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[taesshlong]

Spoiler: tw eds again 🙈

i went over my goal, so i might just skip dinner and work it all out.

Spoiler: tw cussing'

i fucking hate myself

 

[lynch.]

She is :]

I'm glad you have her, she has common sense and knows when something isn't right and it's a good thing she yelled at your mom because she deserved it.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: tw eds again 🙈

i went over my goal, so i might just skip dinner and work it all out.

Spoiler: tw cussing'

i fucking hate myself

Yes, you can say that you hate yourself, but you shouldn't. You can say your fat, but its not true. You can say that you don't matter, but that's irrelevant. But you can never say that nobody likes you, because your going to be lying to your self. So, I don't know you but your amazing!

 

[taesshlong]

it wont let me do the spoiler thing so TW; anxiety, dysphoria, transphobia, eds, cussing





i'm so fucking over everything. i'm trying so hard for 5 months clean. nothing works, nothing helps. my dad showed my sister a video of a trans-person regretting their decisions and said it was me, along with making such insensitive, transphobic "jokes". he has no fucking clue how much it hurts for me to shower and just look around. i have to shut my eyes so tight they burn when i open, so i don't have to see my disgusting, wrong body. he will never have to experience the things i, and other trans people go through.
i also really wanna ask my friend out, but i'm really scared. i don't want things to end up like last time. yes, i was very young and irresponsible then, along with my partner, but like– it was so much. i'm also afraid of showing her what i look like, and/or another one of our friends getting jealous. i trust her and i really like her, but it's just scary.

okay i'm done ranting now.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

it wont let me do the spoiler thing so TW; anxiety, dysphoria, transphobia, eds, cussing





i'm so fucking over everything. i'm trying so hard for 5 months clean. nothing works, nothing helps. my dad showed my sister a video of a trans-person regretting their decisions and said it was me, along with making such insensitive, transphobic "jokes". he has no fucking clue how much it hurts for me to shower and just look around. i have to shut my eyes so tight they burn when i open, so i don't have to see my disgusting, wrong body. he will never have to experience the things i, and other trans people go through.
i also really wanna ask my friend out, but i'm really scared. i don't want things to end up like last time. yes, i was very young and irresponsible then, along with my partner, but like– it was so much. i'm also afraid of showing her what i look like, and/or another one of our friends getting jealous. i trust her and i really like her, but it's just scary.

okay i'm done ranting now.

You know what.. I'm gonna say it.
Fuck your dad, he just doesn't understand that being a good person should be a trait carried by everyone and he's jealous he doesn't because he knows he isn't a good person.

 

[lynch.]

it wont let me do the spoiler thing so TW; anxiety, dysphoria, transphobia, eds, cussing





i'm so fucking over everything. i'm trying so hard for 5 months clean. nothing works, nothing helps. my dad showed my sister a video of a trans-person regretting their decisions and said it was me, along with making such insensitive, transphobic "jokes". he has no fucking clue how much it hurts for me to shower and just look around. i have to shut my eyes so tight they burn when i open, so i don't have to see my disgusting, wrong body. he will never have to experience the things i, and other trans people go through.
i also really wanna ask my friend out, but i'm really scared. i don't want things to end up like last time. yes, i was very young and irresponsible then, along with my partner, but like– it was so much. i'm also afraid of showing her what i look like, and/or another one of our friends getting jealous. i trust her and i really like her, but it's just scary.

okay i'm done ranting now.

your dad is a disgusting person. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I support you and i'm here for you.

 

[Jiminsjams]

Trigger warning ig lol



When i was 3 years of age, My Dad m*lested me
after it, for 4 years I never told anyone
my mom seen a big difference in me around the age of 7
she always tried to see what was wrong
I was too scared to ever tell so I just held it in for 3 more years and then finally I got the change and I told my mom what happened and she gave me a "no he did not" face but then after I told her detail she believed me finally and ever since that day my mom divorced my dad and married a nice guy/man/step father
it's kinda hard to let my mom or anyone help me put clothes on just because of that incident

That's my story

 

[Jiminsjams]

I kinda got startled while typing that so if it doesn't make the best of sense sorry

 

[taesshlong]

You know what.. I'm gonna say it.
Fuck your dad, he just doesn't understand that being a good person should be a trait carried by everyone and he's jealous he doesn't because he knows he isn't a good person.

