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[K-fan_2003]

im here b <3

Thanks you i will message you if it went burden you?

 

[K-fan_2003]

Dani you know you can always come to me you know I no judge you and you won't anger me.


I'm not creeping I go on here sometime to try to help people

I will message you

 

[lynch.]

Thank you...i will message you too

no problem <3

 

[boo]

I feel so disturbed right now. My dog recently died and had disappeared during a winter storm. Today, we finally found his body, which was frozen. He hasn’t started decaying and we’re planning on burying or burning his body, but after seeing his body, I can’t stop thinking about it.

Spoiler: Details

He was getting old so at first this didn’t have an effect on me because we all expected it, but when I saw his body his eyes were open. Obviously they looked dead and hollow, but idk how to explain it. I wish my last memory of him was when he was alive, not being frozen with his eyes open. I feel so guilty about it too. We tried to bring him in but he had a fear of indoor spaces and would flip out so we let him be. Ive been stressed with school lately and just been coming home and passing out, so I never really pet him for the last two weeks. But that day he went missing, I made dog treats for him but he never showed up. My mom said he died from a heart attack, which I think was to ease my worries about him freezing to death, but it’s obvious it wasn’t a heart attack. I just feel so guilty about it and want to pet him one last time, but I cant look at the body because it’s so disturbing to see. I’m going in circles about what I’m saying. Basically, I wish I never saw his body and regret not spending more time with him these past twos weeks. He was older than 15 so we knew he was gonna die sometime, so it’s not that I’m shocked. It’s that he died in a way I don’t want anything to die like, and I feel even more bad about it because I saw his eyes were open

 

[LostInTheDream]

I feel so disturbed right now. My dog recently died and had disappeared during a winter storm. Today, we finally found his body, which was frozen. He hasn’t started decaying and we’re planning on burying or burning his body, but after seeing his body, I can’t stop thinking about it.

Spoiler: Details

He was getting old so at first this didn’t have an effect on me because we all expected it, but when I saw his body his eyes were open. Obviously they looked dead and hollow, but idk how to explain it. I wish my last memory of him was when he was alive, not being frozen with his eyes open. I feel so guilty about it too. We tried to bring him in but he had a fear of indoor spaces and would flip out so we let him be. Ive been stressed with school lately and just been coming home and passing out, so I never really pet him for the last two weeks. But that day he went missing, I made dog treats for him but he never showed up. My mom said he died from a heart attack, which I think was to ease my worries about him freezing to death, but it’s obvious it wasn’t a heart attack. I just feel so guilty about it and want to pet him one last time, but I cant look at the body because it’s so disturbing to see. I’m going in circles about what I’m saying. Basically, I wish I never saw his body and regret not spending more time with him these past twos weeks. He was older than 15 so we knew he was gonna die sometime, so it’s not that I’m shocked. It’s that he died in a way I don’t want anything to die like, and I feel even more bad about it because I saw his eyes were open

I'm so sorry for your loss
I hope you can remember him during the happier moments of your time together and not his last.

 

[Leelu-Is-Dead]

YES! I will stream your debut (becaause you will) all day and night

where can I find this application? or when is it? it's my dream to sing and perform, and I want this so bad.

 

[LostInTheDream]

where can I find this application? or when is it? it's my dream to sing and perform, and I want this so bad.

this user is no longer active

 

[Leelu-Is-Dead]

this user is no longer active

oh. sorry.

 

[woosungsrose]

I feel so disturbed right now. My dog recently died and had disappeared during a winter storm. Today, we finally found his body, which was frozen. He hasn’t started decaying and we’re planning on burying or burning his body, but after seeing his body, I can’t stop thinking about it.

Spoiler: Details

He was getting old so at first this didn’t have an effect on me because we all expected it, but when I saw his body his eyes were open. Obviously they looked dead and hollow, but idk how to explain it. I wish my last memory of him was when he was alive, not being frozen with his eyes open. I feel so guilty about it too. We tried to bring him in but he had a fear of indoor spaces and would flip out so we let him be. Ive been stressed with school lately and just been coming home and passing out, so I never really pet him for the last two weeks. But that day he went missing, I made dog treats for him but he never showed up. My mom said he died from a heart attack, which I think was to ease my worries about him freezing to death, but it’s obvious it wasn’t a heart attack. I just feel so guilty about it and want to pet him one last time, but I cant look at the body because it’s so disturbing to see. I’m going in circles about what I’m saying. Basically, I wish I never saw his body and regret not spending more time with him these past twos weeks. He was older than 15 so we knew he was gonna die sometime, so it’s not that I’m shocked. It’s that he died in a way I don’t want anything to die like, and I feel even more bad about it because I saw his eyes were open

im so sorry. i know what it is like loosing a pet.

