like anybody irl will care

yes im sure
nobody know how much they care and love that person until they lose that person i speak from experience.
think abt how you will affect the ppl who love you.

 

[itzy?itzy!]

no one loves me irl

yes im sure
nobody know how much they care and love that person until they lose that person i speak from experience.
think abt how you will affect the ppl who love you.