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[K-fan_2003]

Spoiler: I cant do this...... 😔

Spoiler: ....

why am i never good enough, what do my parents tend to make me seem like i am fakingi everything. Why cant i be happpy all the time. Why cant i be loved. I dont even eat properly anymore, i I Wear make up to cover my ugly....it was so nice when i was able to pretend to be normal.....everyone makes fun of me, i am a drama queen, i am a terrible person. Why?? All I ever do is try to help people, i try to make people smile, why cant i smile on my own. The only thing to make me mile is making others happy but even then people talk bad about me. Why can i be a good person, what is wrong with me.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: I cant do this...... 😔

Spoiler: ....

why am i never good enough, what do my parents tend to make me seem like i am fakingi everything. Why cant i be happpy all the time. Why cant i be loved. I dont even eat properly anymore, i I Wear make up to cover my ugly....it was so nice when i was able to pretend to be normal.....everyone makes fun of me, i am a drama queen, i am a terrible person. Why?? All I ever do is try to help people, i try to make people smile, why cant i smile on my own. The only thing to make me mile is making others happy but even then people talk bad about me. Why can i be a good person, what is wrong with me.

Nothing is wrong with you. Those people that talk behind your back, the can fxck off.

 

[K-fan_2003]

Nothing is wrong with you. Those people that talk behind your back, the can fxck off.

It seems i am always the bad guy at home and school

 

[anmybeloved]

Spoiler: I cant do this...... 😔

Spoiler: ....

why am i never good enough, what do my parents tend to make me seem like i am fakingi everything. Why cant i be happpy all the time. Why cant i be loved. I dont even eat properly anymore, i I Wear make up to cover my ugly....it was so nice when i was able to pretend to be normal.....everyone makes fun of me, i am a drama queen, i am a terrible person. Why?? All I ever do is try to help people, i try to make people smile, why cant i smile on my own. The only thing to make me mile is making others happy but even then people talk bad about me. Why can i be a good person, what is wrong with me.

I'm always here for you if you need to talk, I'm always open for you ranting to me, yelling, don't bottle it up. I'll listen. You're amazing, i hope you know that. We're all going through stuff and we will all be here for you and the other people on the forums.

 

[K-fan_2003]

I'm always here for you if you need to talk, I'm always open for you ranting to me, yelling, don't bottle it up. I'll listen. You're amazing, i hope you know that. We're all going through stuff and we will all be here for you and the other people on the forums.

Thank you I appreciate that a lot and i will talk to you. A lot of the time its family and so called people from school

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

It seems i am always the bad guy at home and school

Well. You aren't.

 

[K-fan_2003]

Well. You aren't.

Thank you

 

[Ethel_Seo]

I want to ask your opinion, guys. I don't know what's my next step.

I don't know who I am right know. It's like, when I see myself in the mirror, the body is me, but mind isn't me. I doubt myself, and I lost my sense of everything. That's because of my boss. My boss always angry and makes enemies with everyone in my office. And do you know what makes it worse? Everyone in this office judge me, because I'm in a same department with her. When I'm looking for support or to find a solution of something from my boss, she always talks about bad things to me, said that I don't have emotional intelligence, I don't have integrity, many things, and I don't get the solution but only her badmouth. Several times I've tried to go out from here, find another place who can accept me, but it's hard. I love this job, and it's hard to find a job now in my place because of corona. I love everything here except her. I feel that my passion for work is decrease. And I feel that day by day I become weak and dumb. I can't be myself. What should I do?

I'm really sorry if there's wrong grammar or something. I really appreciate your opinion and your support

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

I want to ask your opinion, guys. I don't know what's my next step.