 

[Leelu-Is-Dead]

TW : Sexual Assault, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Depression, Self Harm, *******, Derealization

I was assaulted and almost raped when I was 12. He was 16. He told me he loved me. That I was pretty. I lied. I told him I loved him back. He terrified me. He told me he would kill me if I didn't let him touch me I would die. He lied so many times. He could come back any moment know. I live in fear knowing that any day now he could snatch me up from my room and touch me again.
I can't breathe. Everything hurts. The voices are back but who cares? WHO FUCKING CARES?! But I get to be told I'm a liar and I just have anxiety and panic attacks for attention or validation. YEAH YOU CAUGHT ME DAD I'VE BEEN FAKING IT SINCE I WAS SEVEN JUST MESSING AROUND GOOD JOB YOU CAUGHT ME. I can't sleep. I've gained 30 pounds so I'm not going to eat anymore. My body doesn't mean anything to me anymore. The cuts on my arm don't matter to me anymore. It's only pain so who CARES? This body is just a bunch of atoms. its not really me. Am I real? I can feel, but that's just my body feeling that. My mind is somewhere else just puppeteering this 200 pound mass of hideous flesh. I just want to release myself from this body forever. And then I will be free. Getting up in the morning knowing everything will be the same is excruciating. I don't want to move or do anything. Nothing makes me happy except talking to my friends, but my parents won't let me do that either. LIKE I JUST CAN'T HAVE THAT ONE THING. Congrats to my parents for not letting me be a boy either. "Its just a device to cope with your mental illness" sounds more like "WE THINK YOU ARE CRAZY AND DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT WE DON'T CARE WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY" I feel so dysphoric I just want to rip my hair out and cut my tits off. I don't care how bad it hurts. I don't care. The only escape is death. I can't do this. I can't breathe. I'm a fucking coward. I need to grow some fucking balls and just run away. I don't care what happens to me. Everyone comes to me to fix their problems bUT THE VERY FUCKING INSTANT I SAY ANYTHING I'M JUST AN ATTENTION SEEKER. I'm so tired. No one truly cares and it's sad. I'm sad.

 

[K-fan_2003]

this user is no longer active

Wait Mia left??

 

[K-fan_2003]

TW : Sexual Assault, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Depression, Self Harm, *******, Derealization

I was assaulted and almost raped when I was 12. He was 16. He told me he loved me. That I was pretty. I lied. I told him I loved him back. He terrified me. He told me he would kill me if I didn't let him touch me I would die. He lied so many times. He could come back any moment know. I live in fear knowing that any day now he could snatch me up from my room and touch me again.
I can't breathe. Everything hurts. The voices are back but who cares? WHO FUCKING CARES?! But I get to be told I'm a liar and I just have anxiety and panic attacks for attention or validation. YEAH YOU CAUGHT ME DAD I'VE BEEN FAKING IT SINCE I WAS SEVEN JUST MESSING AROUND GOOD JOB YOU CAUGHT ME. I can't sleep. I've gained 30 pounds so I'm not going to eat anymore. My body doesn't mean anything to me anymore. The cuts on my arm don't matter to me anymore. It's only pain so who CARES? This body is just a bunch of atoms. its not really me. Am I real? I can feel, but that's just my body feeling that. My mind is somewhere else just puppeteering this 200 pound mass of hideous flesh. I just want to release myself from this body forever. And then I will be free. Getting up in the morning knowing everything will be the same is excruciating. I don't want to move or do anything. Nothing makes me happy except talking to my friends, but my parents won't let me do that either. LIKE I JUST CAN'T HAVE THAT ONE THING. Congrats to my parents for not letting me be a boy either. "Its just a device to cope with your mental illness" sounds more like "WE THINK YOU ARE CRAZY AND DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT WE DON'T CARE WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY" I feel so dysphoric I just want to rip my hair out and cut my tits off. I don't care how bad it hurts. I don't care. The only escape is death. I can't do this. I can't breathe. I'm a fucking coward. I need to grow some fucking balls and just run away. I don't care what happens to me. Everyone comes to me to fix their problems bUT THE VERY FUCKING INSTANT I SAY ANYTHING I'M JUST AN ATTENTION SEEKER. I'm so tired. No one truly cares and it's sad. I'm sad.

I am here and if you need talk i will listen, i am so sorry for your past and the way people treat you . Your not a coward, your not an attention seeker,

I care, we may not know each other well but i care. I TRULY 100% CARE.
Like i said if you need to talk, if you just need to vent, to yell anything come talk to me, i am always here.

 

[Leelu-Is-Dead]

I am here and if you need talk i will listen, i am so sorry for your past and the way people treat you . Your not a coward, your not an attention seeker,

I care, we may not know each other well but i care. I TRULY 100% CARE.
Like i said if you need to talk, if you just need to vent, to yell anything come talk to me, i am always here.

I-
ILY

 

[K-fan_2003]

I-
ILY

ILY2

 

[saaylhy]

I feel so disturbed right now. My dog recently died and had disappeared during a winter storm. Today, we finally found his body, which was frozen. He hasn’t started decaying and we’re planning on burying or burning his body, but after seeing his body, I can’t stop thinking about it.

