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[fishstiks__]

Spoiler: uh oh spe yk what i cant spell so 🍝 also tw

hm. anyways i cut my thigh yesterday but i dont remember why or anything :^ i also haven't slept a lot recently and now i have mounds of homework to do. it's only week 1 and i'm already failing again. i also feel bad because i haven't had time to stan too many new groups and people will think i don't actually like kpop or if i stan a new group that i'm talking about them too much. in other news i have a dino so thats nice

gimmie ur homework ma'am i'll help you
also bish wtf you dont need to prove that you have to stan kpop to anyone as long as you like it
you dont have to stress yourself out for other people take a lil bit of time out of your day to worry about yourself k luv

 

[fishstiks__]

is your razor outside of your room? if so, you could try locking yourself in your room before you go to sleep- your sleeping-self probably wont' be able to unlock the door but idk-

ma'am i dont even have a dOor but its in this basket with my stuff on my desk

 

[kokomi]

gimmie ur homework ma'am i'll help you
also bish wtf you dont need to prove that you have to stan kpop to anyone as long as you like it
you dont have to stress yourself out for other people take a lil bit of time out of your day to worry about yourself k luv

it's alright i'll get it done ^^ and ty! just something i think about because everyone else here talks about their idols and mvs, etc. but yk i haven't lately

 

[risa❀은혜]

ma'am i dont even have a dOor but its in this basket with my stuff on my desk

can you try to put it in a different room?

 

[fishstiks__]

it's alright i'll get it done ^^ and ty! just something i think about because everyone else here talks about their idols and mvs, etc. but yk i haven't lately

dont worry about it really im like 100000000000000 comebacks behind your fIne

can you try to put it in a different room?

no my familiy hates me ;-; i have no privacy and they raid my stuff all the time

 

[kokomi]

dont worry about it really im like 100000000000000 comebacks behind your fIne

ty :>

 

[risa❀은혜]

no my familiy hates me ;-; i have no privacy and they raid my stuff all the time

That's sad- can you put it into some sort of box or drawer? something?

 

[fishstiks__]

That's sad- can you put it into some sort of box or drawer? something?

i'll try but like... everything is so close to my bed but i'll tell y'all how it goes

 

[risa❀은혜]

i'll try but like... everything is so close to my bed but i'll tell y'all how it goes

I hope it goes well ;-;

 

[fishstiks__]

I hope it goes well ;-;

thanks ;-;

 

[kokomi]

Spoiler: uh oh spe yk what i cant spell so 🍝 also tw

hm. anyways i cut my thigh yesterday but i dont remember why or anything :^ i also haven't slept a lot recently and now i have mounds of homework to do. it's only week 1 and i'm already failing again. i also feel bad because i haven't had time to stan too many new groups and people will think i don't actually like kpop or if i stan a new group that i'm talking about them too much. in other news i have a dino so thats nice

Spoiler: part 2

sometimes the yelling gets to be too much too. its all yelling. everybody yells at each other all the time. i can't even enjoy anything anymore. i have contemplated a lot of things. some of which i woudl probably regret but its the same thing everyday. it never ends. i've been hoping for 3 years. and it's still gone to shit. i feel like i rant too much. like i should keep this to myself and suck it up. because other people have it worse and could care less about my problems. if anything it's out of pity. they pity me. they couldn't care less tho

 

[kokomi]

Spoiler: part 2

sometimes the yelling gets to be too much too. its all yelling. everybody yells at each other all the time. i can't even enjoy anything anymore. i have contemplated a lot of things. some of which i woudl probably regret but its the same thing everyday. it never ends. i've been hoping for 3 years. and it's still gone to shit. i feel like i rant too much. like i should keep this to myself and suck it up. because other people have it worse and could care less about my problems. if anything it's out of pity. they pity me. they couldn't care less tho

Spoiler: sorry i'm tlalking too much

it's my fault tho huh. if i didn't have anxiety, if i didn't accept him, if i could have prevented my mom from getting pregnant, if i could actually do work, maybe things would be better. sorry i ranted. i didn't mean to. but i wanted to feel some sort of relief

 

[LostInTheDream]

Well.

Spoiler

Spoiler: Yeah

it wasn't a prank. But idk if he's lying or not.

Do you trust him?

 

[LostInTheDream]

Spoiler: uh oh spe yk what i cant spell so 🍝 also tw

hm. anyways i cut my thigh yesterday but i dont remember why or anything :^ i also haven't slept a lot recently and now i have mounds of homework to do. it's only week 1 and i'm already failing again. i also feel bad because i haven't had time to stan too many new groups and people will think i don't actually like kpop or if i stan a new group that i'm talking about them too much. in other news i have a dino so thats nice

TW
Please don't cut yourself. I also used to do it on my thigh and I regret it so much. It's been years but they are still ugly as ever. Try getting some sleep, it might help you focus on school and better your mental state. And like you said, it's only week 1. You have plenty of time left.
Also, you don't need to constantly stan new groups if you don't want to. It doesn't make you any worse of a stan if you only like 1 or 2 different groups.
Stay safe please!

