❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[iiserene]

holy im so happy for her
shes finally decided shes gonna end it with him on Monday
she deserved so much better

an issue tho
hes best friends with my crush
and if they break up
my crush likely wont ever talk to me again

and I don't wanna tell her that
since I want her to be happy
and I want her in a good, healthy relationship

so I'm not
her breaking up with him is more important than my crush anyways
he doesn't even like me back so it doesn't matter

 

[BButterflies]

I should keep my mouth shut.

 

[vampyrxe]

I'm always forgotten.

 

[iiserene]

getting too excited over smth i shouldnt be

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I love him. But I feel terrible, I feel as if he doesn't give a shit or two. I just don't know. What if he doesn't want anything 2 do with me in general, How is he so nice? Why would you be nice to me? What for?

I want to Make his Day better everyday..

I guess this is all my fault, But there's no GOING back now..

I have to ASK him out.

 

[galaxies]

my leg and my collarbone hurts sm.
i hate having jaw problems sm
ik i probably only have like 3 months left of it until i can try and correct it but still
some days it's too much
at least i have pain medicine

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

Cause' It's YOUR TURN NOW!

NOW YOU SUCK!

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

My sister just got mad at me for fucking getting her the "Wrong toilet paper." Even though I got it from my dad's bathroom, According to her stuckup fucking slutty being. I got her the wrong one and she yelled at me. She's so fucking ungrateful, I didn't know she even had that kind of thing where it's "Right" Or "Wrong".. What the actual fuck?!

I know I have anger issues, But this is outright stupid and disgusting. I almost started crying over this too, She needs to fucking change herself up, Because Nobody will like her if I had a video of that. Also, Nobody will ever like/love her if she keeps her slutty fucking bitchass self. I don't get how people Compare me to her, Like as if she's a Saint?! Nobody's perfect and people need to mature up when they act like somebody is. I'm not a saint, Nor is my sister. Thing is, So then why Do people compare me??

Because we're twins. I'm mentally unstable. She's a fucking ****. That's why, She'll probably understand soon.

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

My sister just got mad at me for fucking getting her the "Wrong toilet paper." Even though I got it from my dad's bathroom, According to her stuckup fucking slutty being. I got her the wrong one and she yelled at me. She's so fucking ungrateful, I didn't know she even had that kind of thing where it's "Right" Or "Wrong".. What the actual fuck?!

I know I have anger issues, But this is outright stupid and disgusting. I almost started crying over this too, She needs to fucking change herself up, Because Nobody will like her if I had a video of that. Also, Nobody will ever like/love her if she keeps her slutty fucking bitchass self. I don't get how people Compare me to her, Like as if she's a Saint?! Nobody's perfect and people need to mature up when they act like somebody is. I'm not a saint, Nor is my sister. Thing is, So then why Do people compare me??

Because we're twins. I'm mentally unstable. She's a fucking ****. That's why, She'll probably understand soon.

and, there's different definitions of "perfect", Ex :

"He's so hot, He's practically perfect!" Like yk, Crush things <3

"You need to be PERFECT." ugly things.

"I need to be a PERFECT student/Daughter/Son, Or else they'll fucking hit me."

At this point. I'm fucking done.

 

[iiserene]

hes got me kicking my feet and giggling while texting him
even if his responses are dry
and on Monday he likely wont ever talk to me again <3
he just doesn't know it yet
I'm wondering if i make a move before it happens he will still acknowledge me

 

[vampyrxe]

Im actually gonna cry. I don't know how much longer I can take this.

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

"remember how they treated you! Nobody likes you! Not even your big fat crush.."
those are my thoughts rn..
I hate myself..

Why can't I be loved like I was back then..

I wanna cry.

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

"remember how they treated you! Nobody likes you! Not even your big fat crush.."
those are my thoughts rn..
I hate myself..

Why can't I be loved like I was back then..

I wanna cry.

: "Your so fucking dumb! You let them treat you like shit. All of them! We were supposed to feel better.."
♥: "But we were just being quiet.. How could've that Hurt us..? I don't understand, We were just a Quiet person.."
: "And that's what got us hurt, you stupid shit. You'll Never be like Your sister.."
♥: " But I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried! I tried my best to keep us from bawling our eyes out! You don't understand.. All I want is to FEEL alright!"

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

what the fuck is going on?!
she Asked me, what have I become??

and i'm looking at her like I know this ONE.

I'm faded.

Daddy, I think I made it!

FUCK BEING UNDERRATED, I WANNA HAVE EVERYTHING THEY DID.

Healthy relationships, Love, Lots more friends, Nobody judging me, Being liked, FAME.

What ya' lookin' at baby, IS A MOTHER FUCKING LEGEND IN THE MAKING!

"Hey vicky.. * mean smirk*"

FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE I'LL BE THERE!

I;LL BE STUCK IN THE ROOTS OF YOUR HAIR.

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

Me/My brain: maybe it's time to move on
My heart: You/we/I still love her
Me/My brain: No, we/i/you don't
My heart: Yes we do
Me/My brain: Stfu
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it's funny how i'll send you tiktok telling how i feel, but she doesn't say anything about 'em, i mean yea, she'll comment about them..but..
I got jealous bc someone likes/liked her...
why am i like this?
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I fucking Cried on a special day bc of my parents

 

[vampyrxe]

tw
why do 14-16 yr olds think its cool to get drunk. ur literally ruining ur brain. so stupid

 

[1fool4you]

parents took my phone because "my grades are dropping" and "i need to fix my attitude"
first of all, youre acting like school should be easy for me. im taking all honors classes this year compared to last year, so of fucking course the classes are gonna challenge me. oh, and those "dropping grades?" ITS A COUPLE OF Bs. and theres a bunch of assignments for those classes that can bump up my grade anyways so like there was no reason to???

oh, and that attitude of mine? its only because im so fed up w their bullshit. istg they're only mad at me cause ive grown up and actually acted lke a teenage girl instead of still being that little kid who would follow them mindlessly. and theyre acting like i wont be mad at them for this

im sorry im not perfect. im sorry ill never be good enough for you. but taking away my phone isnt gonna solve all my problems. istg im just gonna close myself off like i always do. and of course theyre mad at me when i literally havent done anything wrong.

 

[1fool4you]

parents took my phone because "my grades are dropping" and "i need to fix my attitude"
first of all, youre acting like school should be easy for me. im taking all honors classes this year compared to last year, so of fucking course the classes are gonna challenge me. oh, and those "dropping grades?" ITS A COUPLE OF Bs. and theres a bunch of assignments for those classes that can bump up my grade anyways so like there was no reason to???

oh, and that attitude of mine? its only because im so fed up w their bullshit. istg they're only mad at me cause ive grown up and actually acted lke a teenage girl instead of still being that little kid who would follow them mindlessly. and theyre acting like i wont be mad at them for this

im sorry im not perfect. im sorry ill never be good enough for you. but taking away my phone isnt gonna solve all my problems. istg im just gonna close myself off like i always do. and of course theyre mad at me when i literally havent done anything wrong.

wtv. im prolly wrong, and just salty.

 

[galaxies]

everyone is getting sick...
and i'm feeling a little sick too
i don't want to be sick at christmas

 

[iiserene]

wtv. im prolly wrong, and just salty.

ur not wrong and i feel u
my parents get mad at me if I have an 89% in my classes
its bc my brother is in AT math (which is like for smart kids ig) so they always compare him to me
it sucks and I'm sorry