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There and two users on here that I really dislike. I really dislike talking to them, but I dont wish to be rude and tell them that. Its really affecting me because I feel so fake pretending to like them. I cant even truly talk to anyone on here without feeling bitchy.
Do you want to PM me their users?
 

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So the other day I decided I was going to try to get better and beat my battle with my eating disorder. That all changed today though, within the last hour to be exact.

Long story short, my daughter wanted a frosted cookie after lunch and I decided to have one too, since I had been doing so well on my diet the last few days but I should have known my mother was going to say something

She saw me with the cookie and proceeded to call me awful names and even told me I should go back to starving myself cause I was at least pretty and then. Not an embarrassment to the family.

So I threw the cookie away and she jumped me for wasting the food. Then turns around and asks me to make us some shrimp and taquitos so I did because I didnt want to get bitched at again.

She wanted 10 shrimps and 6 taquitos so that's what I made her and I made myself 2 taquitos and 4 pieces of shrimp cau e didnt feel like eating after what happened.

When I finished it, I took her her food cause she was doing her makeup and she looks at me and says. "I'm not eating all that, I said I wanted 4 taquitos and 4 shrimps, you fucking moron. Now switch with me." I told her no and she kept calling me a fat ass and a fat biitch until I finally switched with her.

I ended up eating her food and my stomach is hurting so bad...I found out she was in a bad mood though because her friend hadn't given her a yes or no about going out tonight but just a moment ago she came up to me and said they were going out tonight and was in a much happier mood.

Anyway, I probably wont eat the rest of the day, I dont even think I can, my stomach hurts so bad and physically feel I'll.

Sorry if there are any grammar errors, I am crying while typing this and cant see clearly.
 

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So the other day I decided I was going to try to get better and beat my battle with my eating disorder. That all changed today though, within the last hour to be exact.

Long story short, my daughter wanted a frosted cookie after lunch and I decided to have one too, since I had been doing so well on my diet the last few days but I should have known my mother was going to say something

She saw me with the cookie and proceeded to call me awful names and even told me I should go back to starving myself cause I was at least pretty and then. Not an embarrassment to the family.

So I threw the cookie away and she jumped me for wasting the food. Then turns around and asks me to make us some shrimp and taquitos so I did because I didnt want to get bitched at again.

She wanted 10 shrimps and 6 taquitos so that's what I made her and I made myself 2 taquitos and 4 pieces of shrimp cau e didnt feel like eating after what happened.

When I finished it, I took her her food cause she was doing her makeup and she looks at me and says. "I'm not eating all that, I said I wanted 4 taquitos and 4 shrimps, you fucking moron. Now switch with me." I told her no and she kept calling me a fat ass and a fat biitch until I finally switched with her.

I ended up eating her food and my stomach is hurting so bad...I found out she was in a bad mood though because her friend hadn't given her a yes or no about going out tonight but just a moment ago she came up to me and said they were going out tonight and was in a much happier mood.

Anyway, I probably wont eat the rest of the day, I dont even think I can, my stomach hurts so bad and physically feel I'll.

Sorry if there are any grammar errors, I am crying while typing this and cant see clearly.
I--- That behavior is disgusting. A mother should never talk to their child like that.

But I know how it can be. My mom is not.. A good person exactly. But you don't exactly have to listen to her. Your an adult even though she is your mother, she haw no right over what you eat.
 

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TW: ED

So the other day I decided I was going to try to get better and beat my battle with my eating disorder. That all changed today though, within the last hour to be exact.

Long story short, my daughter wanted a frosted cookie after lunch and I decided to have one too, since I had been doing so well on my diet the last few days but I should have known my mother was going to say something

She saw me with the cookie and proceeded to call me awful names and even told me I should go back to starving myself cause I was at least pretty and then. Not an embarrassment to the family.

So I threw the cookie away and she jumped me for wasting the food. Then turns around and asks me to make us some shrimp and taquitos so I did because I didnt want to get bitched at again.