 

[LostInTheDream]

Do you trust him?

I guess this doesn't apply anymore, Nevermind

 

[Lee Rang •ㅅ•]

I usually don't rant but I have nowhere else to go

Spoiler: Tw

Well, You see. I've never gotten any help, so I can't say if or what I have wrong with me. But I show signs of BPD1. I'll be so excited and energetic one minute and down to my lowest the next. My parents are both off for two weeks and now I can't do the things I normally do when my energy spikes or when I get sad again. My parents don't like me, Everyone at school says I'm mean and deserve everything. I'm stuck in my own head and i'm not sure what to do. I don't want to go back to the old me I was that wasn't even trying to hold on, But i'm not sure...My mom hasn't talked to me and been sincerely nice since before I can remember, But I can't really remember much so for all I know that could have been a year ago. I feel horrible, and I am horrible. I don't know where I can go from here so I'll stop being annoying.

 

[LostInTheDream]

I usually don't rant but I have nowhere else to go

Spoiler: Tw

Well, You see. I've never gotten any help, so I can't say if or what I have wrong with me. But I show signs of BPD1. I'll be so excited and energetic one minute and down to my lowest the next. My parents are both off for two weeks and now I can't do the things I normally do when my energy spikes or when I get sad again. My parents don't like me, Everyone at school says I'm mean and deserve everything. I'm stuck in my own head and i'm not sure what to do. I don't want to go back to the old me I was that wasn't even trying to hold on, But i'm not sure...My mom hasn't talked to me and been sincerely nice since before I can remember, But I can't really remember much so for all I know that could have been a year ago. I feel horrible, and I am horrible. I don't know where I can go from here so I'll stop being annoying.

TW
You could have BPD1, and I hope you can see a professional. I also have it and I went through a lot of shit before I got the right help. I'm not sure if this is helpful, but here's a bit of info about BPD1 from someone who has it: For you to have BPD1 your episodes of mania and depression would need to last for quite a bit. It's not just like a switch is flicked every hour or so. Manic episodes should feel like you have a ton of energy but it kinda feels like everything is heightened and you need to crawl out of your skin. Like it feels like my body is buzzing. I also talk a lot and constantly switch topics and interrupt. Basically vocal diarrhea. Luckily I haven't had a manic episode in years. Whether or not you are having these symptoms or not I hope you can get some help.
And if it means anything to you, I like you. I think you are both a fun and pleasant person to be around. I wish I could get to know you better (aka please be my friend).
You are neither horrible or annoying. You are wonderful and precious.
Sorry for the weird ramble. It makes me feel good I guess when I get to meet people who have/could have BPD1 also. Just cause it can be so isolating.

 

[Lee Rang •ㅅ•]

TW
You could have BPD1, and I hope you can see a professional. I also have it and I went through a lot of shit before I got the right help. I'm not sure if this is helpful, but here's a bit of info about BPD1 from someone who has it: For you to have BPD1 your episodes of mania and depression would need to last for quite a bit. It's not just like a switch is flicked every hour or so. Manic episodes should feel like you have a ton of energy but it kinda feels like everything is heightened and you need to crawl out of your skin. Like it feels like my body is buzzing. I also talk a lot and constantly switch topics and interrupt. Basically vocal diarrhea. Luckily I haven't had a manic episode in years. Whether or not you are having these symptoms or not I hope you can get some help.
And if it means anything to you, I like you. I think you are both a fun and pleasant person to be around. I wish I could get to know you better (aka please be my friend).
You are neither horrible or annoying. You are wonderful and precious.
Sorry for the weird ramble. It makes me feel good I guess when I get to meet people who have/could have BPD1 also. Just cause it can be so isolating.

Its not every hour, It will last a long time, But when it does change it changes fast

 

[LostInTheDream]

Its not every hour, It will last a long time, But when it does change it changes fast

I hope you can get help. It sounds like you're rapid cycling and that can be really difficult to come out of.

 

[saaylhy]

Spoiler: __

okay. If you've been following my story, I'm REALLY disappointed. I had ONLY ONE friend in my class. AND AS BY CHANCE, when I change schools, she gives me a fit. 'Why?' 'How long have you known that?' BUT B!SH LOL
Since that, she hasn't sent me any more messages since January 13th.
And, when I do whatsapp statuses, she looks at them. And I'm afraid she's become friends with my former stalkers, and they're spying on me. Nothing is certain. Even my friend who loves kpop abandoned me, I'm afraid something might have happened. So I didn't have any friends in that school; I was alone.I'm afraid .

Spoiler: warning: violence.

EDIT:my old bff sent me a message. She said to me 'I spoke to the delegate about the problem. He went to see them, and they [the stalkers] started to beat him, hit him, beat him.
... why?..

okay.I think I'm going to forget all this, because it really pissed me off.