your dad is a disgusting person. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I support you and i'm here for you.

thank you guys–

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: Credits

@SmolBeanAsh @Lost_in_the_Dream thanks for making me happy!.But an extra thanks to my assassin who's more of a clown @Solarium

Spoiler: Rant

I don't know why but I had a random burst of sad. And it hit me hard. When my aunt and her daughter left my mom went crazy. She threw things at me no big deal, but when she said that I was a mistake and I was a whxre I cried. But now I realize, nothing will and can never go my way... And that I should just kill myself. I have another group project for school.. And I have to work with the 4 people that hate me the most. They are already saying bad things about me on FaceTime, while I'm there. But my mom wants me to go work at "Megan's" house with all the other girls. I'm scared, they might hit me, and say horrible things. But I have to... I, have to.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Trigger warning ig lol



When i was 3 years of age, My Dad m*lested me
after it, for 4 years I never told anyone
my mom seen a big difference in me around the age of 7
she always tried to see what was wrong
I was too scared to ever tell so I just held it in for 3 more years and then finally I got the change and I told my mom what happened and she gave me a "no he did not" face but then after I told her detail she believed me finally and ever since that day my mom divorced my dad and married a nice guy/man/step father
it's kinda hard to let my mom or anyone help me put clothes on just because of that incident

That's my story

no ma'am. He is a disgusting person. I hope you never had/have to see him again

 

[lynch.]

Spoiler: Credits

@SmolBeanAsh @Lost_in_the_Dream thanks for making me happy!.But an extra thanks to my assassin who's more of a clown @Solarium

Spoiler: Rant

I don't know why but I had a random burst of sad. And it hit me hard. When my aunt and her daughter left my mom went crazy. She threw things at me no big deal, but when she said that I was a mistake and I was a whxre I cried. But now I realize, nothing will and can never go my way... And that I should just kill myself. I have another group project for school.. And I have to work with the 4 people that hate me the most. They are already saying bad things about me on FaceTime, while I'm there. But my mom wants me to go work at "Megan's" house with all the other girls. I'm scared, they might hit me, and say horrible things. But I have to... I, have to.

I'm always here for you, please tell me if those girls do anything to you and I will hurt their feelings. You're my best friend and if they do anything I will make sure that they regret it, even if i can't hurt them physically. Even if I can't do anything about your mom, I will make those girls regret whatever they did if they hurt you. And remember I'm always here for you if you need to talk.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

I'm always here for you, please tell me if those girls do anything to you and I will hurt their feelings. You're my best friend and if they do anything I will make sure that they regret it, even if i can't hurt them physically. Even if I can't do anything about your mom, I will make those girls regret whatever they did if they hurt you. And remember I'm always here for you if you need to talk.

❤❤❤ Thank you

 

[anmybeloved]

I..... TW: family, *******, caps, cussing











my so-called father really....

Me: in the hospital after trying to kms
Mom: calls dad "-dead name- tried to overdose"
Dad: okay but i have depression and-

THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU! YOUR TWELVE YEAR OD CHILD WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER TRYING TO OVERDOSE ON 50+ TYLENOL, THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW! ITS RIDICULOUS THAT YOU HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO CALL YOURSELF MY FATHER AFTER DOING SHIT LIKE THIS! FIRST YOU RUN OFF BACK TO BORACAY, THEN TEXAS AND NOW YOU'RE BELLITLING MY DEPRESSION BECAUSE YOU HAVE DEPRESSION TOO!? FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL WITH THE REST OF THIS DAMN FUCKING FAMILY

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

I..... TW: family, *******, caps, cussing











my so-called father really....