She wanted 10 shrimps and 6 taquitos so that's what I made her and I made myself 2 taquitos and 4 pieces of shrimp cau e didnt feel like eating after what happened.

When I finished it, I took her her food cause she was doing her makeup and she looks at me and says. "I'm not eating all that, I said I wanted 4 taquitos and 4 shrimps, you fucking moron. Now switch with me." I told her no and she kept calling me a fat ass and a fat biitch until I finally switched with her.

I ended up eating her food and my stomach is hurting so bad...I found out she was in a bad mood though because her friend hadn't given her a yes or no about going out tonight but just a moment ago she came up to me and said they were going out tonight and was in a much happier mood.

Anyway, I probably wont eat the rest of the day, I dont even think I can, my stomach hurts so bad and physically feel I'll.

Sorry if there are any grammar errors, I am crying while typing this and cant see clearly.
She doesn't see that you are precious. But I, and I'm sure the others here too, see it.
 

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I--- That behavior is disgusting. A mother should never talk to their child like that.

But I know how it can be. My mom is not.. A good person exactly. But you don't exactly have to listen to her. Your an adult even though she is your mother, she haw no right over what you eat.
I tried telling her that once and she took my food stamps card and money from me for two weeks until I learned to be respectful towards her
 

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TW: ED

So the other day I decided I was going to try to get better and beat my battle with my eating disorder. That all changed today though, within the last hour to be exact.

Long story short, my daughter wanted a frosted cookie after lunch and I decided to have one too, since I had been doing so well on my diet the last few days but I should have known my mother was going to say something

She saw me with the cookie and proceeded to call me awful names and even told me I should go back to starving myself cause I was at least pretty and then. Not an embarrassment to the family.

So I threw the cookie away and she jumped me for wasting the food. Then turns around and asks me to make us some shrimp and taquitos so I did because I didnt want to get bitched at again.

She wanted 10 shrimps and 6 taquitos so that's what I made her and I made myself 2 taquitos and 4 pieces of shrimp cau e didnt feel like eating after what happened.

When I finished it, I took her her food cause she was doing her makeup and she looks at me and says. "I'm not eating all that, I said I wanted 4 taquitos and 4 shrimps, you fucking moron. Now switch with me." I told her no and she kept calling me a fat ass and a fat biitch until I finally switched with her.

I ended up eating her food and my stomach is hurting so bad...I found out she was in a bad mood though because her friend hadn't given her a yes or no about going out tonight but just a moment ago she came up to me and said they were going out tonight and was in a much happier mood.

Anyway, I probably wont eat the rest of the day, I dont even think I can, my stomach hurts so bad and physically feel I'll.

Sorry if there are any grammar errors, I am crying while typing this and cant see clearly.
hun i'm sorry. your weight does NOT mean you're ugly, worthless, or whatever you believe. please be safe and eat healthy, that's all that matters. your mom should not speak to you like that. i'm sorry.
 

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Hi, I'm Mia. I attempted Scuicide February 3rd. I took 9 pills ans then attempted to hang myself. I was sent to a hospital and they had me on an IV. The nurse left a needle next to me with some type of drug and I was very angry I wasn't dead. So I stuck it in my neck and then passes out. I woke up in a mental hospital and they discharged me 3 hours later. When I got home I banged my head against the wall and passed out until 12. I then woke up very upset having a mental break down as I do everyday. But this wasn't like tge others. I couldn't move, only cry. And I was go ing to try to kms again but then-- I thought of all of my friends on the forums (and my clown assasin) amd I didn't. But maybe I will change my mind because I am very unstable at the moment.

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Hi, I'm Mia. I attempted Scuicide February 3rd. I took 9 pills ans then attempted to hang myself. I was sent to a hospital and they had me on an IV. The nurse left a needle next to me with some type of drug and I was very angry I wasn't dead. So I stuck it in my neck and then passes out. I woke up in a mental hospital and they discharged me 3 hours later. When I got home I banged my head against the wall and passed out until 12. I then woke up very upset having a mental break down as I do everyday. But this wasn't like tge others. I couldn't move, only cry. And I was go ing to try to kms again but then-- I thought of all of my friends on the forums (and my clown assasin) amd I didn't. But maybe I will change my mind because I am very unstable at the moment.