Spoiler: Details

He was getting old so at first this didn’t have an effect on me because we all expected it, but when I saw his body his eyes were open. Obviously they looked dead and hollow, but idk how to explain it. I wish my last memory of him was when he was alive, not being frozen with his eyes open. I feel so guilty about it too. We tried to bring him in but he had a fear of indoor spaces and would flip out so we let him be. Ive been stressed with school lately and just been coming home and passing out, so I never really pet him for the last two weeks. But that day he went missing, I made dog treats for him but he never showed up. My mom said he died from a heart attack, which I think was to ease my worries about him freezing to death, but it’s obvious it wasn’t a heart attack. I just feel so guilty about it and want to pet him one last time, but I cant look at the body because it’s so disturbing to see. I’m going in circles about what I’m saying. Basically, I wish I never saw his body and regret not spending more time with him these past twos weeks. He was older than 15 so we knew he was gonna die sometime, so it’s not that I’m shocked. It’s that he died in a way I don’t want anything to die like, and I feel even more bad about it because I saw his eyes were open

I'm so sorry for u honey... I'm sure, he misses u as you miss him from the place where he is.

 

[lynch.]

Wait Mia left??

no, she got banned for allegedly faking her mental illnesses and (from what I remember) for trashtalking other users in PMs.

 

[lynch.]

TW - cussing, caps

this is more of a rant. not anything that's about my mental health, but I didn't know where else to put this.

So I walk into the other room and my brother is playing fortnite and he goes: "hEy AbBy LoOk WhAt I'm PLaYiNg~". I say ''ok cool and?'' and although he said something rude, my parents did nothing about it even though it was obvious that he wanted to rub it in my face since i'm grounded. if I had done the same, I would have gotten grounded for even longer. no big deal tho. I get a water bottle, look up at the TV, and he's SPENDING ALL OF MY GOLD RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. NO BIG DEAL. HE'S JUST SITTING THERE, BEING AN ABSOLUTE SLOB, AND SPENDING ALL OF THE GOLD THAT I WORKED HARD TO GET. I asked him what he's doing, and he says "just spending all of the gold that we have." LIKE,, NO BIG DEAL JUST GONNA SPEND ALL OF THE GOLD THAT I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO GET.

if you have no idea how Fortnite works, let me tell you. rn.
so in this season you can earn gold by doing in game quests, eliminating opponents, and . you can temporarily buy weapons during matches with gold that you earn too. so lets say i earn 500 gold from one match and I get a weapon that costs 200 gold in the next match I play using the gold that I got in the last match. 500 - 200 = 300 gold that I have at the end of the match weather I win or lose the match, and that's it. so I had around 3k gold and I had 10k before I got grounded but guess who used all of my gold up? my stupid fucking brother. apparently "hey, don't sped all of my gold" means "go ahead and spend all of my hard earned gold to your heart's desire i dont care" to him.

so he decided to spend the last 3k on a full fucking loadout of just the same gun. he bought 6 copies of the same overpriced gun, jumped off a platform to get out of the storm, and died.

HE SPENT ALL 3K OF MY GOLD JUST TO HAVE THAT LOADOUT FOR A MINUTE OR TWO.
AND I CAN'T GET ANY OF THAT GOLD BACK. I HAVE TO GRIND IT ALL BACK BUT BY THE TIME I'M UN-GROUNDED THE SEASON WILL PROBABLY BE OVER BECAUSE THE SEASON IS SET TO END ON MARCH 15TH. those 3 months I spent grinding all of that gold literally went to waste all because of my fucking brother. i get it that he's 8 but he KNEW that i didn't want him to spend all of my gold, and guess what he did? he reduced 10k to 456 in a matter of WEEKS. i'm so fucking angry. I understand that it's just a game and it's all gonna reset in march but come on... i spent months grinding and playing until i hit 10K gold just to have my brother ruing my fucking account because i got grounded. yeah, it's a game but it's not about the fact that it's a game, its about that fact that I worked hard on something all for my brother to make a stupid fucking mistake.

and then my mom came into my room with my brother while i was trying to cool off and urged him to give me something. he tried handing me $20.. really?? my mom lets him get away with ANYTHING, she lets him talk shit about me right in front of her and I, she lets him eat every last snack in the house, she lets him ruin my games.... and now she's teaching him that if he gives me money that all of our problems will be solved. yeah, sorry, no thanks. $20 doesn't make up for 3 months of hard work. i swear that she's setting this kid up for the worst.

 

[lynch.]

To everybody here that is having a bad day:

doggo says:
no sad pls. u are good hooman. i lub u <3

this is my doggo. his name is Mr. Miyagi. he is a good boi and he thinks
that you are doing an awesome job.​

 

[saaylhy]

To everybody here that is having a bad day:
View attachment 47326
doggo says:
no sad pls. u are good hooman. i lub u <3

this is my doggo. his name is Mr. Miyagi. he is a good boi and he thinks
that you are doing an awesome job.​

aww so cute!!

 

[K-fan_2003]

no, she got banned for allegedly faking her mental illnesses and (from what I remember) for trashtalking other users in PMs.

Oh wow