Can you stop sort of spamming-
i'm still gonna do those paragraphs.fine.
same and I gotta give the laptop back to dra bc he wants to talk to @1fool4youim finna break my fingers typing these paragraphs.
think abt uhhh--- plushies.Anyways I just got covid and i feel very badThese bad thoughts keep on coming into my mind
idk how to deal w it-
damn...same tbh..the bad thoughtsAnyways I just got covid and i feel very badThese bad thoughts keep on coming into my mind
idk how to deal w it-
It’s just annoying cause if it’s anyone else struggling with something (my brother’s girlfriend for example) suddenly mental illnesses exists in her eyes but when it comes to me, I’m just trying to get attention and trying to “act like a teenager”That sounds really serious and it is. I can't imagine what it's like but you're an amazing person for being able to make it through still and I'd say you deserve an award for being the best! I very much care what happens to you and this happening to you is very concerning. Tbh, the fact your mom won't listen makes me so mad. There's a lot to look forward to in life but it's probably not looking super bright right now. I'm not amazing with words but I don't want you to leave but my opinion won't change much. Just know that you do have people that are here and love you.
I wouldI wanna vent but- nobody sees it--
ik thatI would
so, vent to me then babyik that
sure..so, vent to me then baby
oksure..
We twins for reali’ve built up such an emotional wall over the yrs to the point where i can walk around anywhere without a care in the world, knowing that within one singular moment it all could come crashing down. it’s gotten to the point where i’ve cried for hrs just scared to let anyone see me without my ‘tough’ look on. that’s part of the reason why i act like this on here, bc irl im busy forcing everyone out so i wont be hurt like that again.
Double standards exist and it's scary. I'm sorry if this is harsh but that's no mother. Hopefully, you can live a good life or at least a decent one, free from the bad household ❤It’s just annoying cause if it’s anyone else struggling with something (my brother’s girlfriend for example) suddenly mental illnesses exists in her eyes but when it comes to me, I’m just trying to get attention and trying to “act like a teenager”![]()
One day. Thank you GraceDouble standards exist and it's scary. I'm sorry if this is harsh but that's no mother. Hopefully, you can live a good life or at least a decent one, free from the bad household ❤
That one day will come ^^ No problem <3One day. Thank you Grace![]()
feeling left out and excluded once againnothing new, nothing special
its ok though. its what i get for self-isolating too much.
fuck, ik its just another episode of depression and ill be fine tmr, but dang. it hurts so bad