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hey hun. I'm wyatt, 5 ******* attempts and hundreds of scars. The last time i attempted was november 3. i took 21 pills. i was so sick and tired of everything. i was sent to the ER by my mother while being screamed at by her and my father. i spent about 27 hours in the hospital, having an IV in my vein majority of the time. i could barely walk, couldn't even leave to piss. i felt so weak. i was sent to a local mental hospital that i've been to 6 times. i was there for 7 days. i've been cutting since 4th grade, and i'm not kidding. i've done it all, cut too deep in a vein, try cutting my neck, all of it. and i'm still suicidal i was tempted to even attempt yesterday. i can't help myself but maybe i can help you.
babe, this isn't something to do. as someone who knows a little about you and what you're going through, ot fucking sucks. but we're so young. we are. all of us, even if you're in your 60's, even if you're older. i'm only 14, and i have more attempts than many others. i know you attempt often, and i want to stop that, or help you atleast. you're such a sweet, kind, caring person. you're amazing, and it hurts my heart to hear you, and everyone else suffer. hun, we all love you. me, everyone on KProfiles, everyone else online, and even everyone in person. You're so much more than you think. You are *worth* more than you think. Your life is much more precious than you think. Please, i know it's hard to stop, i know all of this, but please try. with my words, i encourage you to stop. with my story, i encourage you to stop.
 

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Hi, I'm Mia. I attempted Scuicide February 3rd. I took 9 pills ans then attempted to hang myself. I was sent to a hospital and they had me on an IV. The nurse left a needle next to me with some type of drug and I was very angry I wasn't dead. So I stuck it in my neck and then passes out. I woke up in a mental hospital and they discharged me 3 hours later. When I got home I banged my head against the wall and passed out until 12. I then woke up very upset having a mental break down as I do everyday. But this wasn't like tge others. I couldn't move, only cry. And I was go ing to try to kms again but then-- I thought of all of my friends on the forums (and my clown assasin) amd I didn't. But maybe I will change my mind because I am very unstable at the moment.

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please, stay safe. You're an amazing person, don't do that. <3
 

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hey hun. I'm wyatt, 5 ******* attempts and hundreds of scars. The last time i attempted was november 3. i took 21 pills. i was so sick and tired of everything. i was sent to the ER by my mother while being screamed at by her and my father. i spent about 27 hours in the hospital, having an IV in my vein majority of the time. i could barely walk, couldn't even leave to piss. i felt so weak. i was sent to a local mental hospital that i've been to 6 times. i was there for 7 days. i've been cutting since 4th grade, and i'm not kidding. i've done it all, cut too deep in a vein, try cutting my neck, all of it. and i'm still suicidal i was tempted to even attempt yesterday. i can't help myself but maybe i can help you.
babe, this isn't something to do. as someone who knows a little about you and what you're going through, ot fucking sucks. but we're so young. we are. all of us, even if you're in your 60's, even if you're older. i'm only 14, and i have more attempts than many others. i know you attempt often, and i want to stop that, or help you atleast. you're such a sweet, kind, caring person. you're amazing, and it hurts my heart to hear you, and everyone else suffer. hun, we all love you. me, everyone on KProfiles, everyone else online, and even everyone in person. You're so much more than you think. You are *worth* more than you think. Your life is much more precious than you think. Please, i know it's hard to stop, i know all of this, but please try. with my words, i encourage you to stop. with my story, i encourage you to stop.
Thank you.

I get that you say these things. Everyone says these things to me and I can read it. But i just can't seem to believe it. I know you might actually care, but I don't feel that you actually care. I have has people say this to me my whole life but i never believed them. I just feel like its fake sympathy. Thank you though.
 
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