I don't know who I am right know. It's like, when I see myself in the mirror, the body is me, but mind isn't me. I doubt myself, and I lost my sense of everything. That's because of my boss. My boss always angry and makes enemies with everyone in my office. And do you know what makes it worse? Everyone in this office judge me, because I'm in a same department with her. When I'm looking for support or to find a solution of something from my boss, she always talks about bad things to me, said that I don't have emotional intelligence, I don't have integrity, many things, and I don't get the solution but only her badmouth. Several times I've tried to go out from here, find another place who can accept me, but it's hard. I love this job, and it's hard to find a job now in my place because of corona. I love everything here except her. I feel that my passion for work is decrease. And I feel that day by day I become weak and dumb. I can't be myself. What should I do?

I'm really sorry if there's wrong grammar or something. I really appreciate your opinion and your support

Just follow her orders. And maybr report her to HR

 

[Ethel_Seo]

I've tried to follow, but she's like to give the problem to her partners and keep her hands clean. Sometimes, when she accept documents from other, and tomorrow she's asking the document to me, she'll says that I'm the one who accept the document and never give it to her. When I explain the truth, she didn't accept it and get angrier than before.
I've reported it to HR, but they don't want to have any problem with her. So, they just said it's okay but there's no solution for me.

Just follow her orders. And maybr report her to HR

 

[Ethel_Seo]

So, here is the place for me to runaway from every problem that happen in my office. To make myself better.

 

[K-fan_2003]

So, here is the place for me to runaway from every problem that happen in my office. To make myself better.

Start looking for a better place to work Nd get out of there. If they are that childish
I am so sorry

 

[taesshlong]

Spoiler: TW; EDs

i was recovering from anorexia and bulimia. i have had anorexia for about 3 years now and bulimia for like a year. i've been gaining a lot of weight over the past months as a recovery attempt, but it's too much. i have no beauty expectations for anyone, yet i am forced onto other's. i am starting to count calories and my goal is 150-180. my father bought me a burger today, and i have tourble refusing people, so i ate it. i split it with my brother which made it about 250 calories? 450? i already feel terrible about it and i'm planning on working all of the calories out. i'm tired of looking like me. but i also think it could be my dysphoria. i'm a trans-male, making me stuck in the body i hate for probably about 5-10 more years, depending on the when i turn 18 and when i have enough money for ts and/or surgeries. i just wanna be happy with myself. i do things i love amd that's still not enough. i don't know what else to. okay thanks for reading. bye ig.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: Wow,

I told my Aunt about how my mom was mistreating me. And she yelled at my mom, but when my aunt left my mom screamed aT me. I just don't ubderstand. She doesn't like me for what? But I guess some people can't be changed.

 

[lynch.]

Spoiler: Wow,

I told my Aunt about how my mom was mistreating me. And she yelled at my mom, but when my aunt left my mom screamed aT me. I just don't ubderstand. She doesn't like me for what? But I guess some people can't be changed.

im sorry :c
sometimes your mom angers me so much, first she doesnt believe that you have depression and now this? unbelieveable...

 

[anmybeloved]

I feel like I'm alone because I am alone, you left me, alone, cold, hurt, and then you said that it wasn't my fault but I know it was. I'm sorry I'm such a horrible person, I might as well not be here for all anyone cares, god, it's so hard not having you, please, just come back, first -----, then -----, ----, -----, and now you, please just come back, I don't want to be alone.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

im sorry :c
sometimes your mom angers me so much, first she doesnt believe that you have depression and now this? unbelieveable...

Ik she's crazy

 

[lynch.]

Ik she's crazy

she's literally insane. I'm glad you have your aunt tho, she seems like a good person

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

I feel like I'm alone because I am alone, you left me, alone, cold, hurt, and then you said that it wasn't my fault but I know it was. I'm sorry I'm such a horrible person, I might as well not be here for all anyone cares, god, it's so hard not having you, please, just come back, first -----, then -----, ----, -----, and now you, please just come back, I don't want to be alone.

They left only because they couldn't handle how great you are an realized that they can't compare to you. Don't be sad about them.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

she's literally insane. I'm glad you have your aunt tho, she seems like a good person

She is :]