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i acc wish i had a best friend irl, like someone whos always by my side–but i dont have that, like i have a few friends but im not their #1, last school year i was chasing people, trying to get myself in friend groups, i ended up as a floater friend. i actually think my friends dont like me anymore. i have friends on kprofiles i adore a lot, they make me feel loved–but its not the same irl. even at my mosque i have no one. im not anyones right shoulder. i wish i had someone who wasnt just a friend but someone who bonds with me bc im right there with them–sharing the same interests and all that. i always hide stuff from my friends bc i know they'd make fun of me. my few friends are people like sarah– i love her but i think she doesnt love me more like she says to everyone. i feel annoying to them. i want someone irl i can stay right with. This is how i think daily. i remember having a friend who would always pick me for pairing up, at the end of the skl year she stopped choosing me, i dont know if its cause i have bad english irl (i always jumble up my words and sound dumb) so i tend not to speak a lot, i feel like they make fun of me.
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