Me: in the hospital after trying to kms
Mom: calls dad "-dead name- tried to overdose"
Dad: okay but i have depression and-

THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU! YOUR TWELVE YEAR OD CHILD WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER TRYING TO OVERDOSE ON 50+ TYLENOL, THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW! ITS RIDICULOUS THAT YOU HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO CALL YOURSELF MY FATHER AFTER DOING SHIT LIKE THIS! FIRST YOU RUN OFF BACK TO BORACAY, THEN TEXAS AND NOW YOU'RE BELLITLING MY DEPRESSION BECAUSE YOU HAVE DEPRESSION TOO!? FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL WITH THE REST OF THIS DAMN FUCKING FAMILY

Its still about you. But I was in the hospital and this happened to me as well. But I didn't try to kms but your dad is just being selfish.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: Spoiler

If you don't want to hear this petiful stuff then leave

Spoiler: ... Fuck my life

I went to their house. And they criticised me. About my looks, hair, and body. And I sat there, and let them do it. Until they said "Aren't you like, gay? That's gross. Wait wait wait--- you listen to that ching ching music too hahaha" those exact words. And being the shy person I am, I didn't think I would drag "Megan" out of her room like that. I beat that little bxtches ass. When you say something like that to me, don't expect I'm just going to go on like you didn't say it. In gonna fuckinv fight you. When her mom found out she stopped me and aksed why. I told her then her mom beat her ass. Then my mom came and picked me up. And I got scolded but its not that bad anymore. It doesn't hurt my feelings. Then when we got home, I realized I just fought that girl. And I won. I was so disgusted in myself. I banged my head against the wall. Oh well. Passed out. Oh well. Oh.. Fuckinv... Well.

 

[GowonMINT(locked out of other)]

Spoiler: ...💜

I have been distant. For you, So you don't have to deal with me.

Ha, the voices are back. And I think I'm going to listen to them this time.
I am ugly
I am stupid
I am annoying
I am nothing...


Your a good person! You don't have to die for them. Don't let go Mia...

Who do you think you are? They hate you, Kill yourself already.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can't do it. I can't do it. I could never do it.

Kill me

 

[lynch.]

I..... TW: family, *******, caps, cussing











my so-called father really....

Me: in the hospital after trying to kms
Mom: calls dad "-dead name- tried to overdose"
Dad: okay but i have depression and-

THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU! YOUR TWELVE YEAR OD CHILD WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER TRYING TO OVERDOSE ON 50+ TYLENOL, THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW! ITS RIDICULOUS THAT YOU HAVE THE FUCKING GUTS TO CALL YOURSELF MY FATHER AFTER DOING SHIT LIKE THIS! FIRST YOU RUN OFF BACK TO BORACAY, THEN TEXAS AND NOW YOU'RE BELLITLING MY DEPRESSION BECAUSE YOU HAVE DEPRESSION TOO!? FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL WITH THE REST OF THIS DAMN FUCKING FAMILY

fuck your stupid dad, he doesn't deserve shit. I'm sorry you have to endure this. even though we are not close, I will support you as much as i can.

 

[ImJustKpopTrash]

Spoiler: TW: *******, EDs, Cussing, Self Harm & Depression

In 2015 my best friend passed away from overdosing on her medication, my heart was broken. Why the fuck would she do something like that, she never even showed me how she was feeling, why. Why would she. I miss her so much. I was already struggling with depression when she passed away and it just pushed me so far over the edge. I ended up trying to commit ******* on multiple occasions from 206-2018. I went to a therapist (in 2019) after my parents found out I had been self-harming, I went to therapy for around 8 months but it never really did anything. During 2020 I saw my problems as insignificant because the whole world was suffering but I have been suffering from an ED for so long that it I struggle to stomach any foods, but that’s good ig because people see being thin as a positive right. I’ve been struggling so much with my depression recently that some days I can‘t get out of bed or do anything, I don’t know what to do anymore. It feels like everything is pointless, why even bother anymore. What worth am i, i don’t know. I feel so hopeless. I just wish that my friends would notice but they never do. I have feelings for my bestfriend and she knows it, I don’t know what to do about it because it’s super awkward but I really miss her so much.

 

[Solarium]

Spoiler: ...💜

I have been distant. For you, So you don't have to deal with me.

Ha, the voices are back. And I think I'm going to listen to them this time.
I am ugly
I am stupid
I am annoying
I am nothing...


Your a good person! You don't have to die for them. Don't let go Mia...

Who do you think you are? They hate you, Kill yourself already.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can't do it. I can't do it. I could never do it.

Kill me

I love you. And you matter. Fuck your family for saying shit like that. You deserve so much better then them. If things get to overwhelming, please PM me. I would be happy to help you, even if its for a moment Sending hugs, muffins and love